"The Variable "
Written By: Artemis
Disclaimer: Gundam Wing and its characters are
copyright to Sunrise, Bandai, Sotsu Agency, and associated parties.
I make no money with this fic.
Rating: NC 17
Warnings: Alternate reality, hurt/comfort, angst,
Borderline non-con
Pairings: 1x2
Summary: Heero Yuy is a genetically altered weapon
in a top secret project. When his behavior becomes erratic, his handlers
propose an
unorthodox solution. Is the cure more than they bargained for?
" The Variable "
When the doorbell rang, Duo gave the apartment and himself
a final check. Everything looked in order, and his pale blue shirt
was neatly tucked and belted inside his jeans.
He pressed the intercom button. Is that you, Miss Noin?
Yes.
Come on in. Duo stepped back as his guest used her special
access code to unlock the door.
Miss Noin smiled as she stepped into the apartment, handing him a
burgundy box with a gold bow. This is for you.
Oh? Duo took the box and slid the gold ribbon off. Chocolate!
Thats really nice of you. Thanks. He popped one of the
square morsels into his mouth and chewed. Mmm. This ones
caramel. He held out the opened box. Here.
Thanks. She took a round chocolate and nodded as she bit
into it. Cherry.
Lunch is almost ready, he said, leading the way into the
kitchen. Whats your poison? Ive got water, soda,
orange juice and pomenagranate juice. He looked over his shoulder
at her. Id offer you wine, but youre on the clock,
right?
She nodded, settling into a chair at the kitchen table. Do you
drink much wine?
I have a glass with dinner, but Heeros not much of a drinker.
Kind of a bummer, considering hed probably be a fun drunk.
He chuckled and that seemed to surprise her.
Pomenagranate juice sounds good.
How bout I make it a spritzer with club soda?
Noin smiled. That sounds nice, thanks.
Duo grabbed two tall glasses, added ice cubes and poured in the juice
and soda, and handed a glass over to her. Lucrezia was seated with
her legs crossed. He had noticed that she always wore slacks and short
jackets. She was neat as a pin with a military precision about her
and shades of feminine softness. He had given her a hard time when
they first met, but the day at the training salle had changed all
that. She had trusted him with the Projects computers and he
would never forget it.
With the water boiling he poured in the mostacoli noodles, and slid
the garlic bread into the oven to crisp. He sat down at the table
with her and it suddenly felt awkward to be together like this.
Just a few more minutes, he said, looking at the pot boiling
on the stove.
Maybe it was the way Heero had reacted when he had discovered Duo
in the apartment with the maid that made Duo nervous now. Even though
he genuinely liked Miss Noin, he was second guessing this lunch idea,
and that translated into almost no conversation. They sipped their
drinks and occasionally smiled at one another while Duo flitted between
the table and the stove.
When lunch was ready, Duo plated the meals. He asked Lucrezia to bring
their drinks as he carried the plates and led her upstairs to the
loft.
This is lovely, Noin said, looking around the loft and
taking a seat on the sofa.
Duo gazed out the large window onto the trees and sunlight and smiled
sadly. Most of the time, this was the closest he got to the outdoors.
He sat in the chair opposite the sofa and held up his glass. To
Heeros mission.
Noin smiled and reached out to clink her glass with his. When she
settled back into the couch her eyes focused on him. Thats
generous of you to wish the mission success.
Duo shrugged. Maybe Im starting to believe that what Heero
does is good.
It is, she said, her eyes bright.
I wish I knew more about what he does. He stabbed a noodle
and twirled it in the white sauce on his plate. And I wish someone
wouldve asked me to be part of this instead of
.
He shook his head. Well, its nothing to be talking about
over lunch.
No, its okay. Do you think you wouldve joined the
Project if this had been explained to you?
Duo looked at her, grateful for her courage to continue this conversation.
Itd been a tough sell even with Heero as the carrot.
She nodded. It was Doctor Pos intention to do that
to tell you what was expected and bring you into this voluntarily.
Duo snorted. Yeah?
Its true, Duo. But it was naïve of her
of all
of us to think that was possible. There was a lot of pressure to give
this a try and make it work.
Her honesty had a way of diffusing his anger. He was tired of being
angry. He wanted to hang onto the sliver of happiness hed found
with Heero and her words made that seem possible.
