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"Nobody's Perfect "Written By: Lisa-chan
Disclaimer: The G-boys are not mine. I only use
them for loads of fun and for putting them in compromising situations
and stuff. Rating: NC-17 Warnings: yaoi, shounen-ai, voyeurism, masturbation,
slight het, blood, angst, sappy, slight OOCness, Relena-bashing. Pairings: 1x2x1, 1x3, 2x4, hints of 2xH, 4x3 Summary: AC\200. The war is over, Heero thinks
he can finally tell Duo what he feels for him. But Doctor J thinks
differently about that. And Duo? Well, he doesn’t know quite
yet he’s gay, but will find out soon enough. Title: Nobody’s perfect Author: Lisa-chan Author’s e-mail: m.van_kerckvoorde@planetinternet.be
Author’s note: This takes place 4 years after Endless Waltz. ~*~*~ Nobody’s Perfect Chapter 3 Laziness their closest friend for now, he and his girlfriend lay sprawled upon the couch, resting against each other. The television was on, but the sounds didn’t register in his mind, for seemingly he found the ceiling of her apartment far more interesting. Thoughts were running through his head. It was a generally known fact that he was practically unbeatable at the point of talking, even he knew that. Then why is it that he had caught himself being lost in thoughts every five seconds those three months that had past by since that incident in Heero’s office. Then why was he told he was so awfully quiet lately? Funny. Apparently she had teased him enough to finally shut that big mouth of his. Not only because his mind wandered off so much, but even more so because he almost didn’t *dare* to speak anymore. With every word he said, she had to go and make some kind of insinuation about him and Heero, even about the three of them. It was all too obvious that she was trying her best to make that notorious fantasy of her to watch two boys come true, but he wasn’t very eager to co-operate with her on that. Not quite yet. His feelings for his friend had grown, but were not
profound enough to share such an intimate something with him. Heero
at the other hand would be only too glad to speed things up a bit.
His eyes were glazed with a desperate hunger he had never seen before.
They contained a silent plea to let him touch him, to be touched by
him. If need be even being pressed up against the wall again, he didn’t
care. As long as there would be physical contact. A hundreds of wishes
and desires, all readable in his feverish gaze, each one of them were
waiting patiently to be fulfilled, to find release in Duo’s body
and love. Not only to be fucked by him, but mostly to be loved by
him, but he just needed some more time. He had never done it with
a man before. No use in rushing things. No, if he did it, then it
had to be perfect. “Duo?” the voice of his girl suddenly crashed
through his train of thoughts. He gave a start when he felt her tugging
at his arms, which were folded behind his head, wanting his warmth
to surround her. “Hm? What?” he practically yelped. “What
is it?” “You’re being so quiet again. What’s
the matter? Are you worrying about Heero?” “Eh… Well, I was…” he stammered.
Worrying, fantasising. What was the difference? His fantasies were
his worries. “Yeah, you’re right. We should try to do something
about it,” she interrupted him. “The atmosphere at work
is becoming more and more unbearable. And that’s why…”
She jumped up from the couch with a triumphant face, sagely sticking
both her index fingers up in the air, “I have invited him over
to my apartment.” “What?” he sighed wearily. “When?” “Tonight,” she replied calmly. “As we
are speaking he is heading for this place.” “What?!” he yelled. “What the hell…
Why? Shouldn’t you have talked to me about that at first? What
were you thinking?” “Sure as hell you would’ve said no.” “No, but…” “See how you’re reacting.” “But Heidi…” “Besides,” she said pointedly, “it’s
*my* apartment. My rules. I can do whatever I want.” “Sometimes you can be such a big child, do you
know that?” he sighed, shaking his head slightly in annoyance. “Same to you,” she said casually. As he was just about to make a fuss about it, she was
saved by the bell. “Ah, that’ll be him,” she said,
bouncing to the door and taking the receiver off the intercom. “Hello,
Heero. Come in,” she said through it. “When were you planning on telling me this?”
he asked, sitting upright in the couch. “Were you even planning
on telling me this anyway?” She opened the door a bit, so their friend could come
in and walked back towards her lover. “I’m telling it now,
ne?” It never ceased to amaze her how sad he could look sometimes,
when in fact he didn’t have any reason to. “And Duo,”
she said softly as she nestled herself next to him, “be a bit
gentle to him. I know you care about him, maybe not the way he does,
but try to help him.” “Heidi, if you mean by that I have to crawl into
bed with him, I’m not gonna do it. You can forget about that.” Indignation, albeit feigned, flooded her face. “Have
you ever heard me saying that?” “You have said, more than once, and I quote: “It
must be incredibly exciting to watch two boys”. I know what you’re
getting at. You wanna watch me and Heero.” “That’s what you say,” she argued. “No-one
has said I meant you and Heero.” She stifled a snigger when she
saw the growing distrust in his eyes and gave him a kiss on his lips,
just as Heero entered the room, feeling yet another painful twist
somewhere in his stomach at the way he found them. His kiss, deepening
with the second, shot through his eyes down to his heart, causing
a massacre when it had reached that already damaged and bleeding place
of total destruction. Words refused to come out of his throat and
vaguely he heard the door clicking back into the lock behind him,
making the couple look up with the realisation that Heero had arrived.
Heidi stood up and stepped towards him. “Hello Heero,” she
said softly, taking him by the hand and gently pulling him with her.
