"SHADOWS AND LIGHT: AN UNBREAKABLE BOND"

Written By: Stone Angel

 

Please see Prologue for disclaimer, ratings and explanations. ^_^

AN: Ok! Here there be LEMON! This is my first lemon scene EVER and when I was writing it, my computer crashed right at the end and I had to write it AGAIN! I have a whole new respect for Lemon writers everywhere. This stuff is HARD. I avoided writing this scene for DAYS. DAYS I tell you. It was tough and I had to do it twice. (kicks stupid computer). Anyway, you'd better appreciate it. (tries to glare but can't keep straight face)

 

SHADOWS AND LIGHT: AN UNBREAKABLE BOND:

CHAPTER 7: A STEP FURTHER

Heero walked into the apartment quietly and closed the door behind him. The sun was in the western part of the sky so he need not be careful. He put his backpack down on the floor by the door and was about to call out to his lover when he saw the hand draped over the back of the couch. He quietly removed his shoes and stalked closer, peering over the back of the couch.

Duo was semi curled into a fetal position. His head rested on his good hand. His eyes were closed, the dark lashes resting on his cheekbones. His breathing was even and shallow, barely visible.

'No wonder the legends say they're dead by day. I can hardly tell he's not a statue.' Heero thought as he walked around to kneel by his lover. 'Duo-kun...' He looked to his side and saw Duo's braid draped over the arm of the couch. Gently taking it in hand, Heero felt the plaited silk. 'How can hair be so soft?' He wondered. 'I wonder what it's like out of the braid.' He gently removed the small, black, elastic loop from the end of Duo's thick braid.

Duo moaned in his sleep and turned over to face Heero, nuzzling the couch beneath him. "Hee-kun..." He said quietly.

Heero smiled. 'Duo's dreaming about me. I wonder what he's dreaming about. I know how to find out...' Heero slowly bent down and gently blew into Duo's ear, smiling at the shudder that ran down Duo's body as a result.

"Heero." Duo mumbled into the cushion.

Heero smiled as he bent down and kissed Duo's hair. 'I can guess what he's dreaming about. I'm glad I'm not the only one.'

Duo mumbled something incoherent and turned his head to face Heero again. His eyes opened and he stared at Heero for a moment. "Hee-kun?"

Heero smiled and lay aside Duo on the couch, circling his arms around his waist. "Ohaiyo." He said jokingly.

Duo smiled. "Iye, koban wa, ne? What time is it?" He yawned.

Heero took advantage of the situation and kissed Duo who gasped and then moaned as he kissed back. Heero broke the kiss after a moment. "It's a little after Four. I got the paper. The movies and times are listed." He kissed Duo again. "Dai ja bu ka? Your hand?"

Duo grinned and held it up for Heero to see. "Good as new. We heal quickly. I told you it was no big deal. So how was school?"

Heero snored. "Boring. I hate my history teacher. Oh, I made you something." He kissed Duo when he gave him a confused look and picked up his backpack off the floor near the door. He brought it to Duo and sat by him as he opened the pack and Duo pulled himself into a sitting position, crossing his legs. Heero pulled out a black binder and opened it. He then took out a piece of paper and held it out to him.

*

Duo took the paper and looked down at it. 'Oh my god...' "Heero... This... This is beautiful. You drew this?"

Heero nodded. "I couldn't stop thinking about you. My hand just kind of moved on its own. Do you like it?"

Duo looked back to the paper in amazement. "Like it? I LOVE it. It's ME."

Heero laughed at the obvious joke. "Again with the ego."

Duo grinned before looking back at the picture and smiling sincerely. "I... Hee-kun." Duo leaned forward and kissed Heero deeply, holding his face in his hands before hooking his arms behind Heero's neck. 'I'm so lucky.' I'm so lucky to have you. Duo felt tears seep from his closed eyes and didn't care. 'I don't care if he sees me cry. He knows it's for him. All for him.' He thought for a moment. 'I love him. He loves me. It's been two days. That's not very long, but at least it's not overly fast, either. Yosha. If he wants to take it a step further, I'll agree. I'd do anything for him. He's my Koibito.'

