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"A Love Beyond All Measure "Written By: Ryouga Disclaimer ; Bandai Toei are the lucky ducks that
own the Gundam boys not me * sobs in the corner * Idea: Supplied by Belinda Pairing: 1+2,1x1,2x2,2x1,1xR,1x2 Warnings: May contain foul and blasphemous language, some chapters may contain lemon And this is my first Gundam Wing fic. Angst,OOC, Duo abuse and rape ^^;; Rating: NC 17 A Love Beyond All Measure
Chapter 14 Heero gently bathed Duo’s abused, bruised and beaten
body and the boy whimpered a little he was barely conscious when they
arrived back home. Heero sighed as he gently continued to clean Duo up.
He’d started vomiting on the way back and had started shaking
violently. “D, drugs.” The Shinigami had stammered, “
They forced me.” He’d called Quatre and got him to drop bread and
milk off, but he wouldn’t allow anyone to see the violet-eyed
Shinigami Flashback “Why “the blonde haired boy had questioned.”
Everyone’s worried about him!” “He’s just resting right now and he asked
me not to let any one know what’s happening. He’ll tell
you all himself when he’s stronger” Quatre had smiled in understanding.” You always
were loyal to him.” Heero had grinned, “Like you always have been with
Trowa. “ A smirky little grin developed on the blonde boy’s
face. ”Yes, well that’s a slightly different matter he and
I are lovers, you know that …and I also know that Duo happens
to l~.” “I know, but I don’t want to discuss this.
I have things to do Duo needs to be bathed and. ~~” Damn Quatre and his lectures… End flashback His mind jumped back to the moment… He found it hard to even touch certain parts of his
body just at the thought of what those bastards had done to him he
didn’t want to hurt him any more than he had been already Duo lay in the tub drifting in and out of consciousness,
not really fathoming what was going on he looked up at Heero who was
cradling him in the bath sitting in the water with him and he gave
a weak smile before drifting into another darkened unconscious sleep. Soon Heero had bathed and dressed Duo’s wounds
that needed attending and put his friend to bed. He sat beside him
and with out thinking started to stroke his hair above his forehead
… “I knew it, I knew I should have made you come
into the store with me you baka.” Heero’s voice was sad
and whispery, he felt guilty that he hadn’t been there when Duo
had needed him the most Heero got up and sat in the chair by the bed and within
minutes of shutting his eyes the blue eyed boy was asleep, emotionally
worn from all that had happened today. The screams echoed into the night and Heero jumped out
of the chair gun at the ready. “Duo” Heero gasped as he rushed over to the
youth who was writhing and screaming in his sleep. The boy was beyond consolation as he snapped at Heero’s
touch, screaming even more and louder, to be left alone, to not be
touched. Heero’s mind raced. What could he do? What?” He reached out for the boy only to make things worse. “DON’T FUCKING TOUCH ME!!!!!!!” The boy
screamed” …LEAVE ME ALONE FUCKING BASTARDS, HEERO WILL KILL
YOU!!” Arms and legs flaying about the boy were loud and hysterical.”
HEERO LOVES ME, HE’LL PROTECT ME, HE WILL, HE’LL KILL YOUUUUUUUUUUU!” Heero backed off, and swallowed nervously his breathing
a little tense he had to get close to him, he had to comfort the boy. Heero loves me he’ll protect me the braided baka
had said, Heero felt as if his heart would snap in two. Duo was obviously sure of his love for the blue-eyed
boy, but Heero didn’t even know if he could feel that way about
any thing or any one …He’d never experienced ‘love
‘ in any way shape or form. And it was so cliché that
it just didn’t mean anything to him. That’s the way he’d always been and that’s
the way he felt he had to stay. It was safer that way .You can’t
get hurt and you don’t have to worry about any one or anything
.He satisfied himself by thinking that way. But then why, why did he find himself so angry when
he saw what they had done, why did he feel so alone right now and
why did his heart ache when he looked at Duo “KUSO!!” he growled aloud, looking around
trying to think of something... “Duo it’s me, c’mon take it easy. “He
said trying to get close enough to the boy as to calm him down enough
to make him see he was safe. Duo screamed and kicked and flayed and Heero knew that
he’d make himself hyperventilate if he didn’t calm him soon.
And in his present state that may not be a good thing he had to calm
him now. Taking a deep breath the boy lunged at his friend, grabbing
him around the waist, copping a punch to the face as he did so, but
he held on tight to the boy pulling his head onto his chest and talking
to him in a soothing manner. Stroking his forehead as the other boy
continued to panic hysterically. “Shhhhhhh…Duo it’s me Heero, I’m
here, Duo, shhhhhhh it’s ok buddy, I’m here “he said
calmly, holding the boy tightly to his chest. And rocking gently and
slowly the screams subsided into heartfelt sobs” “ H, H, Hee, Heero.” The frightened voice
whispered softly. Heero pulled him tighter into him” Yes Duo I’m
here!” “I, w, wa, was sc, sca, scared H, Heero, r, really
scared “he sobbed into the boys chest gripping his shirt with
a vice like grip and soaking it with his tears. “I know Duo! I know, and I was scared for you, but no one’s going to hurt you any more I’ll protect you. Shhhhhh, I’m here. I’ll take care of you.
I promise” He comforted the boy as he still clung to him like
he never wanted to let go. “I, I, if I had b, b, been st, st, stro, stronger
I cou, could have ~ “ “Shhhhhhhh Duo, enough. It’s going to be ok...
I’m here with you now. ” The blue eyed boy said almost choking
on his words. As he fought back tears himself… He continued to rock the boy gently, stroking his back
now and being as gentle as he possibly could as he slowly calmed the
young boy down. He held him close to his chest for what seemed like an eternity and finally the violet eyed youth had calmed sufficiently to breath normally again, the occasional sob came through but at least now he was out of any kind of danger he could have been in if Heero hadn’t of been able to calm him. Soon Heero could hear little even breaths and sighed
a heavy sigh of relief. He gently laid Duo back onto the bed and went
to get back on the chair but a hand reached out and grabbed his arm. “Please don’t leave me. Stay here I’m
scared.” Heero looked into the violet eyes staring, pleadingly
at him.” I’ll be on the chair Duo I’m not~” “NO!! “The boy shot at him. . Please. Here!
Stay here with me please!!” The boy’s voice was anxious
and Heero feared that he may relapse into hysterics again if he didn’t
heed the boys request and it was ~understandable~ Heero reasoned as
he lay himself next to the frightened boy. He didn’t stop the arm from wrapping around his
waist or the head snuggling into his neck as the other youth moved
as close as he could into Heero’s body contour, but today he
didn’t mind. It had been a traumatic day for both of them…
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