Im sure they couldve found somebody willing if they
tried, he said.
Noin shook her head. You were the only candidate.
You mean the only sucker.
She put down her fork and reached over to him, placing her hand on
his arm. Heero chose you.
A shiver raced through Duos body. What?
He was given the choice of hundreds of eligible men and women,
but according to Doctor Po, Heero already had his sights set on you.
He wouldnt consider anyone else.
Duo slumped back into his chair, taking a moment to let this new information
sink in. Heero had told him at the start that he wanted him willing,
but hed never said that Duo had been his only choice of sex
partner.
Should I not have told you that? Noin asked.
Why not? Duo chuckled. My life cant get much
crazier than this.
All the tidbits of information were adding up
to what he didnt
know. Heero had told him that the Project team hadnt liked him
walking across campus, and that he had wanted to talk to Duo, but
it was forbidden. Based on the information that Noin had just given
him, could it mean that Heero really did have a thing
for him? Duos face warmed. Oh, fuck if that was true.
So, tell me about yourself, Duo said, desperate to change
the subject. Howd you wind up here?
I asked for a transfer. With a blush on her cheeks she
turned her attention to her lunch taking several bites of pasta and
green vegetables. This is very good, Duo. Where did you learn
to cook?
Now who was the one changing the subject?
He smiled. Just one of my many hidden talents. Back to that
transfer
It was nothing, really.
Is that why youre blushing?
Am I? She put her hand to her cheek and the blush deepened.
Oh, dear.
So, tell me about him
or her.
I really dont want to be talking about this.
Tit for tat. You know way more about my sex life than Ill
ever know about yours.
She smiled and her shoulders slumped in defeat. Hes the
top operative in another agency.
You mean there are more Projects like this one?
No, this Project is unique, but there are other top secret spy
agencies in the world that work in collaboration with this one.
So, your guy is a spy. What happened that you wanted to get
away from him? Duo cringed realizing too late the question was
far too personal. Sorry, you dont need to answer that.
No, I think maybe its time I told someone
We were
in love. Or at least I was in love. It took me awhile to realize that
I could never be number one in his life. His work would always come
first. But now, hes coming here, and Im not sure how to
handle it.
Why is he coming here?
Treize wants to expand the Project and the only way to do that
is to get more operatives.
But this guys a grown man? Wouldnt Treize want another
kid?
Its no longer necessary. Heero was the guinea pig, so
to speak, and now Treize is ready to add to the team. Hell inject
the same cocktail theyve been giving Heero into the new operatives,
but Im not sure if theyll do any genetic engineering.
And your guy is the new operative?
Hes not my guy. Hes Treizes guy now.
Duo blinked. Oh?
Well, knowing Treize and Z---. I mean, the new operative is
just Treizes type.
Im sorry.
Dont be. Its been over a year, and Ive got
a crush on someone new.
Yeah? Duo brightened hearing this news.
Thats all Im going to say. Now, Id like to
finish this fantastic lunch you made me.
Fair enough. Duo chuckled.
The conversation turned to lighter matters including the variety of
birds that hopped on branches outside the window, and Duos recipe
for the pasta primavera. When it was time for Noin to head back to
the office she dallied by helping Duo clean up from lunch. She carried
their dishes into the kitchen.
Duo offered her another chocolate. Ive heard its
good to end a meal with a sweet.
You dont have to twist my arm. She chose a toffee
and enjoyed it with a smile on her face.
Do you know when Heero will be back? Duo asked, leaning
against the kitchen counter.
Noin shrugged. Dorothy would know better than me, but Id
guess soon.
Thats what Heero said.
She put her hand on his forearm. Im not going to patronize
you and say that I know what youre going through, because I
couldnt possibly, but it seems like youve adjusted to
this
somehow. And that you and Heero have made a real connection.
Duos brow tightened as he considered her words and the sentiment
behind them. He had adjusted, but every day was still a struggle,
and he and Heero had made a connection, but he still felt on loose
ground with him.
A connection Id like to test in the real world,
Duo said, finally.
It seemed as though she might say something more, and then thought
better of it. He understood. They were tip toeing around each other,
even if they had made a friendship of sorts.
