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"A Love Beyond All Measure "Written By: Ryouga Disclaimer ; I don’t own the real Gundam
boys *sighs* I own tiny replica’s which means I get to own the
bulge in Heero’s spandex HAHAHA Yea they added the bulge *snickers* Idea: Supplied by Belinda Pairing: 1+2,1x1,2x2,2x1,1xR,1x2 Warnings: May contain foul and blasphemous language, some chapters may contain lemon And this is my first Gundam Wing fic. Angst,OOC, Duo abuse and rape ^^;; Rating: NC 17 A Love Beyond All Measure
Chapter 18
Relena placed a finger over his lips quieting him and
got up starting to dress her self "You did all this for him didn't
you. He's the reason you've been so confused" her manner was
soft and gentle. Heero shamefully nodded "But I didn't know how
to discover who I was and Duo isn't well and he wanted me to, well
you know what I mean and I was scared to even think that maybe he
did love me like he said I thought it may have been the drugs or the
trauma talking and I just felt like I'd be taking advantage of him
and--"he sighed even more. Relena smiled at him.” We can fix this Heero "Relena
reassured him.” Did you tell him how you felt inside did you
even try?" Heero swallowed too many he times he'd just shut him
out and not said much at all to the braided baka but the more Duo
had pushed the issue the more afraid Heero became of his inner feelings
and the more he'd questioned himself and who he was. With in 10 minutes he explained this to the girl and
she stood with her arms folded.” Heero Yuy, your own insecurities
have built up inside of you, you’ve softened since the wars,
your senses have been dulled slightly "Her tone was sincere in
its nature... “. The drugs or the trauma isn’t affecting
duo’s thinking. He truly loves you or seeing us like this wouldn't
have affected him in that way, he was terribly distraught." She
finished doing her buttons up on her shirt. Heero swallowed, "I would have, I would have died
inside. I’d think that there wasn't a hope in hell of being with
that person.” His voice betrayed him and he sighed heavily "I've
been a total fool " Relena smiled and handed Heero his clothes, "Exactly.
Now get dressed " Heero glanced up at Relena as he got dressed "You
know how that feels don't you, because you knew Duo loved me and you
knew that if I felt the same way back then you'd not stand a chance.” Relena turned to face him.” I knew the minute you
left for that mission that I don’t stand a chance, I used to
watch the way you looked at him Heero, you've been denying your feelings
for a long time.” she sighed. Relena smiled again " I knew that, I knew it would
happen. I’m not offended" "But yet you still --" "I helped some one I care about find themselves
just as you are trying to do 'She paused and straightened herself
up.” I’m going after Duo for you; stay here in case he comes
back. Someone should be here for him and it needs be you! " "But--" "Heero, "she began placing a hand over his
cheek, " It takes a love beyond all measure to do as much as
you have done for Duo. I may never have the one I would give my all
for, but you can. "She kissed him softly one more time Relena!" Heero stood stunned as the girl turned
with out another word and left.” But you, you showed me the same
love just then..." he whimpered to himself thinking about the
sacrifice she'd made to help him. Finally! yes , finally he understood how Duo felt ..He
could see it in Relena's eyes as she left. He stood to his full height, walking out of the spare
room and towards the sound of crunching glass and the front door closing. He sighed there was nothing else he could do now but
clean up the glass and wait and hopefully the baka would return home.
If it wasn't already too late. Outside Relena's tears fell freely now as she began
the search for Duo. Her heart had always belonged to Heero but she
knew that his would never belong to her. She searched every where she could think of for 3 hours,
churches parks orphanages, any where that he might go that coincided
with his past. 'Maybe it's too late she sighed maybe he's--'she stopped
mid-thought as she looked out of her car window. No why would he be carrying a duffle. A duffle. !!!