“Have a seat.” She went sitting next to Duo again, but slyly
gave a wink to Heero, unnoticeable for the man next to her. “Now
Heero, why I invited you… I asked you to come because we have
to discuss a problem.” The Japanese didn’t say anything. He only cast
his eyes down in distress. A problem she called it. What kind of problem
was it to her? All he did was looking at him. Since when was it a
crime to look at the one you love? She of all people was the last
one who had the right to call this a problem, she had Duo and was
oblivious of the fact that she showed off with that whenever they
kissed, or even only hugged in his presence. It had turned him into
a wreck. Talking about missions had become futile and it was a miracle
he still had an income. What was he still living for? Relena was history,
he had ditched her the moment Duo had left his office back then. She
had meant nothing to him anyway. He wanted Duo. Without Duo, life
was worthless. Knowing she wouldn’t get much talk out of him,
Heidi directed her attention to Duo. “Darling, don’t you
see what you’re doing to him? He’s depressed because of
you. Why don’t you smile at him the way you used to do?” “Heidi, don’t try to work on my emotions,”
Duo said. “I’m not, Duo. I’m just saying how it
is. You are his friend, and friends are there to help each other,”
she replied calmly. “I agree, but there are limits to that.” She lay a finger upon his lips, motioning him to stay
silent. Thereupon she stood up and walked over to their tortured comrade,
kneeling right in front of him and taking his hand in hers. Yes, she
knew that there were limits. But she also knew that those limits were
easily crossed and that both Duo and Heero would be up in Seventh
Heaven once they were crossed. “Heero,” Duo heard her saying, “let me
give you what you need.” His eyes widened at that sentence. He
had heard that before and knew exactly what would be following. “Heidi,
I won’t…” he tried to interfere. “Heidi, it’s very kind of you, but you can’t
give me what I need,” Heero said silently. The girl smiled and cast her eyes down. “I know
it’s not me you’re so desperate for. No Heero, I’m
offering him to you. What else do you think I invited you for?” “You mean I can…?” “Yes, I do. I’m sure he wants it too. His
eyes become misty every time we talk about you. But…” She
squinted at him and a most mischievous look crossed her dark-blue
eyes. “Then you have to do something in return.” “Anything!” he said eagerly, not giving a
damn about the fact that this probably was extremely pathetic and
only focused on ending up in the same bed with Duo. Hell, he was desperate.
Honour and pride was the last thing on his mind right now. He needed
that chestnut-haired demigod so very much. Every part of his being,
every fibre of his body was yearning to feel him, those sensuous fingers
on his skin, not to mention all the rest that was hiding underneath
those restraining clothes. All that pent up desire. It had to be released.
He was prepared to go through everything. “I want to stay with you, watch you while you’re
making love.” On that, Heero’s fervour seemed to falter a bit.
“Watch us? I… I don’t know. It’s supposed to be
something private, such things. And what about Duo? Does he agree
with that?” “He’ll just have to.” “Hey guys? What are you talking about?” Duo
tried to meddle again. “Is that about me?” “Don’t worry, Heero,” Heidi said, softening
her tone even more. “I have already dropped something to him
about what I like. He won’t be too surprised. And everything
that happens in that bedroom stays inside those four walls, I promise.
You can trust me, and Duo too. No-one will ever know about it, only
the three of us. What do you say?” Heero looked down and weighed the pros and cons. What
she said had a point. It was a unique chance, maybe one that he might
not get a second time. Besides, it was also to her advantage that
nothing of what would happen left the room. Voyeurism wasn’t
exactly your most casual thing. “Alright, I’ll do it,” he said finally. “Okay,” she smiled, closing the space between
both their mouths just a bit more, and for a moment Heero seriously
thought she would’ve kissed him, and frankly, he didn’t
bother. This girl was completely different from Relena. That jealous
bitch did everything to prevent a relationship with Duo. Probably
something every woman in her right mind would’ve done when she
noticed her lover throwing suspiciously many glances to one man in
particular, hell, even insinuated to have fucked him in her very own
office. She was well aware of what Heero was. Not only a Perfect Soldier,
but also a perfect lover. But even a simple friendship she didn’t
allow. This girl at the other hand, she did all that was possible
to improve his relationship with Duo. She even had made advances towards
him, which brought him back to the fact that her lips were only a
hair’s breadth away from his. Just as he wanted to kiss her,
she stood up again, but made a gesture to come along with her as she
did so. Wishing his dream would finally come true he followed her,
but the moment he saw the aversion on Duo’s face, he snapped
back to reality. Heidi however, ignored it, and almost threw him onto
his lap, eliciting a slight squeal from both of them. Heero crawled
back upright and looked straight into two amazed, violet pools. As
much as he wanted to stop time right now, Duo saw no good in that
and pushed him away. “Duo, that’s not how you treat a friend,”
Heidi sternly admonished. “Never mind, Heidi,” Heero said painfully
soft. “He doesn’t want to. I shouldn’t have come here.”
Hurt and completely broken now, he shuffled towards the door, his
pace slow. “Heero wait,” Heidi pleaded, throwing a deadly
glare to Duo. To her utter surprise the latter shot out of the couch
and pushed the door back shut right before his friend could walk through
it, his gaze switched from aversion to something Heero couldn’t
quite identify. “Duo?” Heero said startled, shuddering as
his mouth was suddenly very nearby his ear. “I faked it, Heero,” he whispered. “I
faked it all for Heidi, so she wouldn’t turn into a jealous nuisance
like Relena, but now I know that she’s not like her. I do care
about you, Heero. Always have, I only didn’t realise it. The
conversations I’ve had with Heidi however, have opened my eyes.
