"SHADOWS AND LIGHT: AN UNBREAKABLE BOND"

Written By: Stone Angel

 

Please see Prologue for disclaimer, ratings and explanations. ^_^

AN:

 

SHADOWS AND LIGHT: AN UNBREAKABLE BOND:

CHAPTER 13 : GOING THE DISTANCE



Once outside, Heero walked to the parking lot on the side of the building where he parked and knew Duo would be.

He turned the corner and saw Duo sitting atop the roof of his car, his legs dangling down the rear window gracefully.

He was dressed as usual and the makeup was gone, save for some of the hair glitter. He turned to Heero and grinned at the smirk on his lips, sliding off the car with the grace of a tiger and walking towards him. "So.

I take it it went well?"

Heero nodded. "She hates me. I never thought I would ever want anyone to hate me. But I love this." He circled his arms about Duo's lithe waist. "Arigato."

Duo grinned and put his arms around Heero's neck. "Hey. What are pals for, ne?" He nuzzled Heero's clavicle. "Wanna go home?"

Heero shivered. "Hai."

Duo smiled. "Good. Me too." He let Heero go and walked towards his car, passing Heero's bike. "So you'll follow me to my place then?" He asked, blushing. He ran a hand along one of the handle bars on the bike.

Heero smiled, changing the subject entirely. "You're intrigued with the bike."

Duo looked up. "Yeah. I've never been on one."

Heero looked at him in amazement. "You've NEVER been on a motor bike? Ever?"

Duo shook his head. "Nope. It just was never on my 'things to do' list. Though, I must admit, I am curious."

Heero smiled. "Get on."

Duo simply gazed at him for a moment before speaking. "No, it's Ok, Hee-kun."

Heero patted the seat and grinned. "You'll like it, I promise."

Duo seemed to consider but didn't move towards the bike.

Heero walked forward and took his hand in his, leading him to the Kawasaki and gesturing for him to sit on it.

Duo looked at him uncertainly for a moment before straddling it, looking up to him, unsure of what to do.

'Oh man. Does he have any idea how sexy that was?' Heero felt his shorts become slightly tighter than they had been a moment before. He sat behind Duo on the bike and slipped the key into the ignition, starting the engine.

"Hee-kun?" Duo's voice was timid.

‘He’s scared.’ "Shh." Heero put an arm around him. "I won't go too fast, Ok? I promise not to drop you."

Duo nodded hesitantly and Heero shifted into drive, letting the engine take them forward of its own accord.
Duo yelped and reached behind himself to hold on to the back of Heero's neck.

Smiling, Heero kissed Duo's hair. 'Omai wa kawai baka desu.' He turned the handle and the bike picked up speed as he turned them onto the Main Street of town.

After a few moments, Duo was howling with laughter. "This is fucking awesome!" He yelled over his shoulder, voice competing with the wind to be heard.

Heero grinned. "I knew you'd like it!"

Duo shouted with joy, reaching out his arms on either side of him like wings. ‘".....I'm flying."’

Heero smiled as Duo leaned his head back on his shoulder, eyes closed, a smiled on his lips, arms still in the air, his braid whipping in the wind behind them as they sped along the deserted road. Heero looked up as they neared the end of the road. "Duo! Hang on! I'm gonna flip a bitch!"

Duo looked up at him, his hand snaking around Heero's lower back. "What's that?!"

Heero smirked and Duo held on tighter. He held tightly to his lover's waist and suddenly turned, leaning his weight to the side, the bike skidding in a semi spin to face the other way and speeding off, leaving burn marks on the asphalt in its wake.

Duo shrieked, looking back over Heero's shoulder. He looked up into Heero's eyes. ‘"Segoi!"’

Heero smiled down at him and kissed his bangs that blew in the wind.

Duo grinned and looked forward again, reaching out his arms once more to feel the wind.

The two pulled into the parking lot and Heero turned off the engine. He looked down into Duo's excited eyes when he tilted his head back.

"Hee-kun. That was the most fun I've had in a long, long time." He said with a warm, sincere smile.

