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"Family Ties"Written By: t-shirt Disclaimer: Gundam Wing and its characters are
copyright to Sunrise, Bandai, Sotsu Agency, and associated parties.
I make no money with this fic. Rating: NC 17 Warnings: AU/Incest (sort of), Angst, mild lemon,
masturbation, borderline NCS, apparent incest Pairings: 1x2, 3x4, 5x13 Summary: Two brothers discover they have more
in common than a talent for piloting Gundam’s over the years. However,
their growing intimacy complicates things until they learn the truth
of their origins. " Family Ties"
Ch 1 Two huge Leo mobile suits went down in a flurry of smoke and fire as the great, crackling blade of the mighty Deathscythe sliced them in half, the butt end of the enormous staff slamming into the face plate of a third before the striking, black behemoth turned to face the tower and salute the cheering crowd. “He’s mastered the weapon,” General Noventa nodded admirably. “His skills are complete,” Treize beamed proudly. “His attitude still needs work,” Lady Une sighed as the onlookers burst in to laugher watching the Gundam Deathscythe break into a dance. It had always been like this. My tests were yesterday and though I achieved perfect marks with a flawless performance it was the dance Duo was doing that everyone would remember. He too, set a new standard for marksmanship and piloting but it was always his flamboyant behavior that endeared him to the masses. I don’t understand what he gets out of acting the fool. His skills are at least as good as mine but I’m going into the academy a full year ahead of him and the only reason is because he refused to take the training seriously. Our father, General Treize Khushranada, is a career military man who has seen to it that his sons received nothing less than the best training the Earth’s Sphere Alliance has to offer. We were chosen along with three others as the protectors of the peace. With the initiation of the five Gundam’s all other militant force will be summarily disarmed and peace will finally reign supreme. “He’s such a show off.” Our cousin was right of course and though she was rolling her eyes there was the smallest hint of a smile hiding in the corner of her mouth. It made me a tad jealous if I’m honest with myself. Relena has always openly adored me in spite of our family ties but her affection isn’t really based on who I am. Everyone loves Duo simply because he’s Duo. I know better. Duo is much more than he seems. My brother, the careless clown, has a competitive side that refuses to back down. This is one reason his skills are so well-honed. I have a natural ability that allows me to excel but he was born with a ferocious tenacity that forces me to push myself beyond my limits if I am to stay even one step ahead of him. “Well done, my boy!” General Noventa praised, slapping Duo on the shoulder when he rejoined us at the after party. “Like popping bubbles in the bath,” Duo grinned, flashing this sort of half wink at me that made me go ahead and roll my eyes. “An excellent performance,” Father smiled, lifting his glass to my beaming sibling who made a show of clicking his heels and bowing in a stately manor which of course, made several of the females who where gawking at him giggle. His answer to their attention was a clever wink in my direction that was meant to indicate we might be keeping company with some of them later in the night. It never works out that way because I have never been interested in the insincerity of casual courtship but he always tries to include me anyway. The conversation turned technical as Duo explained his strategy for the day. He called on me from time to time for some bit of information he obviously already knew but his efforts to make me an active member of the group are smiled upon by our Father. I suppose without Duo’s constant attempts it would be very difficult for me to socialize but I find these events terribly boring and unnecessary. “Would you like to dance?” Relena asked in her usual dreamy way. I don’t mind her advances for the most part, as our parents have made it clear any serious relationship between us would be impossible due to our blood history, but sometimes the fact that she refused to give up got tiresome. “Actually, we’re supposed to give Sylvia and Hilde a lift home,” Duo interceded leaving a small pout on our cousin’s face. He tries hard, but dealing with Sylvia for the evening was almost as bad as Relena. Still, she is good company and at least I would have Duo there to buffer the silence. “Hi, Duo,” Hilde smiled. She has a nice smile, honest and calm. “My Ladies,” he declared with a flamboyant bow that turned her calm smile into a giggle fit that she shared with Sylvia and my mouth went dry when he turned his eyes up to peer at them. “You’re chariot awaits.” He is also… quite beautiful. Is it terrible of me to think such a thing? It is an odd notion that makes people accept it as admirable praise if I were to say Relena was a pretty girl but I have never