You’re a wonderful man Heero, and I won’t let pain and grief
destroy you like it had almost destroyed me. Don’t worry, I will
help you.” The words had barely left his mouth, or he was already
brushing his lips along Heero’s jaw. He yanked his hips closer
to his, making the man gasp, rather from surprise then from excitement,
and when he actually felt his lips meeting Duo’s, he could hardly
believe this was really happening. Duo kissed him, the most simple,
yet also most intense token to show love to one and other. He purred
into the kiss, moaned when he felt the soft strokes of his warm tongue
in his mouth. The knowledge that is was Duo who was doing this to
him almost made him faint, but his hands caressing him all over his
body kept him awake, however only on a thread of remaining consciousness. “D-Duo, don’t…” he tried to muffle.
“Don’t do it if you don’t…” “I mean in, Heero,” Duo cut his sentence off.
“I mean it, God, I do. This time I mean it.” He closed his eyes in delight as he felt Duo’s
hand going underneath his shirt. Somewhere in the distance he heard
someone speaking and leading the both of them away, probably Heidi.
How exactly he got there he didn’t know, but all of a sudden
he sat there on a large, soft bed without any kind of clothing on.
In front of him sat Duo, also naked, wearing nothing but his Lord’s
Prayer, the way he looked at him almost begging to be devoured. Heidi
sat next to them, but she didn’t do anything, just watched. Duo
at the other hand, began a stunning exploration along his body, very
gently, very slow. His mouth hovered right above his member, his breath
tickled on the sensitive skin, but he trailed off to his navel for
now. His velvet tongue pierced as deeply as it could, then withdrew
again when he thought Heero had moaned loud enough and gave him firm
kisses on that same spot, however lighter as he lingered to his right
nipple where he gave him about the same treatment, eliciting those
same moans from him. Wanting him to repeat all that once more, only
on his mouth now, Heero placed his hands on both sides of Duo’s
head and tried to pull it up a bit. Willing to do everything to make
his friend happy, Duo did so and was rewarded by a hand caressing
him through his long braid, making him shiver. A sudden chill came
over Heero’s body as Duo broke the kiss and went sitting upright.
His hands were coaxing him to turn around. “Go lie on your belly,” Duo whispered. His
misty gaze told him to trust him, that he would do something he might
like. His right hand slowly glided from his shoulders to the small
of his back, over his buttocks down to his leg and via his inner thigh
back up. Before he moved further, however, he drew his hand back,
only to moisten his fingers, so it wouldn’t hurt, then he moved
along. Heero instinctively spread his legs a little, and although
he had slightly felt it coming, still surprise struck him when one
finger went inside. The pillow his head was resting on was grasped
tightly by both his hands and a moan of pure pleasure hovered through
the room. Heidi chuckled. If he already thought this felt so good,
then his world would surely explode at Duo’s next move. She crawled
a little closer to the American and whispered encouragingly. “Good
Duo. Now go a little deeper. Bent your finger a bit until you feel
a soft spot.” “Why?” he whispered back. “Oh, you’ll see,” she smirked. “Just
watch what kind of effect it will have on him.” Fascinated, Duo did as he was told and could indeed
feel something spongy. He looked up in surprise when Heero’s
body jerked in sudden ecstasy and screamed out. The sweet Japanese
buried his face in the fabric of the pillow when a second finger was
added, but it did nothing to muffle his cries. He pushed his hips
back in feverish need to drive Duo’s fingers deeper into that
tightness and try to speed him up a bit. Heaven, paradise, it was
nothing compared to this. When Duo to his utter regret finally ceased
his pushes, the braided pilot went lying on his side next to him and
gently licked his neck and jaw, his skin salty from sweat. Trying
to find some common sense, Heero crawled upright and wanted to turn
the tables. Time to show what he was capable of. Duo felt feather-light
kisses going from his neck to the hollow of his throat, while Heero’s
hand was following the structure of the muscles of his chest and abdomen.
When he lowered his head to his nipple, his hand lowered equally as
much, to his groin. Duo moaned with the pleasure that touch brought
along. He liked it, loved it, but two guys fucking each other, that’s
bound to work out the wrong way without a little help. He wanted to
dominate, not to be dominated, so he tried to push him away. Vainly
however, ‘coz when Heero began playing with his hard member,
he lost all strength in his arms. His fingers delicately caressed
and applied pressure, and Duo’s groans caused by that were like
music to his ears. They gave him the encouragement he needed to move
on with fondling the soft sacs underneath his glistening arousal.
More moans. God, he just couldn’t get enough of them. Still he
stopped for now. He wanted to turn them into screams, wanted to hear
the outcry of his name coming out of that wonderful mouth. It was
far too soon to Duo’s liking, but when he had recovered a bit
from his blissful daze, he took another chance to crawl away, not
unnoticed to Heidi. She softly tapped Heero’s shoulder and stretched
out her arm, a red ribbon lying in her hand. “Tie him up,”
she whispered. His heart missed a beat and without reserve he accepted
it. It had been his ultimate fantasy to toy with the object of his
affection, to tousle and play, to see him lose all self-control under
his body, but not for long now. All his wishes, his deepest desires
and his naughtiest dreams where coming true in this room. Duo squirmed
and tried to break free from his iron grip, but failed to resist as
he felt Heero straddling his hips, deliberately bringing pressure
on his manhood, and red fabric enclosed his wrists faster than he
could say “hentai”. “Lovely,” Heidi whispered. Heero could only agree with that. His chestnut hair
tousled, bangs damp with the sweat from his forehead, the skin of
that perfect body shining with sweat, his manhood proudly erected,
legs slightly open. And his face. Love, passion, need, desire, lust,
hunger. It was all radiated by those amethyst jewels. Tied up, spread
open and ready to be devoured. He was a delicacy, waiting for Heero. Heidi too, was practically drooling. Who wouldn’t.