Heero smiled as well. "I know how you feel." He kissed Duo's forehead. "Still want to go back to your place?"

Duo blushed lightly but grinned. "Couldn't stop me."

Heero grinned and scooted back on the seat to let Duo off the bike entirely. "Me neither."

Duo stood and looked down at Heero. "Follow me. It's about fifteen minutes from here. Think you can handle it?" He grinned.

Heero chuckled. "We'll see."

Duo kissed him lightly and walked to his car, quickly getting into the driver's seat and pulling out of the parking lot.

Heero noticed the reason Duo had put the letters of "Shinigami" over the upper taillight. When Duo pressed the breaks to slow before getting onto the Main Street, the light glowed a bright red, outlining the letters so anyone within range could read them perfectly. He felt a twinge of sadness for the reason of the letters, but crushed it ruthlessly. 'Duo doesn't want me to pity him.' He followed the SUV onto the freeway and then onto the Vineyard Drive exit.

About ten minutes after they had gotten onto the road, Heero noticed there was more vineyard and forest than houses. Duo signaled a left turn and Heero did the same to show he saw and understood. The two turned onto a smaller road with no double line in the middle. After a couple of minutes, Duo signaled left again and Heero followed him onto a dirt road with two large, green, double gates. 'Driver! What's the meaning of all this hurry!?' Heero thought with a smirk, suddenly reminded of the old movie as he looked about the country.

Duo's car came to a stop about thirty feet onto the dirt road. He stepped out of his car. "I have to open the gate!" He called to Heero who was certain he must have had a quite puzzled expression on his face.
"Yosha!"

Duo grinned and unlatched a large, dark green gate with fence wired to it so no animals may pass, swinging it open so he and Heero could drive through. He then got into his car and entered the property, Heero following closely behind him to pull along side his car as he stepped out to close the large gate behind them.

On his way back to his car, he ran a hand lightly up Heero's back, making him shudder. He grinned and winked as he got in and started again down the long dirt road.

Heero looked about the large plot of land. 'This place is huge! It's beautiful.' He looked about more, the pale moonlight illuminating the land's features just enough for him to see what he was looking at. Rolling hills, expansive flats, a stream flanked by wild willow trees, betraying the source of water there. The land was mostly covered in grapevines, however there were large patches of forest as well as bare areas of weeds. They turned around a bend and Heero saw a small gray house with trees behind it and a welcoming porch on its front. The windows were covered in tin foil. 'I guess that's Duo's house.' He thought. 'It's small. But it looks cozy.'

Duo came to halt before the porch and turned off his engine, stepping from the car.

Heero parked beside him and stepped off the bike, taking the key out of the ignition. He gave Duo a puzzled look when he saw him lock his car.

Duo smiled at Heero sheepishly. "They've been kind of nosey." He whispered. "They were here night before last, too. I don't want them to find anything incriminating in the car." He walked towards the steps, looking to Heero for him to follow.

Heero blinked as he walked towards him. "Like what?"

Duo sighed. "Dagger, wooden stake, Bioplasma, stuff to keep all sun out of the car, stuff like that." He grinned. "Then again, with the first two items on that list, they would probably think I was a Hunter, rather than the other."

Heero gave him a blank look as Duo stepped to the door and unlocked it.

Sighing again, Duo explained. "Vampire Hunters. They also exist. They often pair up with one of us to hunt Marks. We can detect them and each other easily from miles away and are stronger than the hunters. So we work with them, and when the mark is no more, they pay us for our services and move on to track down the next. Their funding is from rich people who know about us and want to feel safe about there being no bad ones out there. Hunters often have had a history with marks, occasionally with us. Often, they try to kill us, seeing us as nothing more than kyuketsuki. Rookies can be bothersome." He grimaced as he opened the door. "Well. This is it." He smiled sheepishly as he blushed.

Heero smiled as well and stepped inside.

Duo followed him in and closed the door as he flicked on the light switch.

Heero looked around and took in the small living room.

There was a television set on a small table against a wall opposite a plush-looking couch. In the center of the room was a good-sized coffee table. Against the wall next to the door, was a very small table, somewhat like his own, keys, a small lamp and a coat resting upon its surface.