*

Heero smiled and melted against Duo as Duo's fingers ran through his hair. Shivers ran down his spine and he reached around and unbraided Duo's hair, running his hands through the silken strands.

Duo gasped, reaching back and feeling that his hair was undone, obviously not expecting it.

Heero broke the kiss and smiled at him. "I love it like this. It's so beautiful. You should wear it down more often. ...Why are you crying? Is everything Ok?"

Duo nodded and kissed him again. "I love you so much. I'm so happy that I met you."

Heero smiled at him and resumed the kiss, feeling Duo respond before breaking and nuzzling Heero's neck, running his teeth along the corded muscle. Heero purred as little shocks ran through him, ending in his groin.

Duo kissed his right clavicle lightly before moving to his left, pressing his ear against where Heero's heart was and listening to the beating for a moment before kissing the skin there. He then returned the kiss to Heero's lips, cupping his cheek in his hand.

Hee-kun... Do you want to... Anou... Move on?

Heero moaned. 'Hai.'

Duo nodded slightly before moving, lifting Heero gently and carrying him into his bedroom, never breaking the kiss. He laid Heero on the mattress and then lay along side him on the small bed. His hands moved down to the hem of Heero's shirt.

'OH NO!' Heero broke the kiss and stopped Duo's hands. 'I was expecting this to happen at night, in the dark so it wouldn't matter. But it's light and he can see. Shit!'

Duo looked down into his eyes, confused. "Doshda? Heero? Are you alright? Heero?"

Heero shook himself out of his stupor. "Um..." He smiled. "Ne, Duo-kun, can I just...keep this on? Just this?"

Duo smiled as well. "Sure." He kissed him and reached down to Heero's shorts.

Heero responded to the kiss as Duo undid his shorts and slid them down with ease. 'Can I do this? I know I've been looking forward to it, but can I go through with it?' He looked deeply into Duo's eyes as he moved away to slide the shorts completely off of him.

Duo's eyes smiled back at him, slightly nervous. But that was not what Heero focussed on. That lay beneath what he saw on the surface of those amethyst depths. Love. Heero saw pure, unadulterated love shining back at him from those eyes. 'I can do this. He's nervous, too. And I know he won't hurt me. I'm just nervous because I'm a virgin.' He kissed Duo as he felt him slide his boxers down an inch. 'We both want this. I need it. I think he does, too, he's just more nervous about it than I am. Hard to believe.' Heero opened his eyes and looked down at Duo. "You're wearing way too much." He emphasized his point by tugging on Duo's collar.

Duo grinned down at him. He knelt on the bed and pulled his shirt up over his head. He tossed it over his shoulder to land atop the pair of shorts. He then stood and undid his fly, hooking his thumbs into his slacks and pushing them down his narrow hips. He blushed as he kicked them away with a foot, toeing off his socks, now clad in only a pair of black, silk boxers.

Heero looked him over. "Beautiful." He said as he marveled at the near naked 'boy' who blushed even deeper at the word. 'He's like an angel. My angel.' Heero took in the smooth skin, the long graceful limbs, the shining violet eyes that burned with love and devotion, the chestnut silk that framed Duo's slender yet muscular figure. "Duo-kun. Ai shite ieru." Heero breathed. "Omai wa tenshi desu ka."

Duo blushed as he smiled and crawled onto the bed with all the grace of a house cat. He kissed Heero gently, his hand moving to Heero's boxers, cupping him through the fabric.

Heero moaned loudly and his hips bucked slightly. He gritted his teeth to try to remain quiet as he opened his eyes to look up at Duo who was smirking down at him.

"Hee-kun. You can make noise. I don't mind. Why hold it back?" Duo said as he lowered himself to the bed.

Heero blushed and said not a word.

Duo kissed him then and moved down Heero's body, trailing kisses from his brow. He gently nipped at Heero's neck, not to draw blood, just as play.