She couldn’t withstand the urge to kiss him tenderly on his sweet
lips. A sudden sensation he felt on the most rigid part of him made
him moan into the kiss. Must’ve been Heero’s doing, for
Heidi’s hands were both on his chest. The last thing he heard
before he threw back his head and was forced to break the kiss, was
a small, amused snigger. Right after that, two soft lips enclosed
him tightly, making him scream out and wrapping his body in a ravishing
veil. He arched his body off the bed and thrust his hips. Wonder washed
over him. Heero was amazingly good at what he was doing. The guy was
a natural talent. If he didn’t know any better, he could’ve
sworn that he’d already had a million of male lovers. He deep
throated him and that velvet tongue was playing his way up and down,
around and around. Very soon his climax was coming unmistakably. Unable
to produce any comprehensible word, let alone a sentence, he tried
to warn Heero with a cry of protest, which he could hardly identify
as such. Still Heero understood him and stopped, albeit reluctantly. And Heidi? She looked, watched and observed. But above
all, she enjoyed. She interfered however, when she saw him stealing
over him. “Heero, wait a sec,” she said. “Put this
on.” He looked aside and saw her handing him something else.
A tube with something in it. Duo saw it as well and his eyes widened
at the sight of the name mentioned on the label. “Lubricant?” he said, slightly surprised.
“Hmm… Clever girl, aren’t ya?” “I just don’t want you to be hurt, darling,”
she said in her wheedling voice, while she helped Heero. “Your
fingers too, honey. He needs to be prepared first.” Heero uncertainly looked at his fingers, covered with
the lube, then back to Heidi, as if he didn’t really understood
why she had covered his fingers too. She smiled at him and softly brushed through his messy
hair. “If you don’t prepare him first, then he will be in
pain. Use your fingers to stretch him,” she explained patiently. Heero gave an understanding nod and crawled back between
Duo’s legs. He didn’t even think about hurting his American
wonder. How could he? The man he had been wanting for ages, who had
blatantly tortured him and played with him. Nevertheless, there was
no-one on this earth, not even in outer space up in the colonies,
he could love more. A slick finger went in. Gods, he felt so…
How to describe it? So very tight, so velvet soft, so extremely hot,
so untouched, so… virginal. Sweat break out of Duo’s pores. He was beyond words, could only moan as he felt that finger probing inside of him. It carefully moved around and went a bit deeper. Then it withdrew just a little, and when in pushed inside again, a second finger was added. He cracked his eyes open to look at Heero. To see the beautiful man sitting there with his hand between his legs, thrusting his fingers in and out was indescribable for words. Even more indescribable was the feeling he got when the Wingzero pilot had found his sweet spot. So he knew that he had a prostate and he roughly knew where it was situated. He wasn’t exactly stupid. But to have it touched like this was something that went beyond anything he had ever experienced up till now. The moment he had those fingers brushing along that paradisiacal spot, he knew instantly that this wasn’t going to be your ordinary love-making. This would feel a helluvalot different than sex with a woman. A helluvalot better. Heero worked his fingers fervently, scissoring the tiny
opening to take his impressive length. The wriggles and moans coming
from the violet-eyed beauty, the expressions on his face went straight
to his heart. He waited patiently until Duo would give him his permission
to enter him, although his need was nearly searing. Wanting to speed
things up a bit, he lowered his head and gently started suckling on
the darkened tip, adding to Duo’s pleasure and chasing his screams
up in volume. “Heero, I can’t take this anymore…”
he heard him finally squeaking out. “Now… Take me now!” The Japanese smiled and carefully withdrew his fingers.
He crawled a bit forward and guided his dripping member against the
tight heat, trying to find a way through. Duo’s head started
spinning and he felt dizzy when he felt him thrusting inside. And
after that, several things happened at the same time, involuntarily,
each one of them natural reactions of the human body. A razor-sharp
cry left his mouth. It still hurt, in spite of the good preparation.
His neck arched back, his nails clawed into the tissue his wrists
were captured in and tears stung in his eyes. This experience was
new to him, and he seriously wondered how men, as well as women, could
actually enjoy this. “Heidi, it hurts,” he whimpered. The girl saw that her lover was truly in pain and wanted
Heero to cease his pushes. “Stop it,” she said softly. “How come it still hurts?” Heero asked, feeling
deeply sorry for his lover. “Have I done things wrong?” “No honey, you have given him an excellent preparation.
But you have pushed inside too quickly. You have to take it easy.” “So what do I do now? Should I pull out again?” “No, not entirely. Slowly pull out until only the
tip remains inside. And you, Duo, you have to relax. You’re way
too tense, love.” Her hands slid over his chest to his shoulders
and she bowed over to make the sweet taste of their lips and tongues
once again mingle. “Quiet now,” she whispered. “Close
your eyes. Just relax and everything will be just fine.” Those soothing words kept on buzzing in his head for quite some time. Slowly, the traces of pain faded away from her lover’s features. Only when she was entirely sure that Duo had relaxed enough, when his heartbeat and breathing were no longer going at an abnormal high rate, she motioned for Heero to start moving again, careful and very gentle. A hardly perceptible, sensual smile on Duo’s lips was evidence of the pleasure that started rippling through him. Every push seemed to beckon him to surrender, to cross the edge. Heero shifted slightly and with the tip of his cock he once again hit Duo’s prostate, making him cry out. The fabric bruised his wrists, cut into his skin as Heero proceeded. Red fibres crawled under his nails, making the tissue ever frailer. His screams were no longer the only ones echoing through the room. Heero soon joined him in his heated solo. Screams, sighs, moans or whatsoever, no longer penetrated his head. Blood seemed to have drained from his veins, instead liquid fire was throbbing through them, searing him from the inside, and one last thrust was all he needed to tear that damn ribbon to shreds and dart his mind off into complete silliness, screaming out the name Heero had been craving to hear. Two fingers softly brushed over his eyes, and when he
opened them, he at once met two cobalt ones staring back at him, filled
with an endless gratitude words would never be able to express. Now
his hands weren’t fastened anymore, his arms were loosely wrapped
around the limp body on top of him. The boyish features on his face
and his dark-brown bangs playing across his eyes made him simply adorable,
and he found it almost unbelievable he had overlooked his undeniable
beauty for so long. Words were a shortcoming right now, but weren’t
really necessary, for this precious moment they were both embraced
in was all they needed to feel and all they needed to know. Suddenly a hand running along Heero’s spine made
him break contact with Duo’s enchanting eyes. He looked aside,
and next to them lay Heidi, her head lazily resting on her other hand.