Noin smiled brightly. Thanks for inviting me to lunch. It was
a delicious meal and an interesting conversation.
As she stepped out into the hall, Duo had the urge to follow her,
play on her kindness to help him escape. He doubted she would help
him. Her allegiance to the Project was that obvious and strong. He
stayed planted on the apartment side of the threshold.
Good luck with Z. He winked.
She gasped in surprise and then chuckled. Hes the one
wholl need the luck. Talk to you later!
Yep.
The door closed and he found the nearest chair and sat down. So, Heero
had chosen him.
~ ~ ~
The mission was a success, but the number of hearty congratulations
Heero had received on his return meant little to him. Not because
it was his duty to succeed, but because once the mission had been
completed his thoughts raced back to Duo. Let the Project team have
their celebration without him. All he wanted now was to return to
his quarters to be with Duo.
He undid the knot in his tie and slid it off as he approached his
quarters. Enter.
The main room was dark, but it was late, so Duo was probably in bed.
He turned on the dining room chandelier, and tossed the tie onto the
table.
Heero?
Heeros eyes peered into the darkness beyond the light. Yes.
Mmm
What time is it?
It sounded like Duo had fallen asleep on the couch.
Half past eleven, Heero said, walking over to the couch
to see Duo appear from its depths, rubbing his eyes. He sat down next
to him.
Youre in a suit? Duo asked, looking mussed from
his sleep.
Heero leaned forward putting his hands on Duos chest and fingering
open the buttons as he brushed their lips together. Sometimes
I need to wear a suit to blend in.
Duo took the lapel in hand, using it as leverage to pull them closer.
You all keyed up?
Mm-hmm. Heero nodded, nipping Duos jawline. They
had yet to kiss, but he liked the tension it created.
Youre really back? Now Duos hands ran up Heeros
neck to his face, his lips hovering millimeters from Heeros.
You still asleep?
Hope not. This is better than a dream
.
Heero all but growled. This was the Duo he needed; the one who needed
him, too. He pressed his lips to Duos, holding him by the biceps
and feeling his lovers warmth. He wanted to fuck him here and
now, let the stress roll off him, but more importantly lose himself
in Duos body.
Duo pushed him back, down onto the couch, and straddled his legs.
The mission was a success?
The concern in Duos voice sent a shiver through Heero. Yes,
he gasped out, kissing Duo again.
Thank God.
Heero took Duos chin in hand, holding his face to look deeply
into Duos eyes. Youre actually glad?
Dont over think it, fly boy, Duo said, tapping Heeros
head with a finger and smiling.
Heero chuckled. He was about to over think it, and it
seemed Duo knew him well enough to call him on it. There had been
so many changes between them, and Duos support was just one
more.
Ill help you unwind, Duo said, running his hands
over Heeros chest and pushing the suit jacket off his shoulders.
Heero let the dark jacket slide onto the couch. Then Duo planted a
deep kiss on his lips. Heero had missed the taste and scent of Duo
even though theyd been apart less than a day. Watching Duo take
control and unbutton Heeros shirt sent more shivers through
him.
This is what I was hoping for.
Oh, yeah? Duo licked around his ear.
Lets fuck and then Ill take you for a swim.
A midnight swim? Sounds sexy.
It did sound sexy, and something Heero had been thinking about for
awhile. He liked how Duo looked when wet. He had wanted to pull Duo
into the water with him that day in the training salle when Duo had
kissed him by the side of the pool.
They stripped and fucked on the couch, not bothering to take their
time. Duo had lost his inhibitions and seemed more than ready to fulfill
all of Heeros fantasies, but Heero wondered how long that could
last. Unless he found ways to fulfill Duo in turn, how could Duo possibly
remain this willing and happy?
~ ~ ~
Heeros intensity was something that Duo had to get used to from
the very start. It shone in Heeros eyes, but could be felt in
many ways. From the tone of his voice, sometimes clipped and curt
and other times low and sensual, to the press of his hands, sometimes
slow and light and then firm and knowing. Heero was energy. That energy
morphed and multiplied when combined with Duos, creating a spark
that quickly turned to flames.
Duo sensed that Heero had missed him, and had been thinking about
him while he was away, or at least on his way back. Realizations like
that warmed Duo, but made his brain itch. This situation couldnt
possibly add up to a real relationship.