"Do you get cold?" Heero asked suddenly, regretting making Duo uncomfortable, but unable to take the words back.

Duo smiled wryly. "Iye. Not by conventional means. It's just for show. I wear it in the winter or when it's windy so Elmer and Martha don't think I'm weird. But it seems it doesn't matter. I have a few things like this. I even have a pair of sunglasses that I keep on the dash of my car sometimes, complete with some sand from the beach on them."

"Oh. That's a good idea." Heero nodded. "But you said they were here again the other day, too. What did they want?"

Duo grinned. "They have a dog who comes over to visit me sometimes. We play. He's a great buddy. My only friend for a while. He was gone for a while so they came looking for him. Elmer told me that Martha actually keeps a journal on all the vamp 'facts' she's learned from books she's either bought or checked out from the library. He doesn't believe any of the things she does, doesn't want to. He only told me because we got to talking and he said he wanted to take her to the doctor about her 'delusions'. He tried to reason with her but he says that this whole thing is getting out of hand. She's... Determined." Duo eyes turned to him, well-hidden fear playing behind his violet depths, but still strong enough to show through. "Hee-kun. This thing on Saturday... It means a lot. Arigato gosaimashite."

Blinking, Heero replied. "Hekki. I'll do anything to help you, Duo. What are you going to do though? I mean, about eating."

Duo sighed and rubbed his temples. "I have to do it. I SOOO don't want to but I have to. It's a matter of safety. I... We'll have to cut it short. Things get bad about half an hour or so after I eat. I'll get really sick and pass out. I'd like to be back here when that happens. And when I come to, if you're around, don't get too close to me unless I talk to you. I'll be kind of out of it. My instincts will kick in before I do. I can be dangerous. Do you understand?"

Heero nodded silently.

Duo smiled sadly. "Thanks again, Heero." He looked down for a moment. "Um... Let me show you the place?" He held out his hand.

Smiling, Heero put his hand in his. "Yosha."

Duo smiled as well and led him into a joining room that Heero quickly recognized as the kitchen.

It was nearly bare save for a refrigerator, stove and table. The place looked pristine and Heero judged by that fact that Duo didn't spend much time in the room. However the refrigerator had a few dents and scratches along with a crack in the handle, the plastic parting from the metal, threatening to go further and fall off completely.

Heero decided not to ask, for Duo's sake. He looked to an open cupboard and saw a single pot and single glass within. He looked closer at the cupboard and saw that the reason it was open was that one of the hinges was bent in a way that the door would not close completely. He shivered.

Duo followed his gaze and looked down. "Um... Yeah... About that..."

Heero looked to him saw the nervousness in his eyes.

"It was a long night. I...was pretty thirsty. I sometimes don't know my own strength. I'll get it fixed before I move." Duo pulled Heero out of the kitchen into the adjoining hallway, leading him to the first door and stopping. "Here's the bathroom." He said before leading Heero to one of the other two doors in the hall. He stopped before the first, opening the door so Heero could see inside. "This is just the extra bedroom. I'm never in there. I was thinking about making it into a rec room. You know, stereo and TV and such. But I don't think I'll be staying here for much longer. Unless Saturday goes phenomenally well. And I don't see that happening easily." He tugged lightly on Heero's hand to the next door.

Heero smiled, butterflies in his stomach, as he realized that it was Duo's bedroom.

Duo looked to him with a slightly nervous smile and pushed the door open. "Gomen, ne? I just... I've never had any guests." He gazed at Heero for a moment before turning back to the room. "At the risk of sounding sacrilegious;" He said, smile forming into a playful grin as he flicked the light switch on. "Let there be light."

Heero smiled and looked into the room. A dresser and desk lined one wall. Next to them, a large, modern looking sound system stood as tall against the wall. Directly across from them was a large bed. Beside it, Heero marveled at the swords that graced the wall. He looked back to the desk and noted the dagger that lay in the center. "Um... What's with the blades?"