Far from being jealous, she had a sweet smile on her face and sighed
contented. Then she looked at the peaceful face of her lover. “You two were simply wonderful,” she smiled. “Oh, *we* were wonderful?” Heero said, cocking
his head. “Heidi, you guided us through everything. Where the
hell did you get all that experience.” She chuckled and lowered her eyes. “I’ve had
boyfriends before, you know. One of them was bisexual. He has explained
me everything, made me curious to know how it would be. But he wasn’t
open-minded enough to start such a thing like a threesome. I’m
glad you two are.” “I see,” Heero said. “So Heidi, any other fantasies you want to see
fulfilled?” Duo said softly. “Loads of them,” she smiled back at him. Thereupon the Japanese got upright and looked at both
of them, not understanding. “Hold on, did you only do this because
it was a fantasy of her?” he asked, disappointment showing in
his eyes. Duo could feel his heart breaking at that and what followed
was a rain of apologies and reassurings how they didn’t mean
it that way and that they truly did care about how he felt, and in
an attempt to prove him that she regretted this little misunderstanding,
Heidi kissed him gently on the lips, though she could feel he was
surprised by the sudden tensing of his body. A soft tug at his hips
let him know that she wanted him to leave Duo’s body-warmth and
replace that with hers. Just a tad hesitating, he crawled over Duo
to comply with her wish. As her mouth frolicked from his mouth down
to his neck, he looked aside to see what his friend thought about
this all. Honestly, it’s not because he didn’t like it,
even though it was a girl. But this girl didn’t belong to him,
and as much as he himself was disbelieving this to happen, apparently
so was Duo, for his eyes were big and incredulous, not knowing what
to think about this. Although Heidi had made a lot of insinuations
about it, he didn’t think she would actually do it, to just fuck
someone else right in front of his eyes. However, it *did* happen
to be a man he loved as well, and who he had fucked as well just now,
so does that make everything alright? A soft moan coming from Heero woke him from his concoctions as her hand idly brushed along his groin, and sure enough, he could see the prussian of his eyes liquefy and become glazed with pleasure. Squeezing those magnificent orbs shut, he threw his head back, his hair tousling over the pillow, for the girl had slowly started nibbling against his hardness, and it surprised Duo how much it aroused him to see him like this. Clamping his teeth down on his lower lip, he tried to
keep his groans inside, but failed miserably at it when the warmth
and softness of her mouth soothed his needs, but at the same time
increased his rapture with every willing bob of her head. Duo watched
the scene unfolding in front of him with awe. Her tongue flicked out
against the sensitive head, only to then glide along the underside
towards his silken sacs. She swallowed him again and kept on suckling
until she felt Heero’s body tensing. His cries reached their
peak and a hot liquid released itself into her willing mouth. Slightly
smiling and with a somewhat evil glint in her eyes, she reached up
to the exhausted man to excite him once more. Her lips met his, and
soon her tongue, his own flavour still on it, was seeking for his.
Not audible for Duo, she whispered something in his ear. “Take
me… You can use me any way you wish. Lap me up, finger me, on
my back or hands and knees. I don’t give a damn, as long as you
fuck me.” A bit uncertain, he glanced at Duo, and a condom being
tossed towards him showed his approval. All of a sudden, he turned
her around, and the fact that he had total dominance over her made
him horny enough, almost at the point of coming again. But he shoved
that thought away and managed to stay in control. As his lips were
travelling along her body, she stared at her lover lying next to them
with a challenging look, and when she actually started moaning, Duo’s
hand was almost automatically searching for the tube of lubricant,
which had to be somewhere on the bed. After having felt his untamed tongue between her legs,
she felt him spreading her thighs a bit more, just enough so his hips
moulded perfectly. His penetration filled her body with pleasure,
growing with each of his gentle pushes. Her eyes slightly rolled back,
he noticed, and she gave a particularly loud moan, but he was too
caught up in his own ecstasy to know why, until he felt a slick finger
circling at his tiny entrance. He looked behind and saw Duo smiling
at him, a gentle and sweet smile, although his eyes were clouded with
need. Turning his head again, his heart pounded at what they were
about to do. He was going to be sandwiched. That thought hammering
in his head, he tried to relax a bit to allow Duo easier access, momentarily
keeping his pelvis still. Those fingers had been buried inside his
body before and he was eager to feel them again. Duo’s slender, long finger pushed forth, stroking
his lover deeply and slowly. He grinned as he heard the boy giving
a moan, and soon a second and third finger sneaked along with the
first one. As Heero started pushing his hips back, he knew he was
ready for him. He had felt how good it was to have a searing cock
inside of you and having it banged against your prostate until you
go insane, and he was more than willing to give that same pleasure