felt comfortable expressing my opinion of my brother. Father tells people he is handsome, Mother dotes over him and pinches his cheeks but whenever the opportunity has arisen for me to voice the fact that I find him attractive the words just felt so… indecent in my mouth, so they have remained unsaid. “You drive,” he told me, waggling his eyebrows as he helped Hilde into the back seat and I sighed, silently offering Sylvia the passenger seat beside me. They were making out before we got out of the driveway and I was glad it was only a ten-minute drive to Hilde’s home. “Are your parents home?” he breathed when we pulled up outside her house. “Doesn’t look like they are yet,” she replied. “Let me come up.” “Duo!” “Just for a minute,” he coaxed, already following her out of the car. “Why don’t you take Sylvia home,” he suggested, winking coyly at me. “Swing back around and pick me up when your finished.” Finished? Did I mention he can be a cad? What he thought was going to happen on the twenty minute round trip was beyond me but I left him there anyway. He was sitting on the curb down the street when I came back, looking as forlorn as a whipped dog. “She kicked you out?” I snickered. “Her parents came home,” he grumbled. “What happened to your pants?” I asked, noticing they were torn along the back of the thigh. “Fucking roses.” “What did you do?” I laughed. “Shinny down the drain pipe?” It was his silence that sent me into hysterics but the laugher didn’t reach the peek of insanity until he slapped me and told me to shut up. He is the only one that can make me laugh like that. “Let’s stop by the look out.” “Duo.” It’s not that I mind indulging him but sometimes strange things happen when we go up there. “Come on,” he whined. “It’s too early to go home. Maybe we’ll get lucky.” Lucky enough nothing would be happening and we could go home is what I thought but things seldom work out the way I think they will. My neck tightened up the moment we arrived to find the place mostly deserted. “Wow,” he smiled and I found myself pulling into a likely spot so he could see the sparkling city down in the valley. We pilot Gundam’s, have been to the farthest reaches of space and seen things no other man could possibly imagine, yet the simple beauty of the city at night made his eyes glow. How could I not? “It’s really beautiful isn’t it?” he sighed. “Yes,” I replied, forcing my eyes back to the valley when he cocked a half smile at me. “Hey.” The word sent a hot flash down my spine. I knew the tone. It was the same one he had used years ago when we first started playing this game. “Wanna mess around?” “Aren’t we getting a little old for this?” I sighed but it wasn’t because I didn’t enjoy it. On the contrary, I’m afraid I enjoyed it a little too much and considering our advancing years, the desire to break the rest of the rules was becoming intolerable. “Don’t be such a spoil sport,” he smiled, scooting closer and I had the sudden urge to bolt. “Hilde left me high and dry. You don’t honestly expect me to deal with this on my own?” I swallowed a huge lump that had risen in my throat when he gripped his swelling crotch to demonstrate. “I really think it’s time we stopped doing things like this,” I muttered by sheer force of will because there were parts of my anatomy that were protesting the words vehemently. “You take everything way too seriously,” he smiled, placing my hand where his had been and I couldn’t resist squeezing just enough to make him moan. I love the sound; it’s warm and decadent and prickles along every nerve ending in my body. He groaned deeply again and I realized as his head fell back that I was already in way to deep. “What?” he breathed in confusion when I jerked my hand away. “We should go home,” I told him, reaching to start the car but he grabbed my wrist. “Don’t be a prick,” he scolded. “You can’t leave me like this.” “We shouldn’t be doing this,” I insisted, feeling my will tremble under the weight of his eyes. “How about this?” he purred, leaning in to kiss me. One of those deep kisses that turn my kneecaps to jelly and rob me of my senses and the next thing I knew I had him pinned to the door, his naked shaft in my hand and his immediate fate under my control. “Hiiro?” he gasped. “Scoot down.” I was loosing it. I knew it but I couldn’t stop. “What?” he hissed as I forced him further beneath me dragging his pants down as he went. “Duo.” I would have given anything for the will to stop but the damn had broken and though he was clinging to me, his fingers digging into my flesh in his confusion, I couldn’t keep myself from pushing my hand between his legs, my fingers questing for a heat I found myself dreaming about much too often of late. I can’t say I really regained control of my faculties until he hissed and arched back as my fingers invaded his body. “Shit, I’m sorry,” I gasped, forcing myself to withdraw but his grip suddenly intensified as he begged almost incoherently… “Don’t stop!”I looked down at him, his beautiful face clinched, his