She chose to check anyway driving closer to the figure it looked like
him from behind and looked like they were heading for the subway,
she checked her watch 5.am .the next train due was in 10 minutes. Suddenly her cell phone rang and she pulled over still
watching the figure move towards the Subway. "Duffle bag is gone?" "Yes how did you know?" "No time to explain I have to hurry.” She
switched her phone off and watched as the figure disappeared down
into the Subway. . She pulled the car over parking it as fast as she
could and got out of the car, rushing across the street avoiding traffic
as best she could. She flew down the stairs and looked about trying to
spot her target. There in the corner trying to look inconspicuous, was
Duo!! Slowly she took a deep breath, letting it out slowly
and walked up to him. Duo turned as he saw someone approaching him from the
side.” You "He snarled, "What the fuck are you doing
here?" He said starting to walk off There was the cocking of a gun barrel behind him and
he stopped dead in his tracks.” That’s a dirty trick Peacecraft
you know I'm unarmed more often than not theses days." He turned to face "So what now, you gonna kill
me so you can fuck Heero for the rest of you life.” Relena ignored him the gun still pointing at his head." Do you have any Idea what you put him through Duo?” She said counter questioning him. "Me, What I put him through, Fuck Relena what's
your problem-" "Ask yourself the same question, Heero's not as
forward as you nor is he as able to convey his feelings of affection
to some one he loves as you can!" "Your point bitch I mean he had no trouble fucking
you now did he? It seemed to me his feelings lie with you!" "Are you that blind, I mean you don't know why
we even did that do you, you just automatically assume that he and
I are now in an official relationship. When in fact all he wanted
was to find out who he was and you didn't help by trying to force
him to accept your love and forcing him to see that he should feel
the same way. You confused him Duo, you pushed him down into a pit
and he didn't know where he was in this world any more ". "I did?" She sighed as he gave her a stunned look "Yes you did he called me for help he needed to
know what he was about he needed to know that what he was feeling
for you was real. He was scared of getting too close in case it was
the drugs or the trauma talking, he wanted to love you for you so
he asked me because he felt if you two had gone through with it then
he would be taking advantage of you because of your state of mind." The sound of the train could be heard coming up the
tracks.” It’s up to you Duo you can either leave now and
walk away from Heero because of this or you can go to him ...What
will it be. The choice has to be yours alone Duo Maxwell!” she
told him lowering the gun” If you go I won't try to stop you
but I know someone who would die of heartbreak if you left now after
all you've been through." The train pulled up and the two of them stood face to
face as the train stopped. The crowd pushed past them and Duo glanced toward the
doors as the people rushed into the carriages. "You mean he really does love me?" "With all his heart Duo" "But he kept saying that-" "He was only unsure because he didn't want to take
advantage of you and he wanted to make sure that your love for him
was real too, listen with your ears I just told you that "she
grinned at him. "People say things when they don't understand or
they're confused about certain things Duo, even you should know that.”
She folded her arms "So what's it to be?" They both watched as the train doors shut "He really loves me!" he said in a slight
daze "Yes he does, er I think you missed your train,”
She said with a grin." So I suggest you go home" Duo sighed a little relieved " So you didn't come
here to do me in then after all." "No you idiot.” She laughed softly "This,"
She said opening the gun and showing him the empty bullet spaces,
"Was just to make sure you stood here and listened to me, nothing
more " Duo grinned,” well I'll be,” he said removing
his hat and rubbing the sweat from his forehead "No go home Duo. He’s waiting for you!" Duo smiled his faced beamed Heero loved him after all.
Now if only he would say it. "Hey, Hey Duo.”Relena's voice broke through
his thoughts. Her hand, waving in front of his face. "Er, huh? Oh sorry what was that?” The braided
baka asked absentmindedly “I asked you if you wanted a lift back "Relena
laughed "Oh yeah hehe that would be great, thanks Relena
and thanks for coming after me " "Come on Heero's waiting. " Relena smiled, grabbing his arm and dragging him out of the subway. The glass had been cleared from the floor now and cardboard
replaced the small arched window. "Maybe because he wanted more and you just weren’t
ready,” A voice answered from behind. Heero jumped up from the couch and his heart skipped
a beat as rounded the other side of the couch and he turned to face
the most beautiful sight in the world.” How did, when did you
--"The boy stuttered almost feverishly not believing his eyes. "Relena dropped me back" Heero swallowed as they stood their only meters away
from each other.” Duo I I’m sorry I shoul --" "No I’m sorry Heero Relena explained everything.
I’m so sorry I confused you like that. I didn't mean to I love
you I really do, it's not the drugs and it's not trauma, the only
trauma I feel is when I'm away from you when I can't have you near
me and .I wanted you so selfishly I'm sorry.” He lowered his
head. "Duo," Heero said walking up to him.”
I really thought I'd lost you. Please don't ever take off like that
again. I'm sorry I should have told you how I felt but I was scared,
should have trusted you but I think Relena was right when she said
I've softened since the war. I didn't want to feel like I would be
taking advantage of you, I'd have hated myself. Forgive me Duo please?" Duo smile was soft and gentle "Only if you'll forgive
me!" I forgive you Duo with all my heart body and soul. Ai
Shiteru Duo Ai Shiteru!!" "Oh Heero "Dropping his bag, Duo threw himself
into the other boys arms "Duo!" Heero replied lovingly, his lips grasping
for Duo’s taking the violet eyed Shinigami by surprise. "God you smell good Duo "Heero moaned as the
other boy reached for his groin and began undoing Heero’s trousers. "Please Heero lets make love, I want you, I’ve
wanted you for so long.” he begged in-between kisses Heero moaned "I won't stop you this time Duo, take
me, take me now before I change my mind." Heero said pulling
off his clothes completely Heero's body excited him the way his lean torso shone like the smoothness of moonlight glistening off water. "God you look good enough to eat Heero Yuy..."Heero
walked forward and started to undress the Shinigami, not sparing a
second to unveil the sweet piece of artwork before him and pulled
him close. Kissing him passionately their tongues clashing and writhing
tasting a sweetness they'd both been denied for so long. Duo grinned at the willingness of his companion’s
newfound anxiousness. "Not so fast lover boy you're not used to this
I intend to make it pleasurable for you” He pulled out a tube
from one of his trouser pockets." Heero looked puzzled by the tubes appearance "Oh this. I got it on the way back "He said
with a wink. "Heero grinned at Duo" There's something I
want to do first Duo" he said leading him over to the sheep skin
rug by the open fire place and laying his lover to be down gently.”