to that beautiful Japanese. “You ready, Heero,” he still asked. “Yes… Go ahead…” Heero breathed. He placed the tip at the puckered entrance and started
pushing inside, slowly, careful not to make the same mistake as his
koi. “I’m not hurting you?” “Oh Jeezes… Duo, I’ve never felt anything
as good as this,” he panted, reaching a hand behind to Duo’s
buttocks to encourage him. “Oh, just wait you,” Duo smirked. “You
thought that feels good? Then what do you say about this?” He
partially withdrew, then thrust back in, slamming against Heero’s
prostate with a direct hit. “DUO!! Ah! That’s… GOD! CHRIST!” he cried. Heavens, this felt better than he could’ve ever imagined. All strength left his arms and he slumped forward onto Heidi’s heaving figure. So concentrated on the pleasure he was receiving from behind, he had almost forgotten she was still there too, if it wasn’t for the friction her inner walls were spoiling his member with. A notorious fantasy, fulfilled right on top of her. Reaching his hand behind him once again, he touched Duo’s neck and silky hair, as if, in spite of those luxurious thrusts, he wasn’t believing he felt him inside of him. Still frozen in surprise a bit, he didn’t move for a few moments, but as his muscles got used to it and Duo kept on hitting that magical spot, the pushing of his hips soon became analogous with Duo’s thrusts. Teeth were being clenched, nails dug through anything, either a pillow, a sheet or a naked shoulder, and as their voices reached a deafening level, the three of them came together in an intoxicating climax. A cute guy tucked in each arm, she lay sprawled upon
the bed underneath the cosy sheets. “Yep, this truly is the good
life,” she sighed contented. Getting no reaction from either
Duo or Heero, she jerked her head aside. “Isn’t that true,
Heero?” Smiling, he turned his head to her. “It sure is,”
he said softly. However, his face slowly twitched to concern as a
sudden realisation came dawning upon him. “Oh no,” he choked. “What? What is it?” Heidi asked, slightly
disquieted. He buried his face in his hands and shook it in distress.
“No, no, no…” he kept on saying. “Heero, what is it?” Heidi repeated firmly. “Doctor J,” he muffled. “He’ll never
agree with this. He’ll never approve it.” “What? Why not?” she asked confused. “I’m not supposed to feel, remember? I’m
the Perfect Soldier, his Perfect Soldier he has created.” “But-but that’s outrageous! You’re not
supposed to feel?! Duo- Well, what do you know, the guy has fallen
asleep.” As she was just about to wake him up, she heard Heero’s
quiet voice again, and she directed her attention back to him. “I’m surprised he hasn’t told you yet.
Usually his mouth never stands still,” he said, somewhat hoarsely.
“Either way, we must never show this in public. That Duo and
I love each other, I mean.” “Do you mean we must stop this? But you love him,
and he loves you, and, to be perfectly honest with you, I kinda love
you as well. So are you saying that…” “I’m not saying that we must stop this. Only,
no-one can know about it. Maybe Quatre, Trowa and Wufei, but nobody
else. It will be risky, but if we really want to, then we can go through
with this.” He paused for a moment to softly give her a reassuring
caress along her cheek, but then cast his eyes down again. “It
will be hard, though,” he sighed. “Why? What will be hard?” “To go off to missions again. I can understand
why Doctor J has trained me this way. If I let my feelings show, I
can no longer kill without regretting it afterwards, I guess. Just
like Quatre, he cries almost every time he has to kill someone, always
murmurs some kind of apology. It will be just the same and I don’t
know if I’ll be able to deal with that. Actually, Quatre is a
lot stronger than I thought, if you consider it. Somehow he always
manages to turn that sweet heart of his into a stone and put himself
over it. And I’m afraid that my heart can only be the one or
the other, and not both of them.” “Heero, of course you can,” she consoled him.
“You think too little of yourself. All you have to do is find
a happy medium. Your life consists of more than missions. It’s
good to be so diligent concerning your work, but above all, Heero,
you must not forget to live. Besides, I thought the war was over.
If you ask me, the killing is done.” He looked up into her convincing eyes and heaved a long
sigh, uncertain what to do, how to feel, if he *could* feel, if he
even *should* be considering her words. “Yeah, you’re probably right,” he said finally. ********** When he woke up next morning, Heidi was still asleep,
but Duo wasn’t there anymore. Still quite drowsy, he got up,
slipped into a robe and sauntered over to the bathroom. A nice shower
would be welcome right now. There came no answer when he knocked on
the door, so he pushed it open and walked inside, but immediately
had to suppress a moan of admiration as he saw a stark-naked Duo standing
under the shower, putting up a hell of a fight to get his hair washed,
probably the reason why he hadn’t heard him knocking. He couldn’t
help but chuckling at the sight of it. “Dammit, dammit! Fucking-stupid-hair!! Every morning!”
he cursed. His hair was holy to him, he cherished it. But washing
the whole lot, that took quite some patience from him. And patience
was just the one thing he didn’t have. Once he had spread the
soap over the whole length of his chestnut strands, the easiest part
was over. Massaging and rubbing the whole lot also wasn’t world’s
most difficult task, but at the point of rinsing, troubles began.
