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"Yumemiru no Tame ni "Written By: Helen
Warnings: Duo POV, sap Pairings: 2+1 Spoilers: None Archive: Deb's website, "Dragonball-diaries
http://www.dragonball-diaries.150m.com ***Anyone else please ask! I'll most definitely
say yes, but I wanna give credit to people who archived me. ^^ Rating: G Author's Notes : I'm trusting the person who did
the translations. They may be off but then again... it always happens.
Gomen nasai to the people who understand Japanese and just want to
bite my Japanese-illiterate head off for this but I like the song
so I'm gonna use the whole thing. The exchange diary makes an appearance
again and hopefully, more in the future. I'm getting more ideas to
continue this and I appreciate those who are reading. ^_^ Special Thanks:My ultra-fast beta Deb!! ::glomps::
Thank you thank you for being my number one beta!! ^_^ Dedication: I give my thanks to the people who
have supported me thus far. Without you guys, I wouldn't have thought
of going on. ^_^
Yumemiru no Tame ni Part 4
My drowsy eyes crack open against the warm sunlight
filtering through the windows. Blinking slowly, getting used to the
radiant sun after a night of darkness, I manage to focus my blurry
eyes. Raising my left hand to rub them, I... ... realize that I can't. Looking to the side, I see
Heero sitting in a chair but hunched forward, his head lying right
next to my pillow. So close. I look further... and swallow hard. My hand in his... our fingers interlaced together. Is
it growing warmer in here or is my fever returning? No matter. Heero's here now. Rolling to my side, being careful to not move too much, I end up facing him. He's so close... feels so right. I think back to the dream I had last night. No... nightmare.
We had to separate but... it wasn't him leaving me. I was the one
leaving him. To see him crying shattered my heart. No one has ever
been able to do that but Heero... he looked so vulnerable. It hurt...
I couldn't help but close my eyes and cry as well. One tear... then
two... then three... Continuous... But then, a very light brush against my
cheek. Brushing tears away... A hand cupped my cheek. Stroking tears
away... Sadness falling away. Opening my eyes, I see... Heero, his hand still on my
face. I don't want to leave him. Reaching up, I placed my hand on
his. "I don't want to leave you..." I whispered. "But... you need to..." he whispered back
in such a... heartbroken voice. I felt myself being pulled away. I shook my head. "No..." Away from him.. "Heero." Fighting back... "I don't want to, Heero!" Farther and farther... "Heero!!!" Into the light... Looking back... Heero in the darkness. My eyes slid shut... Slowly... passing through the light... into reality I woke up... and he was still here with me. I remember
telling him to spend the night and... the CD. I must have drifted
off then. I smile at the memory of last night and look back at
Heero's sleeping face. Giving into the urge, my right hand comes up
and brushes his slighty ruffled hair from his eyes. He lets out a
soft sigh and his hand tightens around mine. I snuggle closer, the
tops of our heads practically touching. I want to stay like this forever.. ~*~*~*~*~ My eyes open... Did I fell asleep again? I look around
but Heero is nowhere to be seen. Damn. Rubbing my eyes, I glance up at the clock. 11:34am Almost lu... wait a second. What do we have here? A
note? I pick up the folded piece of paper. Must be from Heero... I
open it. ~Duo, I hope that you're feeling better. I ran out to
get some groceries for lunch. I'll be back soon. Rest well. Heero~ Heero... he cares for me too much. A smile forms on
my face. Reaching up to hit play on the CD player, I hit a notebook.
The exchange diary... Wonder if he wrote in it... I settle back into the covers with it as music fills
the room. Flipping to the last entry, I pause... No way... //Duo, here are the translations to the song. I really
like it as well. It's almost like... my own thoughts... my own feelings...
put into the lyrics. I hope one day I can do what he says...// My hands begin to tremble as the song begins. [Kimi ga yumemiru tame ni] I swallow hard. Just like last night.. [Kimi ga aisuru mono ni] I smile at this. I certainly do... Heero. Do you love
my laughter? [Soba ni iru dareka wo Shinjiru nara] Mm hmm... Heero will certainly live in my heart. Wonder
if I live in his...? I shake my head. [Ashita ni mayotte toki wa ] Too much to hope for. I'll be happy if we are just friends.
But I just can't help but hope for more... [Kawaita umi no mukou de] I reach up to caress my cheek softly... trying to recreate
what I felt in my dream. Strange... I can almost feel Heero's touch.. [Kimi ga yumemiru tame ni] If only he could do that every night. I know I will... Yes... I will... [Kimi no kanashimi dake ga] So true... [Kimi ga yumemiru tame ni] For you, Heero... [Kimi ga aisuru mono ni] Only for you... Owari Author's Note: As you can see, I included the part of
the song that I left out in part 3. Nice ne? I love this song. And...
Duo *sorta* knows now. ^_^ But he's still not 100% sure... Still quite
skeptical... *sighsigh* Let's see how it goes next time! *runs off
with Ritoru Debiru* |
