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"What's and Why For's"Written By: t-shirt Disclaimer: Gundam Wing and its characters are
copyright to Sunrise, Bandai, Sotsu Agency, and associated parties.
I make no money with this fic. Rating: R Warnings: Post War Cannon/Get together fic, PWP,
Mild lemon, light angst, fluff Pairings: 1x2 Summary: Heero wishes to explore - but is Duo ready for that? "What's and Why For's" I still had no idea what I was doing there. Hanging out in the middle of the woods wasn’t something that really appealed to me. I’ve spent enough nights sleeping on the cold, hard ground but I couldn’t stop myself from parking my jeep and holstering my pack. There wasn’t much in it so it was hardly a burden on the trek in. I knew Hiiro would have everything we’d need so I’d only brought the essentials. My brush and shampoo, a change of clothes, toothbrush and a tube of Preparation H. That last item almost made me turn around but my damn feet just kept trudging away. It wasn’t like I didn’t know what he wanted when he’d invited me up there. He’d been hinting around at it for over a year and though I wasn’t in any hurry to find out just exactly what he had in mind there was no way I was backing down. I recalled the darkness that had settled in his eyes over the past few weeks as his continued efforts to gain my attention repeatedly failed. I’ve never understood his infatuation and even then the knowledge of what he intended to do to me left me ill at ease but I had the distinct feeling if I didn’t show up this time I might never see him again. Camp was set when I arrived which was no less than I’d expected. He’d been there since before dawn from the look of it and I was over three hours late. I could tell by the look in his eyes that he’d thought I wasn’t coming. It was strange seeing that hopeful discontentment downing in the anxiety that was mirrored in my mind. I imagined he was more than a little anxious to get things moving in the right direction. I could see in his expression that he was already calculating when the time might be right to make his move and suddenly felt a little like a fish in a bowl. He knew the purposed I’d come for just as well as I did but I’d be damned if I had any idea of why I’d done it. We’d sort of missed out on the whole sexual awakening bit having dedicated that portion of ourselves to the war. Hell, I wasn’t even ready to date yet but there I was preparing to do things I couldn’t really comprehend without the slightest inclination why or what for. “Are you hungry?” he asked. I was a little taken aback by the edge in his tone. I’d never heard nervousness in his voice before and it put me on guard. “I had a breakfast bar,” I replied dropping my pack on the ground. “I can make something,” he offered standing slowly and I instinctively stepped away. The action caught both of our attention and I saw him tense. “Naw… I’m good.” My eye was drawn to the muscles in his right arm as they contracted instilling in me the desperate need to flee. I felt as if I were being hunted, as if I’d stepped onto the alter and offered myself as prey. “Duo,” he breathed in frustration then he was suddenly there gripping my arms and I froze in stark terror. “What’re you doing?!” I gasped uncertain why I wasn’t struggling but then I’d come up there of my own free will for this very purpose had I not? “It will get better,” he promised and I felt my will shudder when I saw the surrender in his eyes. He kissed me then though I had no mind to return the affection. I didn’t know what to do so I just let him have his way. So many times I thought to plead with him to stop, to try once again to reason away these unreasonable desires but the words remained still born in my throat. It was pleasant enough at first I suppose as I discovered it really doesn’t matter if ones partner is male or female when it comes to oral exploration. It did surprise me that he enjoyed himself so much though. I’d never seen such passion in him before and I was the one that had been reduced to incoherent panting. “Ok?” he asked moving back up my still shivering body. He’d left my clothes on for the most part having only opened my shirt and pants so he could reach the parts of me he wanted but I was still shivering hard. I managed a short nod as I pulled my shirt back around me but his hand came up and stilled my efforts. “Not yet,” he whispered bending to kiss me again. The fear crept over me slowly as I tasted myself on his tongue. I recall acutely the feeling of his hand slipping down and around my hip as he pushed my shorts down further, the invasive warmth of his fingers as they probed and slipped down the crack of my ass then he pinched my right nipple and I gasped so hard he couldn’t maintain the kiss. “Relax,” he soothed rubbing his fingers over my ass gently but I’m afraid I’d puckered so tight nothing was getting in. I’d known it all along, he’d made it very clear what he wanted from me which was one of the reasons I’d been so against exploring this sort of relationship with him. I mean, mother nature designed that part of the anatomy as an ‘exit only’ deal right? And even when used properly things could get painful. I just couldn’t fathom that anything he wanted to do to me in that respect was going to feel good. “Duo,” he soothed sliding down my neck and chest until he held one of my nipples between his lips. I gasped when he wrapped his free hand around my flaccid cock and began to stroke but that part felt good so in spite of the fact that he was still rooting around my hole with slick fingers I couldn’t help reacting to the positive pleasures he was lavishing on the rest of me until he suddenly pushed one finger