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"Integration"Written By: t-shirt Disclaimer: Gundam Wing and its characters are
copyright to Sunrise, Bandai, Sotsu Agency, and associated parties.
I make no money with this fic. Rating: NC 17 Warnings: NCS, angst, mention of gang bang (OC),
fluff, AU "Integration" Ch 3
The bottom dropped out of my world when his lips curled slowly and he stepped in, the door closing with finality behind him while he breathed, “Finally.” “What…?” was all I could gasp before my body was moving me backward where it splayed me across the bed while he moved in. “Wait!” “Do all humans smell this good?” he asked ignoring my plea in favor of lapping and sniffing at my neck. “Hiiro,” I breathed but it only made him laugh when he pulled away. “He’ll be another day at least,” he chuckled gleefully forcing my legs to spread by shear force of will. “Une said we were exclusive!” I growled turning my head to avoid his lips but he just nibbled on my ear instead. “I brought protection,” he countered petulantly like it explained everything but I was quickly loosing it. “STOP!” I couldn’t breathe but he was laughing and pushing my pants off, his hands were strong and gripped my cock confidently while he used his mouth to tease my nipples then his other hand slid around my ass and I bucked when his fingers invaded me. It wasn’t like Hiiro but the skill was there, the same hunger, that animalistic passion but all I felt when he moved down my stomach kissing a trail to my cock was ill. “Please….stop,” I begged nearly at my wits end but the confusion that set in when he did stunned me. I didn’t get it but he was releasing me and rising up on his knees while he starred down at me with the oddest expression on his face. I felt my face flush because his dark eyes were trained on my cock then they shifted to my eyes and he asked, “What’s wrong?” I was stunned. “Wha…?” A quick glance at my neither regions drew my attention there and I stumbled mentally when he asked, “Why isn’t it up?” I could not fathom why but I suffered the deepest blush I have ever experienced when I realized he honestly didn’t understand why I wasn’t turned on. There was no other recourse but to explain it honestly so I told him, “Because you’re not Hiiro.” He looked completely lost for a moment then raised one elegant brow and inquired, “It has to be him?” “Yes,” I breathed relieved that it seemed to matter for some reason but he still hadn’t released my arms and legs. “All the time?” he pressed apparently looking for a loophole but sighed when I nodded and climbed off the bed sulkily while he let me go but he spun around as I sat up to ask, “Why?” I shrugged while I rubbed the feeling back into my arms and he grumbled and kicked the desk before plopping into the chair. I didn’t know what to think but I was glad he stopped. I was still scared something would happen to me before Hiiro could get back because if he could get the door open so could someone else. I was at a total loss as to what to do when he crossed his arms petulantly and asked, “Are all humans like that?” “Um…no, I don’t think so,” I replied uncertainly. His eyes traveled along my legs and I was compelled to retract them before he gave a disgruntled sigh and persisted with, “Just you?” “Not just me,” I chuckled unable to banish the mirth in light of his petulant curiosity. “But most of us believe in monogamy,” I explained. “What?” Wow. “Monogamy,” I repeated. “It means to have only one lover.” “Why would you want that?” he asked honestly bewildered and I was inspired to stare at him for a time. I didn’t know what to say so I tried, “Don’t you want Trell all to yourself?” “Trell is my apprentice, not my lover,” he informed me. “But I thought…” “Oh, I fuck him,” he grinned while that strange light sparkled in his eyes. “But it’s not the same.” “No,” I agreed. “I suppose not.” “So, you’re Hiiro’s lover?” he asked as if it made all the difference in the world but considering where Hiiro was at that moment I wasn’t sure how to answer. “I consider him mine,” I replied with the only truth I could offer. “You’re remarkable,” he laughed and the demeaning tone of it sort of pissed me off. “Why?” I snipped cuddling the pillow so he couldn’t see me so easily. He raised a brow then grinned at me and explained, “An alien terrorizes and rapes you on more than one occasion and you fall in love?” He as laughing again but I didn’t get it anymore than he did so I just kept my mouth shut. “Come on,” he chortled clapping me on the shoulder before pulling me from the bed. “Hiiro said I shouldn’t leave!” I gasped ducking under his arm to burry myself in the bed and he looked at me as if I’d lost my mind. “I’m with you,” he reasoned. I thought about what had happened to Trell and shook my head fearfully. “I’d never survive if they did that to me.” It took a second before he got it then he laughed heartily and informed me, “I don’t save him because it would embarrass him more if I did.” I wasn’t buying it. “He gets himself in trouble on purpose,” he claimed but come on. “It’s normal for someone his age.” It hit like a gale force and, “You mean Hiiro…?!” flew out of my mouth before I even understood it. He gaped at me then chuckled and explained, “Reapers become exempt when they accept their title.” I didn’t quite understand what that meant so he elaborated with, “They’re not permitted sexual relations with our species.” Oh. “Why not?” “Because of their intimate contact with humans,” he snorted as if it were obvious. “Now, come,” he coaxed backing it up by making my legs take the rest of me with him. I didn’t really want to go but he said he would protect me which was better than sitting in my unlocked room by myself so I tried to keep up. He took me deeper into the ship than Hiiro ever had and I got nervous while we walked down