Duo looked up to him. "I told you in the club the night we met that there are marks with vendettas against me. I can never be too cautious. I keep these with me when I'm here in case of intruders. There are weapons hidden throughout the house and some buried in the earth behind it. I spend most of the time I am here in this room. So naturally, this is where I keep the bulk of the weapons."

Heero thought about that. "I would, too." He said, considering.

Duo smiled brightly, eyes locking with Heero's.

Heero smiled back and bent down to kiss him, feeling like if he didn't, he couldn't breathe.

Duo responded and circled his arms about him, moaning softly.

Heero felt himself drawn into the room and the wings of the butterflies in his stomach began to flutter anew. He felt Duo ease them onto the bed, still kissing him. 'I can do this.'

Duo moved his attentions, kissing Heero's cheek lightly before moving down and nuzzling his neck. "You Ok, Hee-kun?"

Heero nodded as he shuddered, feeling Duo kiss his left clavicle. "H...Hai."

*

Duo continued kissing his way down, ignoring the fact that Heero was still clothed. Once reaching the hem of Heero's shorts, he moved upward, causing a groan to escape Heero's throat. He nuzzled Heero's neck again, delighting in Heero's soft moans and in the way his hips moved off the bed. He reached down between them and began to undo Heero's shorts, smiling at Heero's moan as he moved farther up and kissed him passionately. He gently slid them down to Heero's thighs, breaking the kiss and looking into his eyes deeply.

Heero's eyes were half-mast and glazed. "Duo-kun?"

Smiling, Duo kissed him gently before moving away to remove the article of clothing completely. He crawled up to Heero again and kissed him slowly, licking his bottom lip, asking for entrance.

*

Heero gave it him, moaning and circling his arms about Duo's waist. He shuddered as Duo then slid his boxers down, moving away again to complete the task. He kicked off his shoes and socks as Duo slid the underwear towards his ankles. He heard Duo chuckle and felt the boxers leave his body completely. 'This is taking too long.' He thought as he turned his head to the side on the pillow beneath it. 'From now on, I'm just going to rip them partway off and hope he gets the hint. He only has one of those outfits though, so I don't think ripping his clothes off would go over well.' He felt him move upwards and wanted to cry when he realized Duo was ignoring his shirt. 'I can do this.' "...Duo-kun?"

Duo looked into his eyes with a grin. "Yes?"

Heero looked deeply into his lover's violet depths for long moments before reaching down and grasping the hem of his shirt.

Duo stopped his hand, compassion in his eyes. "Heero. You don't have to do this if you don't want to. I don't mind."

Heero shook his head. "I want to, Duo. I need to. I should have done it a while ago. The first time. It's Ok." He smiled weakly.

Duo looked down into his eyes and kissed him lightly before moving back so Heero could take off his shirt.

Heero took a deep breath and pulled it up slowly over his head. He looked away, waiting for Duo to see what he had been hiding from him.

*

Duo's eyes widened at the deep, meandering and interlocking scars upon his lover's lower chest, one line running around his lover's side to his back. He knew the scar continued there. 'Hee-kun... What happened...? Is this what you were so scared to show me?' He looked up to see Heero's eyes averted, his hand holding his shirt with a white-knuckle grip. ‘"Hee-kun..."’

*

Heero looked to him and his eyes widened at the sadness there. 'That better not be pity. Christ, I don't think I can take that.'

Duo smiled down at him and did the unexpected. He gently ran a hand along the mottled scar and bent down to nuzzle it lightly, trailing moist kisses along the marred skin. He looked up into Heero's eyes when he felt him stiffen. "Hee-kun. This... I don't care. I think you're beautiful. This doesn't change that. It couldn't. Never."

Heero felt tears form in his eyes.

Duo smiled sadly. "It saddens me to think that you were so afraid to show me this. It makes no difference to how I think of you. You are beautiful to me. And you forever shall be." He kissed Heero's tears away gently. "Don't cry, Hee-kun." He pleaded softly, looking deeply into his eyes. "What happened? Will you tell me?"

Heero nodded and wiped away a stray tear with the palm of his hand. "I told you my parents died in the car accident."

Duo nodded silently but tightened his hold on Heero, showing him support.