inside me and I sat bolt upright. “S…sorry,” I stammered trying not to look into the disappointment in his eyes. “Relax,” he soothed again moving in to kiss me. I was acutely aware of his finger pushing deeper inside me but it didn’t really hurt so I let him push me back down. He worked my body so expertly I wondered where he’d learned such techniques. It bothered me that he might have done this to someone else, made me feel cheap somehow but I wasn’t doing any of this for myself anyway. There was something of me that he needed. I just hoped it wouldn’t be more than I was capable of living without. I was amazing what he did to me though. In what seemed like a very short time he’d brought me back to the brink of orgasm and all I could think about was achieving the final goal. “Duo,” he rasped crawling up over my overheated body. I felt my throat close off as he rose above me and stripped off his shirt. The sight of his hands unbuttoning his shorts brought it all home again and I started to shake. I couldn’t get a handle on it. I’d faced so many terrifying things in my life and never felt the sort of fear that gripped me at the sight of his engorged cock. “Hiiro,” I pleaed hoping against hope that he’d change his mind, that somewhere deep down he’d just been playing some sort of obscene joke but the fire in his eyes confirmed his passion. “Trust me,” he breathed as he pushed my legs aside and mounted me. It was awkward and frightening and I couldn’t stop myself from snorting over the idiot idea’s I’d had that he’d just stand me on all fours and go at it as he laid his body atop mine and gently invaded me. I was shocked by how he shook as he claimed me, his entire form trembled right down to his lips as he turned his head upward and kissed me deeply as he slowly sank inside me. The pain came when he was about halfway seated and I realized it wasn’t the pain that terrified me. “Wait,” I rasped pushing against his shoulders but he refused to relent. “Hiiro!” I cried as my body arched back and I felt my will crumble. “Duo?” he hissed holding me tightly as he seated fully inside and though I couldn’t control the tremors in my body or stop my mind from weeping at the loss I suddenly wanted him to end it all. “Take it,” I pleaded wrapping my arms tightly around him. “Please,” I begged unable to comprehend exactly what I was talking about but he understood and that’s all that mattered. It was a little like being caught in a storm. Thunder rolled every time he slammed into my body, lightening crashed with each lance of pleasure and pain as the passionate winds lashed our skin and brought us ever closer to heavens door. His hands roamed my body, his strong grip granting me more of the rapturous feelings that had swept my sanity away and when we’d finally crested the wave and looked out into infinity together I understood. I couldn’t stop the tears that fell from my eyes as he brought us softly back from the edge anymore than I could have reclaimed the part of me that now belonged to him. “Duo?” he whispered softly, uncertainly as he kissed away the moisture and coaxed my eyes to meet his. “Duo?” I kissed him because my voice would have failed me but he seemed to have gotten the message and held me so tightly. “How did you know?” I asked unable to really grasp what had just taken place but one thing I was absolutely sure of was that I was unequivocally in love. He smiled then, an expression I’d never seen on his face before but swore I’d put there as often as I could from there on out, and replied, “It was always there… in your eyes.” I held him close and let the shiver run its course as I was forced to face reality. “You stayed.” I didn’t even want to think about what might have happened if I hadn’t joined him that day. He chuckled and rose above me pausing to kiss my chin before he softly intoned, “Stubborn.” I blushed and smiled in spite of what my hard headedness had almost cost us then laughed right out loud when he rose one brow and inquired, “Hungry now?” “Yes,” I grumbled pushing him sideways so he rolled off of me. “I’ve got bacon, eggs, toast and fruit…” he began ignoring my drop jawed expression as he rattled off several other items on the menu. “What?” “You expecting company?” I chuckled looking at the spread he’d unpacked from his cooler. “We’ve got three days,” he grinned leaning over to playfully steal a kiss. “You’re gonna need your strength.” I kicked back as I watched him happily preparing our brunch and relished the fact that I finally understood. There was no doubt in my mind why I’d come up there or what it was he wanted from me. I’d been so uncertain for so long but he’d stayed by my side and suddenly it was all so clear. All I’d ever wanted was standing right there in front of me. All I’d had to do was face the questions that haunted my mind. “Duo?” he asked moving closer to kiss my forehead. “Are you all right?” I sighed and drew him in for another kiss and nodded. “I think I finally understand what I’m here for,” I told him bringing a bright smile to his lips. “And why I came.” “And?” he queried fairly alight with anticipation. I grinned as I took him in my arms and finally embraced my deepest desires as I declared the most honest truth I had ever known. “I love you.” His smile nearly lit the heavens then he bent to kiss me. “It’s about time.” “Hiiro?” I smiled loving this new aspect of our lives. “Hm?” he grinned dopily as he nuzzled my ear. “The eggs are burning.” “Shit!” he gasped jumping up to go tend our meal and I laughed for moment until my eyes took in the firmness of his ass and I was struck with the notion that we still had a full three days. owari :)
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