chest heaving as glistening droplets of sweat gathered on his skin and knew my time had come. In all the years we had played show and tell, touch and feel and the more advanced games of masturbation and making out we had never let things go this far. He is all I have ever wanted. I took him without thought. There was no room in my mind for questions of right or wrong, should or shouldn’t or the fact that he was off limits. I wanted him so bad all that mattered was his fervent cries as he begged me for more and I gave it to him. He has never been one to follow the rules, not at school, not in society and certainly not the demands of what he considers to be a false god. He gave himself unconditionally, as he always has and I swear I felt what it was like to touch the pillars of heaven that night. “Damn,” he panted, still clinging to me as I nibbled his salty, wet skin. He tasted of musk and smelled so good drenched in passionate exertion it made me want to do it all over again. “Let’s call Mom and tell her we’re gonna spend the night at Wufei’s.” “He’s in China.” “Exactly,” he grinned, nipping my earlobe and I paused to look down at him. He is the essence of attraction, every supple curve, the fullness of a plump lower lip, eyes that shine and sparkled with desire and my stomach turned over as the heat flared in my groin because he is also my brother. “This can’t happen again,” I told him sitting up. “When are you gonna stop stressing about this shit?” he grumbled, fixing his clothes. “This is way beyond wrong,” I argued, getting us back on the road. “We stepped over the line…” “What is your problem?” he cut me off. “It’s not like you can knock me up or anything.” “We’re brothers.” “So what? So, we know it goes deeper than some stupid, casual fuck. What’s the problem? I bet the girls would think it’s hot.” I hate to admit it but I gaped at him. I’ve heard him say some pretty off the wall things but that one left me speechless. “We can go home if you want,” he shrugged and I let myself breath for half a second until he added, “I’m just going to keep teasing you until you do me again so if you don’t mind it happening at home then by all means…” I turned toward Wufei’s and he shut up and grinned at me. He talked about Wufei’s visit to his home in the Orient while I drove but I didn’t really hear him. My mind was much too busy fantasizing about what I was going to do to him once we got there. Was it horrible of me to give in so easily? I suppose I could have fought harder but he would have won in the end anyway. He always does because I simply cannot resist the temptation. He’s very good at infiltration so it wasn’t much effort to gain entrance to our Chinese partner’s apartment. He even stuck his tongue out in the lens before he disabled the security cameras, but his next move was to shove the appendage as far down my throat as he could possibly manage and something inside me simply exploded. It’s embarrassing but all those years of playing cop a feel had built up such a massive amount of insatiable energy we didn’t even make it past the couch. I bent him over the back of it and nailed him right there in the middle of the living room. It was fast and brutal and left him giggling like a lunatic as he dragged me to the shower where he stripped us both and proceeded to wash my entire body. And I do mean my entire body. Inside and out whereupon he began teasing me by licking my sack and I was reduced to a quivering mass when he introduced me to the incredible feeling of his tongue wriggling around in my ass. It was something I had never even dreamed of before but he has a way of expanding my universe like no other. It ended rather explosively when he treated other parts of my nether regions to some of the delicious attributes of that wonderfully talented mouth before taking me to bed. I can’t say I really wondered what it was he had felt until I was on the receiving end of it. Having him inside me was the single most erotic experience I think I will ever have and to be honest I doubt I could stand it very often. It was too much, I kept trying to roll us over and take control so I could slow things down before I lost it but he kept it up until we were both screaming for mercy as we lay in a trembling heap in Wufei’s soaked sheets. It wasn’t enough. I wanted more of him and took it just as soon as I regained my stamina. I like him best on bottom where I can prolong things a little. He has a habit of pushing so fast it ends much too soon. In this way I carried him through the night and into the morning light. We had just come down off another high, both of us exhausted and spent and grinning stupidly in our little euphoric cloud when my joyful contentment was suddenly swept away as I realized it would never be enough. “What’s wrong?” he smiled, brushing a sweat-dampened lock of hair from my eyes. “Nothing,” I replied and caught his hand to kiss his palm. “You’re not regretting it already?” he chuckled, snuggling closer to me and I wrapped him up in my arms. “No,” I