He was lying on top of Heero, both having sped across the finish line
seconds apart. The couch sex was only the beginning tonight, but Duo
still lingered in his post-coital haze.
Heero tapped his head. Now whos doing too much thinking?
Duo gasped as he looked at Heero. You could hear that?
Dont worry, Im not clairvoyant.
Admitting to something you cant do?
Theres plenty I cant do
But I want to make
this better for you if I can.
Duo searched Heeros eyes, and suddenly he remembered what Miss
Noin had told him: Heero chose you. Fuck, Duo said, sighing.
I believe you.
Then how about we take that midnight swim?
Okay.
They got up from the couch, and Heero retrieved swimsuits from his
room. They grabbed their robes and athletic shoes, dressed quickly,
and ventured out of the apartment. It felt strange wandering the halls
at this hour, but it didnt look any different since there were
no windows to judge the time of day.
They walked down the corridor to the elevator, where the hall split
off in two directions. They bypassed the elevator, as Heero seemed
so fond of doing, and headed down one of the adjacent corridors. When
they passed the stairwell, Duo became confused.
Isnt the pool in the training facility?
I have a private pool, Heero said with a grin.
Duo had never been this far along the corridor, so he followed Heeros
lead. At the end of the hall they came to a plain oak door.
This is it?
Heero nodded and said, Enter.
The lock disengaged and he stepped inside first to turn on the lights.
Duo was close behind, his eyes wide with curiosity. At the center
of the room was a kidney-shaped pool, half the size of the one in
the training salle, but still large enough to swim laps, or just float
on your back. The water was lit by colored lights in blue, green and
purple.
Duo turned to Heero and snapped his mouth shut. Hed been gaping.
This is beautiful.
Heero escorted him further into the room, and Duo began to take in
more details. There were palms planted in terra cotta pots, and elegant
poolside chairs and an ottoman in black wrought iron with aqua and
cream cushions and throw pillows.
Wait until you see this, Heero said.
He walked over to the lighting control panel and pressed a button.
Suddenly, Duo heard the mechanical sound of pulleys. He looked up
to see the ceiling rolling back, or rather a large fabric Roman-shade
was pulled back to reveal glass.
A glass roof?
It gets better. Heero pressed another button. Now the
glass ceiling separated and slowly retracted into the roof.
Duo was gaping again as he breathed in the fresh mountain air. I
would spend all my time here, if I were you.
Maybe I will from now on. Heero stepped next to him, laying
his hands on Duos shoulders and slowly pulling the robe off
him. Theres a full moon tonight. I thought you might enjoy
it.
Duo blinked at him. Man. This was just so damn romantic
that he chuckled with happiness.
You dont like it? Heero asked, skimming his hands
over Duos bare shoulders.
No
I mean yeah, I do. As much as he wanted to tell
Heero that no one had ever treated him this way, this moment was tainted
by his captivity. It felt great sharing this with Heero, but could
he think of it as anything but an illusion?
You okay?
Duo looked over his shoulder at Heero and saw the worry etched in
his brow. Why did this have to be so complicated? Im glad
you brought me here.
Want to take that swim now?
Yeah, Duo said with a smile.
Heero grabbed a couple of large towels from a cabinet and they left
their robes and shoes by the chairs. They stood at the edge of the
pool and with just a look and a wordless nod agreed to dive in together.
Heeros arc into the pool was a little longer, but they hit the
water about the same time. Duo emerged first, tossing his head to
shake the wet bangs from his eyes. The water was tropically warm and
comforting, and required no time to adjust to. Heero showed off by
staying under much longer. With the lights in the pool, Duo watched
the dolphin like movements of his lover as he circled around him and
finally came up for air.
They were treading water and Heero nodded for Duo to follow him to
the shallower end of the pool. When they were in about four and a
half feet of water they stopped and set their feet on the pools
floor.
Heero wrapped his arms around Duos waist. I want to make
love to you here.
In the pool?
Heero had a wicked grin on his face. The pool, the ottoman
everywhere.
