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"Remember When It Rained "Written By: Ryouga
Disclaimer: I do not own the Gundam boys or any other character from the series. I do not own the Songs My Confession, When you say you love me or Remember when it rained. Songs Sung by Josh Groban Warnings: Angst and suggested death of a character, it’s ok people not the boys ^_~ Pairings: 1x2 Rating: PG13 Author’s note: These are all POV’s one after the other. Heero’s, Duo’s, and Relena’s in that order. Author’s dedication: Dedicated to Gossamer Wings. Goss I have to admit you certainly did give me a challenge and a half. I was sure I could knock this up in less than two weeks, but as you can see, it has taken me a lot longer. Finally they are done. I hope they are to your satisfaction and thankyou for throwing it my way. I would never had gone out and brought Josh’s Cd if it wasn’t for the fact you introduced me to the wonderful talent this young man is gifted with. That and the fact no matter where I went I had trouble finding the songs to download LOL // Song Lyrics// For Goss; luv ya girl ^_~ 29/02/2004
" Remember When it Rained " Part 3 of the Entangled Emotions Arc 3 of 3 Relena’s POV My mind is void, my body numb with shock and I am distraught, overcome with devastation. I thought we shared something; something special. I really believed that you and I had a firm connection. From the very beginning you were always there for me, watching over me, protecting me, surrounding me with your strength, keeping me from the insanity I could have fallen victim to a thousand times. From the very first moment I laid eyes on you, I loved you; and I still do. Why Heero? I keep asking myself over and over. Why him? // Wash away the thoughts inside I have tried so many times over the past few days to keep you from my mind. I have thrown myself into my work, almost worn myself out with exhaustion. I cannot sleep or eat since you told me that you felt nothing for me and I want so much to escape your presence which lingers in my mind. But everywhere I turn, you’re there; and all my attempts at keeping you from my mind are suddenly washed away with the memories that cut deep into my heart, reminding me of the hurt and pain that I feel each and every day. I will never love anyone again. My pride has suddenly taken a fall of greater proportions and all I have left to keep myself company are my shattered dreams and unfruitful thoughts of the way I imagined it would one day be between us. Why does it hurt so much? // Remember when it rained
// Tears of hope run down my skin My heart is shattered; the pieces have become the tears of unrequited hope, running down upon my face. Immortal tears, magnifying the depth of the pain I feel inside while the outside withers away, slowing dying, becoming an empty husk. I can’t bear this anymore and the voices in my mind call to me as I near the edge of despair. // Remember when it rained The anguish that I feel is almost unbearable and I have come to believe that my destiny truly is to remain alone in the waters of solitude, forever, never to be released from the grief that I now bear. The tears I shed signify the loss of all that was my life, my soul, my sanity and I feel that I have lost my grip on reality. I needed you Heero, I thought you needed me too. I was so certain, but now as I stand here in the falling rain I realize just how wrong I was and I wish, with what is left of my disconsolate heart, that you had finished what you had started so long ago. I wish that you had come back, I wish that you had killed me. It would have made this decision so much easier, but it’s too late, too late for that now. I welcome my fate with open arms as I freefall towards the earth below. And the tears still flow… // Running down...Running down... ~ * ~
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