Heero shuddered, feeling himself grow harder. "Duo-kun..."

*

"Ssh..." Duo shushed softly. He kissed the skin of Heero's neck apologetically before moving down to Heero's collar. He nuzzled the skin there, where the neck met the shoulder and breathed in Heero's scent. 'I love that smell.' He then moved onto Heero's chest, kissing him through his shirt as he slid further down.

*

Heero squeezed his eyes closed as he realized what Duo was doing, where he was going. 'I can't take much more of this.' Heero gasped and moaned again as he felt Duo massage him through the thin fabric of his boxers. He opened his eyes to see Duo smiling at him. He smiled back, trying to banish his anxiety from his head. 'I guess I'm going to be on the bottom. Seeing as how I can hardly move. But I've heard that the bottom can be good, too. I'm still scared though.' He turned his head to the side and moaned as he felt Duo pull his boxers the rest of the way down, freeing his arousal. He then lifted his hips to help Duo in the task of removing the piece of clothing from his body entirely.

Duo threw the underwear to the floor and looked down at him.

Heero blushed deeply as he realized Duo was looking at his body as one would a steak.

Duo noticed his blush and bent down towards him, kissing him lightly, cupping his cheek to try and comfort him. "Heero. Are you alright?"

Heero nodded and nearly laughed hysterically as Duo pulled back and held up a finger with a drop of clear liquid on the tip. He was crying. 'I'm so pathetic. I need to get a grip. This isn't such a big deal. It just sex.'

Iye. It's making love. And we don't have to do this if you're having second thoughts. Duo cupped Heero's cheek gently, looking deeply into his eyes, concern evident upon his features.

Heero shook his head. "It's Ok, Duo-kun. I want to. I'm just nervous is all. I've never done this before."

Duo kissed him lightly. Let me take care of you. Ok, Hee-kun?

Heero nodded and closed his eyes as Duo kissed his way down his body. 'Wait. What about_' "Your clothes. You're still wearing your boxers." He looked down to see Duo smile at him before standing at the end of the bed and removing his boxers gracefully, shimmying out of them.

Duo grinned nervously. "Better?"

Heero nodded and blushed as he looked low on Duo's body. 'He can DEFINATELY get an erection. Wow.'

Duo jumped on the bed and resumed where he had left off as if he had not been interrupted at all, kissing his way south once more, his hair cascading over a shoulder to tickle Heero's skin.

Heero groaned loudly as Duo reached his lower abdomen and circled around his arousal to move slowly down one leg.

'Please...'

Patience, Hee-kun.

Heero shook as he felt Duo move up the inside of the other thigh towards his groin.

Then suddenly, all the attention he had been receiving stopped all together and Heero groaned again at the loss before crying out as he felt Duo take him into his mouth. 'I... Duo... Don't stop.' Heero gasped, wanting to scream as he felt Duo begin to suck lightly. He bit a finger painfully to keep himself relatively quiet.

*

Duo looked up at his lover. 'He's so beautiful. Does he have any idea?' He looked over Heero's form, committing each line, each shade to memory.

Heero lay on his back, his cheeks flushed a dark pink, his eyes closed, dark lashes resting upon heated cheeks, a forefinger between his teeth to keep himself quiet. His head thrashed back and forth as small mews made their way past his lips.

Duo smiled inwardly. 'I wonder why he wanted to keep the shirt on. Oh well. He'll tell me when he's ready.' He increased his suction, moving his head back before moving forward again and delighting in the gasps and moans he wrought from higher on the bed. He was slightly uncomfortable by the act, as the last time he had done it, he had been paid for it, but he felt it was worth it just to hear Heero make those noises.

'Hee-kun. I love you so much.'

*

Heero tossed his head to the side as he felt something building within himself. 'I... How can this be wrong? I mean, how can something so good be shunned by so many in society? This doesn't feel evil. Or wrong in any way. What is so bad about two men loving each other and showing it physically? I don't understand. ...Is he... Does he want me to do something like this to him, too? ...Would I be any good?' Heero gasped as he felt Duo quicken the pace, his teeth gently touching him just the right way. His hips lifting of their own accord, Heero rode the waves of pleasure higher, his yells nearly screams, reaching for something, but not knowing what. He looked into Duo's eyes and saw that they were glowing dimly. A beautiful violet color.