Duos cheeks burned with the heat of Heeros words. Then,
Heeros lips were on his, wet hands on his face holding him there
so his mouth could be plundered. He moaned and reached for Heero,
wrapping his arms about him eager for his touch. But there was something
he had to know, had to confirm before he got carried away.
He broke out of the kiss. How did I get here? In the Project?
Heero was shaking his head, looking as if his brain might overload.
Why do you need to know that now?
Because this is the first time youve said you wanted to
make love. I need to know
did you bring me into the Project?
Was it your decision?
Heeros eyes cleared. He took Duos hand, leading him to
underwater steps where they could sit. They settled on the mosaic
tiled steps, side-by-side.
It was my choice, Heero said. It was Pos idea,
but my choice. Ill take all the blame for bringing you here.
Duo was taken aback by Heeros honesty. Im not looking
for someone to blame, Ive got plenty of names on that list.
But its my decision you want to know about?
Duo nodded. His heart was thumping in his chest. Maybe it would be
better to leave these details to his imagination. The truth could
shatter him.
Youre shivering, Heero said, running his hand over
Duos arm and shoulder.
The touch sent warmth to Duos face, and another shiver through
his body. Its nothing, he said, trying to act non-chalant.
Maybe we should get out of the water.
No, Duo said, a bit more forcefully than he had intended.
He put his hand on Heeros arm. Just tell me the truth.
Heeros brow knitted as he seemed to be considering what to say.
Then, he covered Duos hand with his own and looked into Duos
eyes. The truth is Id been watching you for weeks, learning
your habits and your schedule so that Id know when to look for
you, but I never knew your name or thought that we would meet.
Duo nodded a bit numbly. He was entranced by the sincerity in Heeros
voice and the depth of his gaze. And then?
One day, Doctor Po told me about her plan to relieve my post-mission
stress. Heero smiled and shook his head. She wanted me
to have a sex partner. I didnt think anything like that was
possible
I was spending so much time in training and on missions,
but she said she had Treizes blessing. She showed me a list
of hundreds of potential partners. They were all women and I didnt
know how to tell her that I wasnt interested in women, but we
eventually worked that out. Heero gave a small chuckle and then
re-focused his eyes on Duo. When she gave me the list of potential
male partners all I could think about was if you were on that list.
And then I saw your face and I learned your name
but I never
expected them to bring you to me in wristcuffs. I didnt want
you that way.
This was more than Duo had hoped to learn
ever. It validated
everything that Noin had said.
Heero broke eye contact, looking down into the water. By then
it was too late. You knew too much, and you either stayed or
He met Duos eyes. Im sorry. I never should have
brought you into this. I should have kept watching you from afar.
He moved to stand up, but Duo instinctively reached out with his hand
grabbing Heeros wrist. They stared at each other. Heero half
standing, and Duo still seated on the steps.
Where are you going? Duo asked.
Im sure you dont want me here after learning that.
I wanted the truth. Is that what I got?
Yes.
Duo tugged on Heeros wrist. Sit down. Heero looked
confused for good reason, and Duo tugged a little harder. Please.
Another heart beats hesitation and Heero sat next to him on
the step once again. I dont understand.
You just told me you wanted me before all this shit began. God,
Heero
I wanted you, too.
Duo could practically see the wheels turning in Heeros mind.
No doubt, he had confused the hell out of him, but then Duo was just
coming into this warm moment of revelation.
I thought so, Heero said. But to hear you say it
You wanted me. A smile hinted at the corners of his mouth. The
revelations warmth had found him, too.
Duo leaned toward Heero with a smile. Kiss me already.
Heero covered Duos mouth in a confidently fierce kiss, wrapping
him in a strong embrace. It was like a slice of heaven to have Heero
hold him this way, slipping his tongue into his mouth as the water
sloshed gently around them.
Let me make love to you, Heero said, breaking the kiss
and looking deeply into Duos eyes.
Duo nodded, dazed and heated to the core. There
He indicated the furniture.
They stepped out of the pool, arms entwined. Heero kissed Duos
shoulder as they walked, lifting his arm and kissing his hand, his
elbow and his shoulder once again. Each kiss was like an invisible
brand on Duos skin. It marked him as Heeros, tightened
the knot between them, even though Duo couldnt see beyond the
next few hours or days. The future was out of his hands, but all that
mattered right now was the dark haired man standing next to him, guiding
him down onto the ottoman.