It seemed to take ages before all the shampoo was drained from his
hair, and his fingers kept on catching in the tangles caused by the
rubbing. Not to mention the conditioner that still followed. “Need a little help with that?” he suddenly
heard from the door. He snatched his head aside, his hands still stuck
in his brown locks. “Heero,” he said, pleasantly surprised. The
thought “Come on in and join me” flashed through his head
for a moment, but he didn’t even need to actually say the words,
coz to his utter delight, Heero had already stripped down his robe
and had hopped into the shower with him. The feel of those slender,
sensual fingers through his hair made him shiver, while they were
gently undoing him from the redundant shampoo. “Maybe you should cut them off,” he said,
perfectly knowing which reaction this would provoke by him. “Are you out of your freakin’ mind?! I’ve
saved for it for my whole goddamn life! What the hell are you thinking?!” Heero chuckled. “You know, for someone who’s
wearing a Lord’s prayer, you do curse an awfully lot.” Duo pulled a dumb face and tilted his head a bit towards
his friend. “Well… yeah… I’m not really all that
catholic, ya know. I’m only wearing it because I’m very
attached to it. Those people in Maxwell church have taken really good
care of me. Such a shame they had to die. Oh, if only I hadn’t
left that church back then, I would’ve kicked those attackers
in their ass! But they will be avenged! I didn’t become a Gundam
pilot for nothing! I swear to God, they will be…” “Duo,” Heero interrupted him. “Yeah?” “Would you shut up?” He let out a pathetic snigger. “I’m sorry.
I’m babbling again, aren’t I?” he said sheepishly. A soft “Hn” was all he got, and the unpleasant
feeling that Heero would return to his apathetic carcass now he had
got laid by him, stole over him. Imagine his surprise when he suddenly
felt his arms around him, and he was simply dumbfounded that Heero,
the callous brute he once was, was actually able to form a sentence
that would move him. “I love you”, he said. Three simple
words, but when they came from him, they just sounded surreal. ‘Wonder if he has ever said that to Relena,’
Duo thought. “I’m sorry I’ve kept you waiting so long,
Hee-chan,” he said. His lips curled into a malicious smile. “I’m
glad you know yourself what kind of bastard you are.” His tone
had been low and reproaching, but on that very same moment, he had
softly bitten his earlobe, making the American highly confused. “Hee-chan?” he squeaked in a slightly high-pitched
voice. “You do realise you’ll have to make up for
that?” he continued, while he let his hand glide agonisingly
slow along his chest, making it stop for a moment to play with a nipple.
The malicious grin on his face broadened as he heard Duo’s breathing
becoming heavier and quicker. His hand moved on, but just past his
navel, he moved up again to the other nipple, eliciting a little moan
of protest. “Hee-chan, please,” Duo breathed. He wasn’t entirely sure that it was a plea to stop
or rather to continue, until he slid his hand down and met the clear
evidence of the passion glowing inside of him. A first teasing caress
along his member, and he at once felt his head in the crook of his
neck, and a second one gave Duo the feeling that his legs no longer
contained bones, only blood. He almost had to carry his entire weight
when he on top of that started massaging the sensitive tip. It only
took a swift movement at the back of his knees to make him sink through
them, so he sat on the ground. Slowly and teasing, scarcely touching
him when he stalked past him, he went standing in front of the still
panting man, who was leaning on both his hands, then he went sitting
on his knees. When Duo was being pressed against the wall by him,
their eyes locked together for a moment, the cobalt ones holding a
certain promise. His eyes slightly rolled back with anticipation and
desire, and as Heero bent over to fulfil his promise, his common sense
got lost in a mind-blowing delirium, only consisting of moans, screams
and endless pleasure. His fingers, aching to get a hold of something,
but only feeling the slippery floor of the shower cabin, crept up
to Heero’s head and clawed in his dark-brown hair. On top of
that, searching fingers went on a quest between Duo’s buttocks,
and when they had found what they were looking for, they dug inside,
turning Duo’s moans into screams. It took all his willpower to
clasp Heero’s head between his two hands and gently pull it,
to let Heero know he was coming and had to stop. He needed release,
but not this way. Not by far. To his despair however, Heero didn’t
obey him. He didn’t pull back, so Duo didn’t know any better
than to grasp his member and squeeze it. And sure enough, it had the
effect like someone who had put his finger in a tub of boiling water.
He startled jumped back, his gaze floating somewhere between anger
and the realisation that he in fact had deserved this. “I’m sorry, Hee-chan. Did I hurt you?” Duo asked awkwardly. He felt uncomfortable, but also strangely excited when Heero straightened up, the look in his eyes changed. “Would I ever hurt you, Duo?” he practically
growled. Before Duo got the chance to give any kind of response to
that, Heero had jerked him upright, spun him around and slammed him
against the wall. He pressed his body against Duo’s and indicated
with his foot he had to spread his legs. He did so, and awaited Heero’s
entry in almost painful suspense. And then, his vision flashed white
for a split second, and everything around him disappeared. Everything,
except his new-born lover, who was not only mentally, but most of
all physically inside of him right now. It still hurt a bit, but it
was a small price he had to pay for what he got in return. An overwhelming
heat consumed him, making him want to scream out in pleasure, which
he did as a natural reaction. “Oh! Oh God! Hee-ro! Oooh Gooo-ood!” he panted. He didn’t know who to thank most, Heero for doing this to him, or Heidi allowing him to. Little did matter for that moment, for slender, yet strong fingers sneaked around his manhood, and whatever was still left in his head scattered in splinters as a bittersweet liquid mingled with the drops of water on the wall. Little by little, sigh by sigh, real life was seeping
back into their heads. “Now, there’s quite the sight,” they
suddenly heard coming from the bathroom door. Quick as lightening
Heero withdrew. They both gave a start and their heads snatched aside. “Heidi!” they cried in unison. “What’s the big idea?!” Duo began. “You startled us!” Heero continued. “Ever heard of such a tiny thing called knocking
before you enter a room?” “Don’t you have any matters-“ “-at all?” “Afraid not,” she said, slightly grinning.