"...I was in the car with them when it happened." He said quietly.

Duo's eyes widened ever so slightly, but he said nothing, allowing Heero to finish.

"I don't remember anything. I was too young to. But I know what happened because of my aunt and uncle. I know that I almost died. A drunk driver hit our car on a road along a cliff. He hit us from behind and my father lost control of the wheel. It swerved off the road and down the cliff and rolled a dozen times before it finally stopped. The door next to me had been pushed in by a tree. I was stuck. It... The metal had cut into me pretty bad. When the paramedics came, they had to cut me out of the car with the Jaws of Life. I was taken to the nearest hospital by helicopter. I almost died in the emergency room. I had to have a lot of surgery done. I've had this scar, and a matching one on my back for as long as I can remember. I remember hurting for a while. Some of my ribs had been broken. They ached a lot of the time when I was little and sometimes now, every so often. My aunt and uncle said that by all rights, I should have died in the accident.

Then when I didn't die there, they thought I was going to die in the hospital. The doctors all told them to prepare for the worst. But I didn't. I've been wondering why my whole life." He looked deeply into Duo's eyes.

Tears were there, threatening to run down his cheeks.

"I know now. I met you. That's why I lived. So I could be with you." Heero said, wiping away a tear from Duo's cheek as it ran down the soft skin. "It's Ok, Duo-kun. I just... I never showed anyone before. The only people who knew were the ones who took care of me at the orphanage, the doctors, and my aunt and uncle. And I haven't seen any of them for years. ...I was just so used to it being a secret, the idea of someone knowing was terrifying. That's why it was so hard for me to... I should have told you sooner. I just... I built a wall and didn't let anyone in. And then you came along and I wanted to tell you so badly. But the wall I had built to protect myself, also kept me locked inside. I couldn't cross. Does that make any sense?" Heero looked up into Duo's eyes, hoping with all his heart that Duo would understand and was taken aback by the admiration and respect he saw there.

Duo nodded. "Ah. I did much the same thing. For centuries. I told you, I didn't talk to or socialize with anyone outside of kills or other vampires for over two hundred years. And I avoided it as much as possible. I was too scared to let anyone in. I thought that if they got to know me too well, they would hate me for all the things I'd done. Or that they would die and leave me. I would feel lost again. I... I'm glad I took the chance on you, Hee-kun. I... You make me feel... Whole."

Heero nodded. "Me too. Ai shite ieru."

"Ai shite ieru, Heero-kun." Duo kissed him gently, not demanding anything from the emotionally drained boy.

Heero parted his lips, and thrust his hips upwards slightly, showing Duo that he didn't want to linger on this.

Duo understood and deepened the kiss, gently running his tongue along Heero's teeth as he thrust down to him.

Heero moaned and opened his eyes. He saw that Duo's hair had somehow come undone and cascaded around them, shimmering in the light like rippling water. He looked to his side and saw that he held the small elastic band in his hand. 'Hn. Didn't even think.' He groaned in protest when Duo moved away from him and stood by the bed. 'Where does he think he's going?' He looked up and saw Duo quickly stripping out of his clothes. 'Oh.'

Duo grinned at him when Heero smiled approvingly. "Baka."

Heero grinned back at him. "Mou. I’m the baka here? I thought you were."

Duo grinned wider as he stepped out of his boxers that had pooled around his ankles. "Yeah. You and me both." He playfully dove back onto the bed, making Heero giggle, then moan again as Duo nuzzled his neck, causing small shocks to run through his system.

"Duo-kun. You can..." Heero blushed. "I...don't mind." He looked into Duo's eyes when he moved back.

Duo seemed to think for a moment before smiling slowly.

Heero's eyes widened at the sharp looking fangs he saw in that warm smile and Duo seemed suddenly nervous, the fangs shrinking back slightly. He smiled at him. "It's Ok, Duo. I said it was. Go ahead. I wasjust surprised is all. I've never seen them. Kudasai. It's Ok. I trust you, Tenshi."