Their bodies were warm from the pool and warm from their kisses and
caresses. Heero slipped his hand inside Duos swimsuit, curling
his fingers around his cock, stroking it fully to hardness. He kissed
Duo, deeply. He removed his hand and took hold of the suits
waistband and tugged. Duo lifted his bottom, wriggling deliciously
as the wet suit was removed. Heero stood up, breaking contact just
long enough to slip his trunks off as well. Then, he knelt next to
the ottoman, running his hands up Duos legs until they grasped
his cock again.
Duo propped himself up on his elbows, his mouth open and ready to
moan, and his eyes wide taking in all he could. Heeros tongue
flicked out to lick the tip of Duos cock and then swirled around
it, sending heat across his body and to his face. He watched, transfixed
as Heero stroked him and then, slowly, teasingly, licked every inch
of his cock and sucked it into his mouth.
Oh, God
He reached out, weaving his fingers into
Heeros damp, unruly hair. Heero had never sucked him before
and it was almost too much having that hot mouth around him. Duos
head tilted back as he concentrated on the feel of Heeros lips
and tongue and the slight graze of teeth sliding up and down on his
cock. Fuck
yes.
One second he wondered if he should come, and the next Heero was bringing
him to the edge of ecstasy. Duo readily ran toward it. Heero!
His orgasm pulsed through him, waves of pleasure rushed over him as
Heero took it all. When he was spent, he slumped back onto the ottoman,
panting heavily. Fuck
Fuck, he said again and again.
Heero slithered up his body to his lips, kissing him thoroughly. Thats
what I intend to do next.
Duo moaned. His brain was mush and his body still tingled with the
aftershocks of his climax. Bring it on, he said, grabbing
Heero by the head and pressing their lips together in a powerful kiss.
Heero growled in his ear and slicked two fingers with his tongue and
slid them between Duos legs. He pressed them to Duos opening,
nudging them, pushing them inside. Duo moaned, and felt himself hardening
again.
By now, Heero knew exactly what he was doing. He kissed the stuffing
out of Duo while fucking him with his fingers, preparing him for the
main event. Heero only ever used two fingers on him, even though his
cock was more than that. Duo had wondered if it was merely impatience
or that Heero liked making Duo squirm when he shoved inside for that
first, long slide. Duo was the impatient one tonight, and theyd
already fucked less than an hour ago. He could take whatever Heero
wanted to give him. Heero seemed to know this, too, and removed his
fingers after several thrusts.
Heero reached for his robe. Hed brought a small bottle of lubricant
with them.
Good boy, Duo said, licking the side of Heeros face.
The bottle was handed over to Duo who happily, and efficiently, squeezed
the gel into his hand. He took Heeros cock, giving it a couple
of thorough strokes and pointed it in the right direction. Heero held
it at the base, applying constant pressure as he pushed forward until
the head slid inside. They moaned into each others mouths, letting
their bodies take over fully.
All the way, Heeros cock filled Duo with the hardness he craved.
Give it to me.
Heero pulled out halfway and thrust back, sending a jolt of pleasure
through Duo. Again and again the thrusts came, making Duo believe
this was all he wanted to live for. Hell, it was what they had brought
him here for, but it had become more
so much more.
The water dried on them only to be replaced by the sweat of this hard,
deep fuck. The ottomans wrought iron held firm, creaking softly
as it swayed slightly with their thrusts. Again, Heero thrust, and
again Duo moaned and thrust back. Duos body ached for more.
Give me more, he thought, even as he felt Heero deep inside, loving
him, touching him inside and out. Their fingers twined together as
the rhythm increased. Lips touching, breath mingling as they made
love, made it last as long as they could, until their bodies begged
for release.
Heero shoved hard and fast, signaling the final lap. Unghh,
he grunted with each thrust. Unghh
Fuck
Want you
so much.
Those words and that slide of cock inside him, sent Duo tumbling towards
the finish for the second time in minutes. Heero
Oh!
They came together, consumed by passion. Yes! Arching,
tensing, moaning as one
Oh, yes! And it was done.
They collapsed on the ottoman, taking in great gulps of air as their
orgasms ricocheted inside them.
~ * ~
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