Ai shite ieru, Heero.

Heero finally gave in and screamed as he felt himself spasm, his body becoming tight as a drawn bow as he spilt into Duo's mouth. He thought he heard Duo moan loudly, but couldn't be certain.

For a moment, Heero saw stars and was certain that he was flying, his body suddenly feeling lighter than air. He came back to reality after a moment, hearing footsteps leaving the room and the bathroom door opening. He tried to sit up but found he had not the energy, nor the will. So he lay there and wondered at how he could be so relaxed after such an intense act. He heard soft footsteps return and opened his eyes enough to see Duo enter the room and lay beside him on the bed, circling his arms about him. 'Where did he...? Oh. Right. Bathroom. He can't swallow stuff like that. How embarrassing.' He felt Duo pull him closer to himself and cradle him against his chest.

"Hee-kun. Are you alright?" Duo asked with obvious concern.

Heero nodded and snuggled into Duo's chest, wrapping his arms around him as well. He realized that he had been crying, feeling the tears take different paths down his face to fall to the blanket beneath. He wept silently into Duo's chest, hiding his face, his shoulders shaking.

"Heero. Please tell me that those are happy tears." Said Duo sadly.

Heero nodded again. "Hai. I just... That was so... Wow... And you were my first, even though you didn't... It was amazing... I.....Thank you." He stretched upwards and kissed Duo lightly before snuggling against his chest again. He blushed deeply as a thought occurred to him. "Anou... Duo-kun... What about you, ne? I mean, do you... What do you want me to do? I'll do anything you ask. Just say it."

Duo chuckled, the sound reverberating as a deep rumble throughout his chest and Heero loved it. "I came just watching you."

Heero blushed again. 'Is that possible? Well, apparently so. He did. But then... I know he said he never lies, but I also know that he would sacrifice his own gratification to lessen the stress on me if he felt he needed to.' Heero pressed his body closer to Duo's and sighed as he felt that Duo was indeed no longer hard. Heero nuzzled the skin over Duo's heart as his shoulders shook again with silent sobs. 'How could this have happened to me? Nothing good ever happens to me. Duo, you are my Shugotenshi. A little unorthodox, but I wouldn't have it any other way.'

Duo rubbed Heero's back comfortingly and Heero purred at the feel. "When did you say you had to go to work?"

Heero groaned. "Screw it. I'm not going. I have sick days I haven't used so far. I'm not leaving this bed yet." He tightened his grip around Duo. "And neither are you."

*

Duo chuckled. "Yosha." He kissed the top of Heero's head and drew the blanket out from beneath them and up around them, knowing that Heero needed his sleep.

He listened to Heero's sleepy yawn and a quiet, almost unconscious mumble. "Watashi no Shugotenshi. Ai shite ieru, Duo-kun."

Duo smiled at his lover’s words. 'Guardian Angel. That's an interesting nickname. But I guess I can relate. I feel the same way about him. Hee-kun. I love you, too.'

The two lovers drifted off to sleep in each other's arms, both with content smiles playing at their lips in their sleep.

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There it is! I know I know, weak sauce, ne? Well they do more than that but that's a bit later. ^_~ Oh, and listen up, boys and girls. As a general rule, using teeth during a blowjob is a BAD thing. Trust me on this. Don't try it at home. Duo pulls it off because...well...he's Duo. What more reason do you need?

Duo: (Strikes pose and winks)

Yeah yeah, you little Narsisis.

Oh, and I realize that that was…unrealistic. There’s more to doing something like that(for example, lube. Even if you’re just stroking, you need lube. It’s very awkward indeed otherwise.) but I’ m trying to keep the story non-graphic. Sorry to any hard-core lemon lovers out there.

Laters.

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