“They’ve forgotten to give me that when they made me. Besides,
the door stood ajar, and I couldn’t help hearing you guys.” “Now, don’t go telling me…” Duo
stammered sheepishly. “Well, what would’ve you done?” Both of them turned to each other with a dumb face,
then snorted with laughter. “Now then, I’d better go home now,” Heero
said, heading towards the bedroom to get dressed, but Heidi already
held his clothes up in her hand. “Why not stay with us? It’s Sunday.” “Eh… Well, gotta do some work,” he stuttered,
slipping into his spandex and tank top. “Heero, you’re a workaholic, you know that?”
she scowled. “Relax a bit, will ya? Let’s do something fun,
the three of us.” “I… really can’t. I have to… feed
my dog,” he mumbled. Heidi’s eyes widened in delight. “A dog?!
You have a dog?! What kind of dog? Is it a he or a she? What’s
its name? Tell me, tell me!” she rattled. “Since when do you have a dog?” Duo asked,
more sceptical then his hyperactive girlfriend, now clad in the robe
Heero had thrown off just now. “Oh, I’ve already had lots of dogs. They’re
a part of my training. And I don’t give them names. I give them
numbers. The one I have now is number 32,” he said on a matter-of-course
tone. “What do you mean, they’re a part of your
training?” Heidi asked, but Duo already felt it coming and was
getting a little light-headed. “Heidi, I don’t think you want to know this,”
he said, softly pulling at her arm. However, Heero continued speaking,
and his stomach contorted at the thought of how she might react to
it. “I keep them as a pet. I feed them and give them
a home, but I mustn’t become attached to them. And if I do, I
have to shoot them.” “What?” Heidi whispered incredulously, her
voice quivering a bit. “You have to shoot them? What’s the
use of that?” “Well, if I can do it with dogs, I can do it with
human beings as well. At least, that’s Doctor J’s theory.
And I must say, it really bears its fruits.” “Does that mean you’ve already killed 31 dogs?” “Yes, it does,” he said, nodding his head. “You… you even talk about it like it’s
your most casual thing!” she yelled, getting into a fury. “Didn’t
you ever think about it that…!” “Don’t be angry with me! I didn’t know
any better. Doctor J has always ordered me to do so. And if I refused
to obey him, he punished me on the cruellest way you can imagine.
It’s not really that pleasant to get shock waves through your
body which give you the feeling your limbs are being ripped out as
a kid of 6 years old. In the long end I just did it to never experience
that kind of pain again. Don’t you think it hurt me? Don’t
you think I cried? I had to kill my buddy, the only friend I had in
the whole world. So don’t go telling me I didn’t care about
those dogs. I did, but that’s exactly why I had to do it. So
now I don’t anymore, that’s the best for the both of us.” On his cheeks, drops were glistening. Hard to tell whether
it were tears, or just water, since he just came from under the shower.
Anyway, her fury had blown over, and had made place for compassion. “So that’s why,” he ended his explanation,
“I have to go home now. I’ll see you tomorrow at work.”
He waved them goodbye and sauntered through the door. “Duo?” Heidi said softly, staring at the door as if she was trying to burn a hole through it with her eyes. “Should we be afraid now?” “What for, honey?” “That he might kill us?” He gave a little snigger at her almost childish conclusion and put his arms around her. “Let him try to kill us.” ********** Next morning he drove to work with an opposed feeling
in his chest. Only the tiniest token of affection shown towards him,
and it would be screwed. And the reaction of Quatre, Trowa and Wufei,
God. Especially Quatre, the other two were more sober. But if he knew,
the entire building knew. And that couldn’t happen. He should
be very clear about that. All of a sudden his stomach gave a twist. He hadn’t
told Duo. Heidi knew about it, but, dear God, Duo was already asleep
when he had told her. Knowing him, he would at once fly around his
neck the moment he set one foot inside. How could he prevent that?
He thought hard, but the only thing he could find in his head was
to wrap himself in barbed wire or something like that. The case was
already doomed, even before he had arrived at work. The whole ride
he had been racking his brain, but really nothing would do the trick.
Dammit, he should’ve brought his dog. With lead in his shoes, he stepped out of his car and
headed for the building. He had barely stepped out of the elevator,
or he already heard the mighty loud voice of Duo. “Hee-chan! So glad to see you! How’s your
dog doing?!” he cheered. In a fit of naïve happiness, he
kissed him full on his mouth, fear readable in both Heero and Heidi’s
eyes. “Duo!!” she cried. He pulled back with a dumb face. “What?” he
asked sheepishly. “Can’t everybody know about it then?” “No,” she said, then turned to Heero’s
desperate face. “I’m sorry, I forgot to tell him.” “Tell me what?” he asked confused. They heard heavy footsteps, and sure enough, Doctor
J came striding towards the three of them, his eyes not visible through
the thick glasses, but undoubtedly beyond rage. “You! Office!”
he barked sternly at Heero. He obeyed him just like that. The expression
on the old man’s face was more then enough to make the other
two shrink back in their office. “Tell me what?” Duo asked again. “That we must be careful about this whole situation,”
she hissed. “Doctor J couldn’t know about it. Didn’t
you listen to his story yesterday? About the dogs? If he’s already
punished for caring about a dog, God knows what he might do if he
finds out he loves you!” Duo looked at her with his big eyes, but then lowered
them with the realisation of what he had just caused upon him. “Oh boy,” he sighed miserably. “I’ve…
I’ve got to go and help him.” He ran to the door, but before
he could open it, Heidi stopped him. “I wouldn’t do that. I don’t think it
would help him a lot.” “But I-“ “Leave him, Duo. Doctor J’s already infuriated
enough.” He sagged his shoulders and heaved a sigh. “Oh boy,” he said again. To be continued ~*~*~
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