Close your eyes." Duo grinned wondering what Heero would do. "OH GOD "The Shinigami cried out as he reached
down and grasped Heero's head, his fingers pulling gently at the boys
hair.” Heero... oh god Heero." He moaned loudly as the perfect
soldiers mouth worked his cock up and down. Heero relentlessly fucked the boy’s cock with his
mouth licking around the shaft and the tip, flicking his tongue around
the opening of the now fully erected pole. The God of Death bucked
his hips keeping Heero's head down at all times. "FUUUCK Heero oh god you're gonna make me cum!"
the boy screamed out The boy’s screams enticed the perfect soldier to
work the boy’s cock even faster, taking him all the way into
his mouth sucking harder and faster. Duo's hips thrust in time and
the boy could feel his peak advancing fast he pushed the perfect soldiers
head down more and Heero picked up the pace. He could hear the boys moans and pants and felt him
start to tense. "OH FUCK! Heeeeeerrrrro I'm cuming I’m, aaaahhhhhh
god "The screams excited Heero and as Duo's seed spilt into his
mouth the boy refused to let up with his crazed pace until he'd tasted
every single drop of the boys cum, licking the tip clean with his
tongue at the last drop causing the Shinigami to moan and shudder
in the recoil of his orgasm, causing him to drop the tube that had
remained in his hand the whole time "Give me the tube Duo" Heero whispered seductively..”Not
giving Duo a chance to respond "H, Heero .Are you sure." Heero savagely engaged in a kiss of passion biting Duo's
lip and sucking on his tongue.” I’ve never been so sure
of anything Duo.” He smiled breaking the kiss Duo didn't protest as Heero picked up the tube from the floor next to him and gently pulled his legs up towards him.” God you're so sexy .I was stupid to see it and not realize it.” "It's alright Heero we're together now and that's
all that matters right? "Yeah that's all that matters. Ai Shiteru Duo”
He removed the lid from the tube and spreading the boys legs he gasped,
his cock was so hard now and he couldn't contain himself any longer.
He liberally applied the lube around the boy’s entrance and recapping
it placed it back onto the floor. He took a finger slowly pushed the
lube and it into the God of Deaths inviting entrance pushing it in
a little at first causing Duo t groan with pleasure "Does it
feel good lover?” He asked as he inserted a second finger and
fucking the boy’s ass with them "Oh god Heero you’re pretty damn good at this
for a beginner, fuck you’re making me hard again." "Good " the perfect soldier grinned as he
inserted yet a third finger into the boys entrance and stretched it
about. "Fuck Heero, god I'm so hard again hurry up fuck
me please I'm begging you.” The boy pleaded Heero's cock was almost ready to burst the moans and
pleads of his lover had hardened him fully and he was ready now to
embark on his newest mission. Slowly he placed the top of his cock at Duo's entrance
and pushed it gently in leaving it there for a moment while they both
adjusted to his width. The Shinigami moaned and pushed up onto Heero, causing
his cock to embed even deeper "OH fuck DUO GOD "He cried
out as a stream of pleasure shot through his cock. Duo was tight and it felt so good and Heero knew it
was time He began to thrust himself slowly into Duo’s passage
his moans as he fucked his lover’s tight passage caused him to
close his eyes and pant heavily... The two boys moaned in unison as Heero fucked faster
now. He reached down, grasping his lover's cock as he thrust,
causing Duo to cry out in ecstasy as he began to work him in time
with the thrusts. Their bodies became sweaty as they panted and thrust
and Heero’s cock impaled itself time and time again into Duo's
tight passage. The friction was starting to take it's toll on an already
worked upper but he wanted to make sure they came together "Te,
tell me wh, when you’re, cl, close I want to cum with you D,
Duo and I'm getting so close damn it." "Oh god Heero god I'm almost there fuck me harder
lover boy fuck me " Heero's excitement was beyond control and his hips thrust
at a frantic pace as the two boys moaned each others names and panted
as hard and as fast as each other almost willing each other to orgasm. Heero shuddered and screamed out loudly "OH Duooooo.....
Fuckkkkk I'm Cummmiinnngg.... OH GOD I'M CUMMING HARD! Ahhhhhhhh." "Oh fuck Heero, Me tooooo...... OH GOD! Ah... Ahhhhhhhhhhh"
Duo screamed back as he felt Heero's hot seed shoot out into him and
his own cock vibrated and exploded in his lovers hand with the intensity
of a high pressure water hose shooting out all over the both of them. Heero collapsed exhausted on top of Duo and he lay there
panting hard and listening to his lover’s satisfied pants. "I can't believe how stupid I've been, Duo”.
He began "Why's that?"He asked curiously. "I missed out on more of this with you because
I was letting my insecurities get to me "He sighed a little sadly. " I wouldn't have changed anything we went through
for this one this moment in time. Heero Yuy" The Shinigami said
softly brushing his lips over his lovers. "You know something Duo "He said stroking
the mussed up hair from the boys face "What's that my love?"The Shinigami said raising
an eyebrow "Neither would I.”He said kissing the boys
neck..."Neither would I"
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