halls I was unfamiliar with. The faces weren’t the people I knew either which prompted me to walk a little closer to him but it wasn’t enough to stop my right leg from suddenly trying to take me somewhere else. “Wufei!” I yelped lunging for him and all at once he turned and every single man that stood behind us was suddenly airborne and bouncing off the walls. I thought for sure there would be a brawl but they just picked themselves up while he glared at them, some of them smacking a tall guy up side the head in mild reprimand while they offered Wufei an apologetic look before we moved on. “If he wasn’t such a selfish dog things would be easier,” Wufei grumbled ushering me inside a door where my heart instantly went into overdrive. It was a bar. And it was full of drunken Deimarian men. I hit Wufei’s chest when my feet tried to take me back outside but he only laughed and forced me deeper into the den. The people were obviously his friends as they kept greeting him and grinning at me as if he’d brought a tasty treat and I had a vision of myself as raw hamburger on a grill before we found the bar. “Two Tartin Reds!” he yelled at the bartender who shook and poured until he’d produced a couple of shot glasses filled with red liquid that bubbled and smoked. I blanched when Wufei handed me one but then he climbed up on one knee on the stool and shouted, “Long life to the Brotherhood!” and everyone cheered until he yelled, “To Knoc Hiiro’s new lover!” while he grinned down at me and I turned the whiter shade of pale when he added, “By his grace, may we all prosper!” and the place erupted in tumultuous exaltation. Three hours later Hiiro burst through the door fit to be tied and found me on a table surrounded by Wufei and his friends who were laughing drunkenly until they suddenly disappeared and slammed into the walls, each gasping for breath where they hung from the wall and I was astounded by the raw power radiating from my mate but I couldn’t let him kill them. “Wait!” I shouted stumbling when I rolled off the table because as harsh as Deimarian whisky is it’s still quite potent. “I’m ok!” “What happened?” he demanded easing up on the strangle hold he had on the men when he saw I was unharmed. “Nothing,” I hiccupped trying desperately not to look the fool but it was hard to figure out which one of him to speak to. Then I laughed because it all just seemed very funny all of a suddenly and the men were suddenly released when I fell into his arms. “Who brought you here?” he asked gripping my waist gently so I didn’t fall. “Wufei,” I giggled then burst out laughing with Wufei tripped and ate the table. He came up scowling at Hiiro but didn’t comment. “He’s a good man,” Towen smiled nodding uncertainly while he and some of the others approached. “I didn’t know humans were so funny.” “Funny?” Hiiro echoed causing them to stop cautiously. “He’s been telling them stories about Earth,” Wufei explained. Hiiro paused to look at me curiously brushing back my bangs and recoiling from the stench of whisky on my breath while he asked, “Why is he whole?” The question made me laugh for some reason and I was too far gone to wonder why but it struck a distant bell in my mind when Wufei amusedly revealed, “He’s claimed you as his lover.” “Really?” Hiiro inquired seeming quite pleased with the fact and laughed delightfully when I managed to smooch him and nodded. I jumped an inch in the air when he shouted up my nose, “Bar Keep! Set up another round!” “We’re gonna drink?” I asked not feeling up to another so soon but he dragged me to the bar and sat me on his knee anyway. “It’s a celebration,” he grinned handing me another one of those red things with the evil spirit in it but when he raised his glass to the room and said, “What good would it be without the groom!” I decided I needed the drink after all. His hands kept getting bolder as the night wore on until my inebriated mind decided it didn’t care if we had an audience but apparently he did so he took me home and rode me hard till the buzz wore off. Once I’d calmed and started feeling the pain between my ears he eased off to a slow torture but he didn’t relent until well past the sleep cycle and I was left staring exhaustedly into his smiling face and feeling very odd. “What?” I asked after a time because he was just looking at me with that stupid smile on his face. “You’re a magical creature,” was his reply. “No I’m not,” I snorted embarrassed by the comment. “You’ve enchanted me,” he insisted leaning close to kiss my bangs but my only reply was to duck my head and he laughed. “You’ve enchanted us all,” he told me relaxing beside me while he stated, “We chose well.” “Chose what?” slipped from my mouth because I didn’t like that ‘we’ part. “Earth,” he smiled petting my hair. “It’s full of all the things we want to be.” I truly didn’t get these people. “Beauty,” he said smiling so softly at me I couldn’t look at him. “Honor, love and compassion,” he went on almost reverently. “There’s a lot more to it than that,” I reminded him. “Yes,” he chuckled. “But even your worse traits don’t really compare to ours.” He had a point so I kept quiet. “Our descendents will do well.” “I understand that you need a home,” I said readjusting to get more comfortable when I confessed, “But I don’t get why you’re willing to de-evolve to achieve it.” “No,” he chuckled and I was taken by the roughish quality of the motion. “It’s evolution we seek.” Nope, I didn’t understand. “Somewhere along the line our species took the wrong path,” he explained. “We’re strong but it hasn’t brought us happiness. On the contrary it almost destroyed us. The only reason this colony survives is because of strict regulations and an obsessive desire to sustain our existence.” He paused and took my head in his hands so I had to look at him. “You can’t possibly