*

Duo thought for a moment. 'Ok. If I do this it's gonna be the most mind blowing sex he'll ever have. That's a good thing. I want his first time to be grand. But what if he craves this later? It has happened to a lot of people. What if he turns out the same way? I can tone it down a bit I guess. But will it be enough? I don't want it over the top, but I also don't want it to be painful for him. Yosha. I'll tone it down just a little.'
"Yosha."

*

Heero's breaths came slightly faster as Duo slowly moved closer and nuzzled his neck. He moaned, moving his head to the side to better expose his neck as Duo licked the skin over the artery he knew to be there, sending a jolt through him.

Then the world fell away as absolute, pure pleasure coursed through him. It wasn't only physical. It was both physical and emotional, as if someone were caressing his very soul. He reached around Duo, one arm holding his hips close to his own while he buried the other hand in Duo's silken hair, silently willing him not to stop, feeling himself grow, if at all possible, even harder as he writhed in Duo's arms.

In Heero's opinion, it all ended much too soon as Duo pulled away and looked deeply into his eyes. "Hee-kun?" He whispered nervously.

Heero launched upward and kissed Duo with so much force, he knew his lips would be swollen later. He slipped his tongue past his lover's lips and tasted a mere hint of blood there, running his tongue along Duo's teeth to carefully feel Duo's still present fangs.

Duo responded and settled between Heero's legs suggestively, breaking the kiss. "Anou......." He blushed a bright shade of pink before leaning down to lap at the two very small wounds on Heero's neck. "Hee-kun... How do you want to...proceed?"

Heero was confused for a moment, his mind still a foggy haze of pleasure from Duo's bite, before the meaning of the words struck him. '...Oh...' He blushed as well and looked into Duo’s eyes when he moved away from his neck. "Anou.... I've never done this before, Duo. I mean... What we did the other night... That's the most I've ever done. I don't know. ...What...do you want?"

Duo blushed as he smiled, rubbing himself against Heero, making him gasp as their erections ground together. He whispered in a soft and gentle tone. "Can you guess?"

Heero blushed and moaned again as Duo set a slow pace. "H...Hai. Ok. Just... I....." Heero was at a loss for words. The uncertainty of the situation combined with the pleasure he was feeling wreaking havoc upon his thought process. He tried vainly to gesture with a hand but found he could not think of what it was he was attempting to convey.

Duo shushed him gently, stopping his movements altogether and kissing him softly. ‘"I'll be gentle. Ok, Hee-kun? I won't hurt you. I promise."’

'He never lies.' Thought Heero, trying to comfort himself. 'And I've heard nothing but good things about this kind of thing. This shouldn't be so hard.' He was confused for a moment as he felt Duo carefully begin to move away from him. Out of either fear or mindless reflex, he knew not which, Heero's hand shot out and took a firm hold on Duo's upper arm. "Doko..."

Duo smiled reassuringly. "I'll be right back. If we're going to do this, I need to get something for you, Ok?" He blushed deeply.

Heero was confused to say the least, but he released Duo's arm and watched as he walked quickly from the bed to the door. He closed his eyes when Duo vanished from sight. 'Nanio...' He opened his eyes when he heard footsteps return to the room.

Duo walked in, blushing deeply, his cheeks a light pink, the tips of his ears also colored pleasantly.
Heero looked to something he held in his hand and blushed as well.

*

Duo held a small bottle of pink lotion. "Anou.... This...." He flustered. "This'll make it easier...on you."

Heero nodded nervously and Duo knelt on the bed, placing the bottle beside him, paying all his attention to his lover.

The pleasant smell of flowers permeated the air from the lotion bottle.

Duo licked the small wounds again, making Heero moan loudly as the pleasure returned. He then moved lower, kissing Heero's clavicle on his way. He encountered a nipple, teasing it with his lips before licking gently, his other hand playing with its counter part.

Heero shook beneath him, his hands fisting in the sheets, his breath reduced to small pants as Duo did the same to his other nipple, laving it with his tongue.

Duo smiled and moved lower still, kissing his way down Heero's body before gently taking him into his mouth.

