" Everywhere I Look "

Written By: Presser


Disclaimer : I do not own Gundam Wing or its characters. This work of fiction is written and shared freely without any attempt to profit financially from it.

Rating : R

Pairings : 1x2

Warnings : Wistful romance, AU, after Endless Waltz, and departing quite a bit from canon direction

Summary: Duo Maxwell is a young, upcoming artist with a hole in his heart. He hates himself for never confessing his love to Heero Yuy, a war-weary mecha pilot running from his past all the way to the Phobos Project—the first manned mission to Mars. Duo longs for the man he loves, but doesn’t know where he is. Can they find love in each other’s arms? And what of Heero’s mysterious collapse when he arrives on Earth to search for the one he loves?


"Everywhere I Look "

22


“Go on,” Wufei said, eager to hear Heero’s ideas and insights.

Heero shifted in his hospital bed again and realized his left leg was asleep. He lifted the pillow in his lap, carefully balancing the laptop sitting on it, and uncrossed his legs. As he lowered the pillow to his thighs, blood rushed downward, invading them with a devilish tingling.. His eyes popped wide and he lurched forward. The laptop spilled from the pillow. It slipped off the edge of the bed, but Heero grabbed a corner to keep it from hitting the floor. The motion of pulling it to him and righting himself egged on the uncountable pins and needles assailing his legs. He groaned.

“Heero?”

“Give me a fucking minute, Wufei.”

Wufei pulled his cell from his ear and raised an eyebrow at it. He brought it back to the side of his head and said, “What’s wrong?”

“Nothing,” Heero said through clenched teeth. “Just hang on.”

He decided enough was enough. He closed the laptop, scooted to the edge of the bed, and gingerly swiveled his legs to the side. When the tingling subsided, he put both feet against the snaps holding his oxygen tent to the bed frame and shoved hard. The bottom edge of the tent came loose. He smiled triumphantly. I’ve been trapped long enough. Besides, it’s a hospital, for Zeus’s sake. Help is right
here if I need it.
He picked up the laptop, closed it, and lifted the edge of the plastic sheet over his head. He put the laptop on an overbed table against a wall and rolled it to a fabric-covered chair by the window. He sat and adjusted the height, then made himself comfortable and opened the laptop.

“Still there, Wufei?”

“What the hell are you doing? What’s going on?”

“Freedom,” Heero said with a wry grin, “is sweet.”

For the second time Wufei pulled his cell from his ear and raised an eyebrow at it. When Heero began speaking he returned it to his ear.

“Okay, here’s what I think,” he said, his tone serious. “First, I assume Preventers probably tracks a larger percentage of activity in your highest strata than any of the others because they’re smaller and you’ve concentrated your best people on it. Plus, if Lady Une is still as dedicated, aggressive, and paranoid as I remember her, then she’s used every connection she established in her former position as Kushrenada’s right hand to the hilt. So it makes sense —”

Wufei winced. “She’s not paranoid, Heero.”

“Sorry,” Heero said. I only meant it’s reasonable to assume she’d go to whatever lengths necessary to get the maximum amount of data. I didn’t mean to insult your boss.” Wufei stifled a sigh. Heero charged ahead. “So it makes sense that Preventers knows a lot about what’s usual and typical in the chatter among government and military personnel. Plus some of these higher-ups probably frequent forums and boards in the lower strata, so that lets you spot new topics the moment they appear. You’ve done a lot of pattern analysis. And you’re also charting how fast new topics rise, which would give you —”

“All true,” Wufei said, anxious to get to any new insights Heero might have to offer. “What’s your theory?”

“It’s just a guess,” Heero said, “but it’s a reasonable conclusion that you’ve seen a spike in references to the scientists among those at the top, but that’s all. No theories or suppositions, no speculations. Mostly just cryptic mentions of them.”

“And what does that tell you?” Heero was silent. Then, taking a big breath, he spoke cautiously. “Why do people talk about other people?”

“Excuse me?” Wufei said, thrown off balance by the question.

“In general.”

“Well,” Wufei said, unsure of Heero’s intentions, “there are several reasons: they did something noteworthy or interesting —”

“Interesting,” Heero said.

Wufei paused to consider this. “Because they find them interesting,” he said flatly.

“Go on.”

“And,” Wufei said slowly, thinking his way through his response, “they might be interesting not just because of what they’ve done, but because of what they could do, how they could benefit the speaker.”

Silence.

“Heero, what am I missing? We know the military would find the Gundam scientists more than interesting because of their knowledge and experience. I’m sure there are any number of uses they could be put to. But all that’s going on is that people in different strata are simply mentioning them. There’s nothing that leads us to think —”

“Maybe,” Heero said, “it’s not the military that’s interested in the scientists, Wufei.”

In the pause that followed, Wufei narrowed his eyes.

When Heero’s point dawned on him, he opened them wide.

“You think it’s the scientists who are interested in the military. You think they have a project they want to accomplish, or at least goals, and that they could use —”

“That’s exactly what I think.”

Heero waited while Wufei considered this. After a moment, Wufei drew a big breath and huffed it out. “It’s not an unreasonable theory. Turn our assumptions a hundred-and-eighty degrees around and the facts still fit together. But why? What would their goal be?”

“Who knows?” Heero said. “Curiosity, the betterment of humankind … I wouldn’t put it past Dr. J to tinker with the Phobos mission just because he was bored.”

After another pause, Wufei said, “I have a lot of work to do. If you’re right —”

“If I’m right,” Heero said, “you’re going to want me working on this full time.”

“Is that something you’d consider?”

“Perhaps. I need some time.”

“How much?”

“I’m not sure. I promise it won’t be long. I’ll call you when I’m ready to get involved.” Pause. “There’s something personal I need to take care of before I can give you my full attention.”

“Okay,” Wufei said. “I’ll be waiting for your call.”

Heero cut the call, killed the app providing the link, and powered down his laptop. He leaned back in his chair and looked out at gray-blue mottled clouds scudding low in front of a blood-orange setting sun, then closed his eyes. I’ve got to get out of here. Now.

Chapter 23

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