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"A Love Beyond All Measure "Written By: Ryouga Disclaimer ; Bandai Toei are the lucky ducks that
own the Gundam boys not me * sobs in the corner * Idea: Supplied by Belinda Pairing: 1+2,1x1,2x2,2x1,1xR,1x2 Warnings: May contain foul and blasphemous language, some chapters may contain lemon And this is my first Gundam Wing fic. Angst,OOC, Duo abuse and rape ^^;; Rating: NC 17 A Love Beyond All Measure
Chapter 16 Heero sat staring at a blank TV screen. He glanced at
the clock on the wall it was 11.30pm. He got up to turn on the TV hoping to try and drive
his thoughts of the violet eyed Shinigami away for now, but as he
reached for the remote on the small table in front of him, the silence
was shattered a loud ear piercing scream and Heero raced to the boys
side without a seconds hesitation. The violet-eyed boy was sitting upright, sweat and tears
pouring down his face, his eyes wide and fearful. He was panting hard
as if he'd been running away from something. Heero sat beside him and took him by the shoulders "Duo?”
he said softly without getting a response” Duo, hey, snap out
of it buddy it's ok, It's me Heero. Calm down you'll make your self
sick." The violet-eyed boy's panting slowed and he slowly turned
to face Heero. "It's ok Duo, it was just another dream. I'm here
now, you're ok " Duo's violet eyes met Heero's blue and he flung himself
into Heero's arms and sobbed into his chest. The perfect soldier sighed and held the shaking, sobbing
boy gently. "H, He, Heero! P, Pl, please st stay with me h,
here tonight, don’t l, leave m, me a, alone, p. please!!" The urgency in his voice almost broke Heero's heart
as the boy sobbed pleadingly at him and he sighed let go of the violet-eyed
Shinigami briefly. "Heero!!" the boy whimpered fearfully afraid
he wouldn't stay. Heero placed his hand over Duo's arm reassuringly”
It’s ok Duo, I'm just going to take my shoes off ok?" The boy nodded and watched as the other boy removed
his shoes. "Duo!" Heero said sternly you should lie down
now you need to rest "Y, you're gonna stay then?" Heero tried not to smile "Yes Duo I’m going
to stay, " Reassured, the boy lay back down and Heero apprehensively
and slowly climbed under the covers next to him. He could feel the warmth of Duo's soft body against
his and he sighed and swallowed nervously as Duo rolled over and onto
his side snuggling against the perfect soldiers head and neck He couldn't help thinking to himself that he should
be asleep on the couch, not here in with ~him~ like this. Maybe if he were lucky, Duo would fall asleep again
soon. "Heero?" A voice softly whispered in his ear. There went that idea... "Yeah Duo?” He replied turning to face his
friend and immediately regretting it as Duo moved even closer into
him. "Thanks for staying with me.” The boy said
gratefully, wrapping his arm around the perfect but now, extremely
nervous soldier's waist and moved tight into the contour of Heero's
body. Swallowing, Heero stiffened a little as Duo's breathing
made him self-conscious about just how close the God of Death really
was. Heero closed his eyes he could hear Duo's breathing
it was getting a little heavier and it felt so warm on his cheek. "Duo, I think you should try and sleep now buddy.
You need to rest,” He advised the braided baka, hoping that he
would change positions and turn the other way. Instead the boy responded by placing his hand gently
over Heero's cheeks and looking him in the eyes. Heero swallowed, those eyes, so beautiful so warm and
caring. So, so, inviting He didn't get the chance to have his senses return as
Duo softly, but firmly commandeered Heero's lips. He lay there, stunned and he wanted to protest but his
mouth was preoccupied with Duo's sweet tasting lips. He didn't know
if he wanted this or not yet, at least not now, he still wasn't sure
and Duo wasn't well enough to decide anything right now. He froze when Duo moaned his name during the kiss and
tried to think he felt like he couldn't move, it was like some one
was holding him down. He wanted to push away leave the room. But Duo's
lips were so soft so sweet, but it was that moment when he felt his
cock already hard and in badly need of releasing its juices, being
grasped and pumped. He gasped as Duo’s hand massaged his swollen cock,
his senses told him to run, but his body seemed to be to mesmerized,
still held in place and it was starting to get a little warm right
now. “Ai Shiteru Heero he said leaving the blue eyed
boy’s lips for a moment before kissing him more fervently this
time and Heero lay there his emotions were in turmoil . God this felt so good but at the same time it felt so
wrong. Duo began to kiss down Heero’s neck, causing shivers
to run through the perfect soldier’s whole body and he heard
himself gasp as the violet eyed boy started to pump his cock faster,
kissing the blue eyed boy down over his shirt and towards his navel. The blue-eyed boy lay there motionless as Duo slowly
started to pull down his shorts. “D.Duo please, don’t do this.” “But why “Came the pleading reply, “I
love you Heero.” There was a sigh and a slight pause ”I know you
do Duo, but I, I don’t know how or what I’m feeling. We
shouldn’t do this, not now, it’s not right!” he said
seriously “Just once won’t hurt please Heero, please
“The Shinigami pleaded more urgently. Duo continued to pull down Heero’s shorts until
the perfect soldiers cock was free and standing to full attention.’
You need releasing and I know you’ve fantasized about this. I
watched you that night while you jacked off it turned me on so bad
that I did the same thing and I came almost at the same time as you.
Can’t you see Heero you want this just as much as I do!” He didn’t give Heero a chance to reply as he took
the boys cock into his mouth and began to work it up and down. ."Fucking hell! Duo! What the fuck is you doing?"
Heero screamed pulling the other boys braid “I asked you not
to” he yelled in shock Duo flew upright "Please Heero stop fighting this
for god's sake, you were kissing me before couldn’t you feel
it, you responded to my kiss and to my touches. Why are you fighting
this I know you feel something damn you!!” “I told you Duo I don’t know what I fucking
feel and you’re not helping me make up my mind any by confusing
me even god damned fucking more!!” He exclaimed his voice shaking
a little Pulling his shorts back up and scrambling out of the
bed at the same time, Heero backed away from the bed.” I, I can’t,
I don't remember, a, and I don’t know, I don’t know what
I’m feeling fuck you. And any way ... My job is to get you better,
make you whole again, get you off the drugs full time, so you can
recover from this addiction” He glared daggers a the Shinigami Duo sat there shattered by the tone of the perfect soldier's
attitude and tears welled in his eyes "IS THAT ALL I AM TO YOU?
A FUCKING MISSION” he yelled almost at the top of his lungs. Don't put words into my mouth Duo that's ~not ~ what
I meant!!" "Then what the fuck did you mean Yuy?" “I fucking didn’t mean it like that you idiot”,
you’re being paranoid and stupid now go back to sleep damn it!” “You fucking emotionless bastard. “Duo spat “Do you have no feelings inside that hard shell of yours?” "Goodnight Duo” he said unemotionally as he
turned and left the room without so much as a final glance at the
heartbroken violet-eyed Shinigami “FUCK YOU HEERO YUY, FUCK YOU!!!”
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