*

Heero cried out loudly. 'This is even better than last time. Is it always better than the time before?' He moaned loudly as he felt Duo begin to suck lightly. Within a few minutes, Heero was mindless, his head thrashing about on the pillow as his hips moved. 'Duo-kun.'

Duo pulled back and Heero groaned.

"Not yet." He whined. "Don't stop yet."

Duo grinned and moved up his body, again licking at the still slowly bleeding wound. "Hee-kun, the next part is better. I promise."

Heero felt nervousness return to him with a vengeance and crushed it. 'I can do this.' He saw Duo pick up the bottle and watched with wide eyes as he settled between his legs.

Duo reached down and stroked him slowly, making Heero's eyes slide closed and small mews to escape his lips.

'No fair.' He felt Duo move one of his legs to the side, propping it so his knee was in the air. His breathing stopped altogether as he felt Duo's fingers against him. 'I've heard about this. I have to relax.' Never the less, he squirmed as Duo gently pushed one lotion coated finger inside him. He looked up into Duo's eyes, trying to find a touch stone to hold on to.

Duo's eyes shimmered back at him, concern, uncertainty and love all within the amethyst depths. "Hee-kun...?"

Heero nodded. "It's Ok. Don't stop."

Duo nodded and moved the finger within, seeming to search for something.

Heero suddenly cried out loudly, every muscle in his body tensing with unbelievable pleasure and Duo stopped abruptly. "What... What was that?" He asked, his voice shaking.

*

Duo smiled, realizing he had found that for which he had been looking. "It's your prostate, Heero." He gently moved his finger against that spot again and grinned as Heero jerked on the bed, his hands fisting in the sheets.

*

"I... I like it..." Heero whispered. 'I apparently still have more to learn about this. I never heard about this before. Damn classmates, leaving out the good stuff.' He moaned again as Duo caressed that spot repeatedly, pleasure spiraling through him before he felt Duo add another finger. He moaned louder as his hips moved with them, trying to get them to touch that spot again. He opened his eyes, looking up into Duo's.

Duo was smiling warmly at him, still stroking his erection while he prepared him.

Heero's limbs felt weak as Duo continued to move his fingers, trying to make Heero ready for what was to come. He groaned as the fingers left him, looking up to Duo with anticipation.

Duo slowly moved forward, pressing himself against Heero's entrance. He looked deeply into Heero's eyes. "Hee-kun?"

Heero merely looked up at him.

"We don't have to do this, Heero. No one's forcing you." Duo's tone was soft, gentle.

Heero nodded. "I know. I'll be fine. Kudasai. Duo... Just..." He squirmed, trying to get Duo to hurry up, his fear banished to the darkness that never stayed around when he was with Duo.

Duo nodded and took hold of Heero's hips, gently pushing forward.

Heero winced as pain lanced through him, squeezing his eyes tightly shut but fighting to remain relaxed.

*

Duo immediately stopped, stretching upward without moving his hips and sucking on the wound on Heero's neck, grazing it with his still sharp teeth. 'So sweet.' As Heero cried out with pleasure, Duo took the opportunity to thrust the rest of the way in, knowing that he was too distracted to feel any pain from the sudden entry. He waited for long moments before licking the wound and looking deeply into Heero's eyes.

Heero's eyes were wide, a tear that had been caused by the initial entry hanging in one cobalt blue pool.

Duo reached up and gently wiped the tear away, kissing Heero lightly, still not moving. 'God... This is Heaven. I wonder if Heaven is this good. It doesn't matter. I'll never see it. But I don't need to. This is all I need. Heero, you are all I need.'

*

Heero looked up at him. 'This... Isn't so bad. Just a little weird is all.' "Duo-kun." He reached upward and kissed Duo back, showing that he was alright.

Duo smiled down at him. "You ready?"

Heero nodded and took a deep breath. "Hai."

Duo kissed him lightly as his hips moved slowly, angling himself to brush Heero's prostate with his thrusts.

Heero cried out, his eyes squeezing tightly shut. "Oh god! Duo!" He cracked open an eye to look up at his lover, anyone else in the world no more than a distant memory in the face of his beloved.