replied because truthfully I wasn’t. I couldn’t have regretted anything as perfect as that night had been. It was the future that was bringing a shadow to my heart. The reality of that darkness became brilliantly clear later that day when he took Hilde to the movies. There was just no way I was ever going to have what I really wanted. He was content to continue on the course our lifelong relationship had taken, pursuing a `normal` life where others were concerned while maintaining the indecency our brotherhood had become. However, after having touched him as a lover I knew I would never be satisfied with sharing him with another. That coupled with the shame our behavior would bring to our prestigious family was enough to set my resolve. “What?!” The word lanced my chest but I didn’t dare show my feelings with our father watching me. “Why do you want to leave for the academy early?” Father asked curiously while Duo seethed by the door. “It’s only a few weeks,” I reasoned. “It’ll give me a chance to settle in and get my bearings. Lieutenant Zechs offered to set up a training field and requested that I aid in the clean up of the Takinian resistance.” “I see you’re anxious to begin your duties,” Father smiled. “Or maybe you’re just running away,” Duo spat and I felt the tendons in the back of my neck tighten when Father’s brow creased. For the first time I wondered if Duo wasn’t crazy enough to let on what had been happening between us. “Your brother has worked hard to achieve his goals,” Father gently scolded. “You should be proud of him.” “I am,” Duo confessed and I heard the truth in his words but the way his eyes fell to the floor cut me deeper than any thermal scythe ever could. “I just don’t see why he has to leave early.” “Perhaps if you were more intent on finishing your studies than chasing girls you would be leaving with him,” Father told him and I wished I could have told him to shut up because he had no idea how deeply he had hurt him. “You’ll be joining him soon enough,” Mom smiled, slipping her glasses off, something she only did when she really wanted us to see her true heart. Mine did a back flip when he grumbled, “Maybe I’ll enroll off planet instead,” and walked away. It had been my intention to leave without confronting him. There would be ample opportunity during the holidays or home visits after we had both had some time to cool off but he had other ideas and cornered me in our room. “You didn’t do anything wrong,” he said, standing between me and the door and my pulse sped up just looking at him. “What would you call it then?” I argued, pretending to add something to the last of my bags. “I’m not a girl,” he pointed out as he so often did. “You can’t get me pregnant.” “That is not the point.” “You don’t have to leave,” he purred, stepping closer to me and I swallowed the excitement that rose in my throat. “We could always just go back to the way it was.” “No,” I couldn’t though I couldn’t tell him why. “Fine,” he whispered in a tone that utterly dripped of wanton desire and it was all I could do not to lay him back on the bed. “Then I’ll come visit.” “You know I’m leaving to get away from this,” I told him, praying to all the gods in heaven for strength. “Yeah,” he sighed and I bit my lips when his fingers brushed gently along my crotch. “I just don’t get why you keep running from something you obviously want so bad.” I drank him in when he kissed me, allowing myself that one small indulgence before gathering all my nerve and determination and pushing him away. “One more time,” he breathed, latching onto me so passionately I dropped my bag and forgot about everything for a moment. “Stop,” I half begged, half demanded, doing my best to free myself of his grasp. “We can talk about this later after things have settled down.” “I’m coming after you,” he grinned, licking playfully at my chin as he backed off. “We can’t keep doing this,” I insisted, hoping against hope that he would finally get it but… “Why not?” was his reply. “You’re not even a little bit concerned what would happen to Mom and Dad if anyone found out?” “Who’s gonna know?” he shrugged. “You can’t tell me this isn’t what you want,” he smiled stepping close again but I seized him by the arms to hold him at bay. “No,” I ground out, wishing I could make him understand but all I could do was tell him, “I do not want this! Please! Please, just stop it! I can’t take it anymore.” I wanted to die knowing I had caused the pain in his eyes but it had to end. “We’re not kids anymore, Duo,” I told him, hating the way he went lax and just stared at me. “It used to just be a game but we stepped over that line. Damn it! Why can’t you understand that you’re my brother, not my lover!?” I didn’t give him a chance to answer, knowing he would just draw me into another argument that he would win because I already wanted to snatch him into my arms and love that frown off his face. I walked out and left him there, feeling the fissures in my heart grow deeper with every step. ~ * ~ tbc... |
