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"A Love Beyond All Measure "Written By: Ryouga Disclaimer ; Bandai Toei are the lucky ducks that
own the Gundam boys not me * sobs in the corner * Idea: Supplied by Belinda Pairing: 1+2,1x1,2x2,2x1,1xR,1x2 Warnings: May contain foul and blasphemous language, some chapters may contain lemon And this is my first Gundam Wing fic. Angst,OOC, Duo abuse and rape ^^;; Rating: NC 17 A Love Beyond All Measure
Chapter 17 "FUCK YOU HEERO YUY, FUCK YOU!!" Those words cut into him like a knife, but he kept moving
towards the kitchen, not looking back, even as he listened to the
sobs of the heartbroken Shinigami. Slumping down at the table his hands cupped his face
and a tear rolled down his cheeks, falling onto the table, like a
raindrop shattering on a footpath. His mind raced, his heart ached and his emotions were
totally screwed up now. He kept glancing at the phone on the wall
he stared and stared at it contemplating things over and over in his
confused mind he needed to know that he was normal, he needed to know
that he wasn't losing his mind, he got up and picked up the phone. Hesitating momentarily, he glanced toward the direction
of the sobs and then began dialing a number. It rang through and a
voice on the other end piped up, "Peacecraft reside~" "It's me I~" "Heero?" "Just listen, I need to talk to~~" the perfect
soldier struggled to get the words out without his original gusto”.I
need to, I need, damn it! I er I need your help Relena." Silence momentarily reined and Heero shuffled nervously. "~You ~ need ~my~ help?” the stunned girl
repeated sure that she must've heard him wrong. Heero sighed” Yes! I, I need your help" he
reconfirmed almost ashamed of himself.” Can you come over?" "Now?” she asked. Heero bit his lip and glanced back towards the sobbing
which had started to subside a little, this was no time for her to
be dense” Yes, now!" Another pause and a sigh” Do you realize what time
it is Heero?" "I know, but I really need to talk to some one.
I'm not, I don't know if I, I can't just~" "Alright Heero, "she accepted "I'll make
my way over to you. I can hear it in your voice you sound upset and
that's not like you, I'll be about an hour I need to get changed." "NO!" Heero begged., he didn't want to wait
he needed to sort this confusion once and for all.” Please just
come as you are I.” "Alright Heero," Relena agreed gently "I'm
a little more than worried about you now. I'll be there in half an
hour. Just stay there." Click Heero stood with the receiver in his hand, barely moving
for a few moments, then slowly returned it to it's place of origin. He sighed and headed back to the lounge, throwing himself
down onto the couch and closing his eyes. Heero's head began to spin and he pulled the pillow
up over his head half an hours rest should be enough to get rid of
a stress headache. Within a few moments he had drifted of to sleep. ~~~35 mins later~~~ Tap tap tap. Tap tap tap Heero sat upright awakened from his short slumber; at
least the headache had disappeared. Tap tap tap. "Shit.” Heero jumped from the couch tripping
over the edge of it and stumbling into the hall, managing not to fall
flat on his face. He reached for the door handle and opened the door.” "Thanks for coming, "he said quietly as she
walked into the hallway. Relena looked him in the eyes.” Heero, Have you
been crying?” She asked sincerely the concern showing in her
face "I fell asleep waiting, I'm alright, "he lied
as he ushered her into the lounge Relena wasn't convinced, but she pushed the issue no
further.” So are you ok, how's Duo doing." He balked at Shinigami's name " He er, he's fine,
sleeping right now." Relena moved up closer to him and put a hand on his
shoulder.” Heero," She began tentatively The blue eyed perfect soldier plopped himself back onto
the couch. "You said you needed my help, is it with Duo, do
you need a break because I’ll gladly stay here and watch him
for a few days if you need me too" Heero swallowed.” It’s not him it's me." The girl sat beside him.” You why? What's the matter
aren't you well?" Heero gave a small sarcastic laugh.” I have no
Idea what my problem is I'm just totally confused about some things
right now and I,” He looked her directly in the eyes.” I
don't know, I just~~ "He sighed looking down at the floor Relena placed a comforting hand on his back. It was
obvious that something out of the ordinary was bothering him greatly,
she'd never seen him like this the whole entire time she'd known him
"Just take your time Heero, I'll stay for as long as you need
me too." Heero looked back up at her,” I really need your
help on this but I'm not sure I should even request something like
this." his eyes had a look of uncertanty and his demeanor was
soft and gentle. "I'll help you Heero in any way I can. "She
informed him "but I can't if you don't tell me what you want
from me?" Heero sighed deeply "you still have feelings for
me don't you Relena?" A stunned silence reigned for a moment "Yes I do "Came the meek reply” But I
know you don't feel the same way. " "I'm sorry Relena If I could love you the way you
wanted me to I would and I guess I don't want to jeopardize the friendship
we do have, for something like this, that's the reason why It's so
hard to ask you for the kind of help I need " Relena swallowed and sat upright what was it he needed
