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"Thirty One Days "Written By: The Plotting Housewife Disclaimer: Gundam Wing belongs to Bandai, Sotsu
and associated Parties. This work is written for pleasure not profit. Rating: NC 17 Warnings for dubious consent, mentions of past
sexual abuse. Pairings: Trowa/Quatre Summary: A challenge of three paragraph drabbles for thirty one days. Tags will be added when new drabbles are posted and rating may be subject to change. Sequel to Show Me the Way "Thirty One Days " I'll Show You the Way Why do I let you hurt me? Why do I allow you to ravish me? I can read the questions in your mind as clearly as I can read my own. The answer is simple, if you know where to look. You’re not accustomed to that though, are you? You’re not accustomed to looking inside another person because you’re terrified of what you will see. Derision, rejection, an insidious intent to hurt you. I understand. I’ve seen what you’ve been subjected to. Much of the same that you’re now subjecting me to. I try not to let the pain show as your push your way inside my body, but I can’t help it if a little of it slips through. It hurts. But the pain between my legs is no match for the pain you’ve inflicted upon my heart. But, it’s okay. Because I’ve hurt you, too. Nearly killed you, took your memories from you. I suppose I can say we’re even. Though it’s not the real reason I let you do this. You say you don’t know, that you want to know why. The answer is right here, right in front of you. All you need to do is accept what you don’t want to believe. I let you hurt me…because I love you.
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