Duo smiled warmly down at him, an expression of bliss upon his heart shaped face.

Heero closed his eyes again, his hands reaching around to hold Duo tightly to himself, his fingernails leaving little crescent moon shapes on Duo's skin as he arched off the bed. 'This is so... I feel... Complete. Duo-kun... Don't let me go.'

*

Duo smiled at Heero's reaction before bending down to suck at the wound again, making Heero shriek as he wrapped a leg around him. 'Well, I wanted this to be good for him. It seems I'm doing a good job.' He quickened his pace, smiling and groaning when Heero began to thrust up to meet him. 'He's so beautiful.'

*

Heero felt like he had died and gone to Heaven. 'Nothing can be this good. It's not possible.' Then he felt Duo reach between them and begin to stroke him in time with their thrusts. He cried out and looked into Duo's eyes when he released his neck.

They were glowing dimly as he smiled.

"Come for me, Hee-kun." He said softly. Duo returned to his neck, running his teeth along the small wounds before sucking lightly.

Heero screamed as his body suddenly became taught. "DUO!!!" He felt himself release, hearing Duo shout his own pleasure as he continued to move within him. ‘I… Oh… My… God…’ He felt as if he was flying again, touching the stars.

At last he came back to himself and looked up through dampened bangs at his lover.

Duo looked down at him with love and nothing else, his breaths quick, his hair hanging into his eyes and falling over his shoulder to caress Heero’s skin. "Heero…"

Heero reached up and ran a hand through Duo’s hair, reassuring him that he was not hurt. "Duo… That… We have to do that again." He laughed at Duo’s alarmed look. "Not now."

Duo smiled and pretended to wipe sweat from his brow. "Thank god. I can’t go another round. Yet."

Heero smiled and closed his eyes. ‘So that was my first time. I am no longer a virgin. I love it.’

Duo gently withdrew and laid to his side, cradling Heero against himself. "You should get some sleep, Hee-kun. You look tired."

Heero laughed and opened his eyes for a moment before closing them. "You wore me out. Can I sleep here? I don’t want to move."

Duo chuckled and kissed his closed eyes. "Of course. I’ll stay with you. Just lemme turn off the light, K?"

Heero nodded as he yawned, hating it when Duo left him for the brief few seconds to hit the light switch. He reached up with some difficulty and felt his throat. The wounds were gone without a trace. He smiled as the bed dipped slightly, evidence of his lover’s return. He opened his eyes and pulled Duo towards himself, snuggling against Duo’s chest when he lay next him, the two circling their arms about each other.

Duo chuckled, making Heero smile.

"Nani?"

Duo replied with a laugh in his voice. "Just remembering the look on Relena’s face. Classic."

Heero laughed as well. "Yeah. It was great. Thank you again. …Duo… I can’t stay awake."

Duo chuckled. "That’s Ok, Hee-kun. Get some rest. I’ll wake you in the morning for school. Sleep well."

Heero nodded as he drifted off. "Oyasumi, Shugotenshi."

*

Duo grinned at the name. "Oyasumi, Koibito."

He watched as Heero’s breathing became even. ‘Wow. And he’s out for the count. He must have been more tired than I thought.’ He yawned. ‘So was I, apparently. I was up all day doing make up and trying to perfect looking like a girl. It was somewhat degrading, but SOOO worth it.’ Duo smiled, held Heero tighter to himself and followed his lover into sleep, ignoring a painful tugging at his heart that came from he knew not where.

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Whew! That scene was tough. I don’t know how those who write lemons frequently do it. Hats off to you.
Ok, I KNOW the car accident was such a cliché, but what the hell else was I supposed to do? Bungie jump gone awry? Oh and I told all this shit to a friend of mine about the car accident stuff and the aunt and uncle and she said it sounded a lot like Harry Potter. I wouldn’t know. But then, EVERYthing has a correlation or two to Harry Potter to this girl. I don’t hate HP, but I don’t like it either and have better things to do than waste my time reading it when I like GW that much better. Makes sense, ne? So if this was a lot like Harry Potter, it was not supposed to be but I can’t change it.
Laters.


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