"Homo Homini Lupus"

Written By: iniq

Disclaimer: Gundam Wing and its characters are copyright to Sunrise, Bandai, Sotsu Agency, and associated parties. I make no money with this fic.

Rating: NC 17

Warnings: gore, blood, violence, torture, death, insanity, anger, Heero pov

Pairings: 1x2

Summary: Heero is out to avenge Duo's death

" Homo Homini Lupus"

03-21-03

 

You're the one who did this to him, weren't you?

The one who made him cry, the one who made him want to scream, the one who hurt him. The one who thought it fit to kill his spirit. The one who…

You know that this is your death, don't you?

Is that a tear? Why are you crying? Do you think I could hurt you? That I could kill you? That I could…

You're afraid? You're scared? Like he was?

He was in the dark, he didn't know where the next blow was coming from, he didn't know who assaulted him. Complete darkness.

You don't deserve to see me.

Is that blood running down your cheeks? Why are you bleeding? Why are you screaming? Why are you writhing on the floor?

Is it because…

Can't you see anymore? Is that why you're staring at me with empty eye sockets? Is that why there is so much blood staining your face, your body, and the floor around you? Is that why?

He couldn't speak, did you know that? I was the one who saved him, remember? I saw that gag in his mouth. He couldn't scream, he almost choked when he was unconscious, did you know that? You did that to him.

Why are you coughing? Why are you wailing like that? Why are you

Is it because of the blood slowly running down your throat? Are you slowly choking on your own blood? Or is it because you don't feel your tongue anymore? Is it because…

He wouldn't have been able to walk, even if he'd wanted to, did you know that? He hurt too much. Do you know what you did to him? He was bound with barbed wire. His circulation was cut off. Why are you writhing like that?

Is it because there is so much blood pooling at your feet? Because you won't ever be able to walk again? Because your ankle joint won't ever carry weight again?

I think that's the least you have to fear.

Are you scared? Do you feel alone? Are you afraid? Do you hurt?

Good.

Because that's what were his last feelings too.

Do you feel loved? Do you die knowing that someone will hurt for you? That someone will revenge you? That someone will cry for you? Do you die knowing that someone will come and kill for you? That someone will go to your funeral?

No?

He didn't either. Because I never told him. Because I thought I'd have time. But I didn't. He died before I could tell him.

He didn't even live to see his sixteenth birthday. He didn't live to experience love. He won't live to see the end of this war! He won't ever see another sunset. He won't ever look in my eyes and see the love in them. I won't ever see him again. And it's all your fault.

He had the most beautiful hair, did you know that? The most beautiful eyes. The most beautiful…

No other could ever make me feel that way. You took away his spirit. His heart. You made his heart stop. Why are you shivering? Is it because you know what's happening next?

Why are you

So still, so much peace, so much pain, such a bloody mess.

Just like him.

My…

love.

And now I'm leaving you to die. Just like you left him.

Alone.

To die.

To bleed to death.

Cold, cold heart.

Bloody and dead in my hands.

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