imagine what it was like on Deimar,” he whispered. “What I did to you that first time was nothing. We will eventually destroy ourselves but through Une’s wisdom our descendants will live on.” “Une?” Their female commander. I’d almost forgotten about her but after having gotten to know the Deimarians a little it seemed unprecedented for a woman to be leading their patriarch society. “She is the Truth Sayer,” he told me. “It was by her command that our salvation arose but I never would have dreamed…” he paused while he gazed into my eyes and my breath hitched. “There is magic in your eyes,” he insisted leaning in to kiss me softly and steal my breath away. “It charms and entrances me,” he smiled when I shivered hard. “It’s not magic,” I countered feeling foolish. “What other force could make you mine?” he chuckled. I looked at him and saw with my own eyes what a beautiful, pure spirit he was and offered him a small smile when I confessed, “We call it love.” His lips curled slowly while he leaned in to kiss me and proclaimed, “That’s the strongest magic of all.” I was a little surprised when he let the heat fade then wrapped me up tight and cuddled me until we fell asleep but my body was tired and I still couldn’t shake the creepy feeling that crawled in my stomach when I thought about his other assignment. It was obvious I meant something to him but his people weren’t exactly big on commitment so I figured I’d have to find a way to deal with it. As it happened there was no time to dwell on it because the next day something changed inside me. I am a human being; there is no question about that. I was born on that beautiful, blue sphere and regard all others in the human race as my kin but when Hiiro took me to visit the girls and I learned that Trianna, a young lady I had grown fond of, had lost one of her children that had been placed with a foster family on Earth to the men in black suits I nearly came undone. “What do you mean they took her!?” I growled when Hiiro informed me why Trianna’s mood was sour. “They can’t just kidnap people like that!” “They can and will do whatever they want,” he replied. “Then let’s get her back!” I snapped. “It’s not that simple,” he sighed. “Why not?” I grumbled glancing at where two of her other kids were playing in the yard. She was no more than twenty five but had given birth to eight children in her life, only three of which were still with her. Deimarian women were a stout lot and spent most of their adulthood with child but to have them taken away then kidnapped was just so unfair! “Let’s just go get them,” I insisted. “We can’t.” “You could do it by yourself!” I snapped growing impatient with his negativity. “All we have to do is walk in; you hold them still while we get the kids…” “That would validate their claim s,” he cut me off sternly though his tone wasn’t cruel. “Every time they encounter us it gives credence to their claim that they are not human. Without our interference at least they stand a chance of proving they have the right to be there.” “But they’re being traumatized!” I gaped. “Unfortunately, that is unavoidable,” he sighed heavily, dejectedly and with great sorrow while he avoided looking at the kids and their moms. “They haven’t harmed them,” he said but I didn’t hear any conviction in his tone. “At least this way they stand a chance.” “At what?” I breathed utterly dumbfounded that he could stand there and rationalize this away. I didn’t know what to feel when he stated quietly, “Being human.” It meant so much to them I just couldn’t get a grip on it. They were so hell bent on making the integration work they were even willing to abandon their children to the will of those psychopathic idiots in the black suits. Those people didn’t care what the truth was, they didn’t care that these people were dying or that those kids were probably scared to death. They were all so paranoid and hyped up on B movie thrillers they never even thought to ask for an explanation. They’d drugged Hiiro, imprisoned and tortured him without the slightest consideration for why he did it or what he wanted. Fear is a formidable force but I couldn’t let it go. I just kept plaguing my mind even as Hiiro rocked me into the night I fought with images of those kids living in small rooms, never seeing the daylight and even the possibility of their being used as lab rats crossed my mind. He took me to see Trianna and the girls again a few days later but she didn’t look in any better spirits and something suddenly clicked in my head. It wasn’t easy but I managed to get the information I needed without Hiiro catching on. Since the little party with Wufei and his friends the people of Napara had accepted me as Hiiro’s mate. What that meant to them was still unclear but it gave me certain securities making it possible for Hiiro to ease off his constant vigil as my bodyguard. He still stayed in sight but I didn’t have to be in constant contact with him anymore and even felt comfortable interacting with some of the guys that had been with us that night. Towen was thrilled to hear my plan though I got the feeling he was just up for a fight and his buddy, Miz jumped on board with gleeful determination to see me successful. I wasn’t sure how things would turn out but one thing was blazingly clear in my mind. If Hiiro couldn’t go rescue those kids because he might get caught or discovered then I damn sure could. I was human so there wasn’t any danger of exposure if I got caught so I coned and wheedled myself a ship and got a crash course on how to pilot it. It would take me most of the way on autopilot but I would have to land it myself. Towen insisted it wouldn’t be difficult but I’ve never even driven a stick shift so I was scared but one thought of those kids rekindled my resolve.
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