from her that could be that hard to ask for. It couldn't be that much
of a sacrifice, could it?" Heero Tell me now, everything”
She insisted firmly but gently, ". I want to know what's wrong
and what you need from me and I promise you I’ll give it you
if I can no matter what.” She held his hand in hers and looked
into his cobalt blue eyes.” Isn’t that what friends are
for Heero." The perfect soldier swallowed and nodded " I know
but I don't want to hurt your feelings." "Heero talk to me!!" The girl almost demanded
The blue-eyed boy took a deep breath, " I'm struggling
with who I am, with what I am right now. I swear I’m losing my
mind over it. I called you here for a reason, you were the only girl
I could think of " "Because of how I feel about you?" He nodded "You've always been honest with me Relena, and
I need to know well do I um, do I come across to you as, as well,
gay?" Relena sat there stunned she didn't know whether to
outright laugh or giggle at him. She felt it appropriate to refrain
from both at his point in time” You want the truth " Heero nodded a little more "I've never really noticed that much but I've seen
you look at a certain boy a certain way once before "she said
with a wink Heero looked pale Relena forgive for this but ~"
Without further warning, he reached over for her pulling her to him
and kissing her in a passionate embrace she protested momentarily
but then let herself go, suddenly realizing what this was all about,
She understood Heero’s problem now, his whole sexual existence
had been in turmoil. He broke the kiss ashamed of himself for taking advantage
of her” God Relena I’m so sorry I just need to know I just.” She smiled at him. A look of understanding on her face
and if this was the only way ever she'd get to have him then so be
it. "It's alright, go ahead if you think it's what will help
decide exactly who and what you are then I want to be the one it happens
with. "She blushed at her own forwardness. Heero smiled at her a look of relief and gratefulness
on his face. He stood and reached for her hand leading her towards
the spare room and over to the bed. Relena blushed as Heero pulled the door to and moved
over to her.” Are you sure?” He asked her” It’s
a big thing I've asked of you." She nodded” I am and I understand this is not a
reflection of how you feel towards Me.” she removed her shoes
and socks. Heero nodded and pushed her back onto the bed, slowly
unbuttoning her shirt and removing it tossing it onto the floor. Then
he slowly removed her trousers underwear, and then removing his own
clothes discarded them to the floor also. He crawled up beside her "Thank you Relena "He
whispered, "I'll never forget this "he kissed her softly
and a slight tingle crawled up his spine and his hands wandered down
towards her thighs. She moaned as Heero’s finger penetrated her woman
hood in preparation of what was to come and his mouth found her nipples
and his tongue teased them. The girl's back arched and she moaned more if ever she
had wanted a dream to come true this ~was~ the one! He slowly kissed
down her body and reached her soft mound and slowly he removed his
finger and replaced it with his tongue .She cried out loudly as he
lapped at her clit then delved his tongue deeply into her moist slit. He felt himself becoming aroused, his hardness responding
to each of Relena's moans they had him worked up with in seconds and
he sat up positioning himself above her and then slowly and gently
eased himself into her. It was tight fit and there was a slight pause as he
reached her virgin spot but one gentle quick thrust and a gasp from
her and it was done. . She reached up and grabbed him by the buttocks
pulling him harder into her and he cried out as she did it felt so
warm so tight and so soft. The feeling was sweet as he began to thrust
himself in and out of her but something was missing it felt good and
it felt *normal but it didn't feel like, like, Duo. . What the hell did Duo have to do with this as he suddenly
remembered the feelings he had when Duo had taken his cock into his
mouth and "Oh God "he heard himself cry as suddenly an intense
feeling ripped through his body and his cock hardened to it's maximum
and all he could se was Duo fucking his cock with his mouth and he
thrust faster as the vision of Duo worked it's way up and down his
cock sucking harder. "Oh fuck!!" Heero yelled loudly as he thrust
his cock deeper and faster into Relena. Her moans didn't help his
cause any as she suddenly screamed "Heero I’m, cuming I’m,
aaaahhhhhh god Heeeeero "she panted heavily moaning in-between
crying out his name as she felt her body explode in spasms and her
juices were finally set free. Heero's control had gone and he was fucking her hard
now and as she came he followed suit refraining from calling out the
name in his mind for fear of really hurting her feelings, but as the
vision of Duo finally disappeared and his orgasm subsided and he knew
in whose arms he belonged. But was it to late. The spare room door was slammed open and the two of
them jumped apart in time to hear the sound of extremely distressed
wails and a fleeing of the scene, as well as the sound of the front
door window smashing after it was slammed with great force. "OH FUCK!" Heero panicked "What have
I done!"
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